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[Jamie88moore]

Hi guys I'm a recovering alcoholic 6 years....4 years  ago my genetic disease in hip caused pain...went to pain doc cause EVERY doc told me to....my doctor prescribes an amount so high of pain meds.....now I'm in that boat of afraid of getting off ....exspecially opana and diladid....I'm in aa and  my sponsor knows about it....anyways. I go once a month and there has been problems with drug testing everyone ....mine encluded....false ned...and if been so scared there going to cut Me off cause of being sick....anyone else get off diladid before....and I'm on the fence cauSe I want off...but I might get kicked off
If my test comes back weird....without my doing!!! Maybe a blessing but scared....I know this
Doc will put me on suboxone for awhile...ugh I'm so mixed up

[Ejm7263]

So over the last 7 years I've gone from hydrocodone to diluidid to opana to being broke. My doctor them put me on methadone so I could get it cheap. I have degenerative disc disc, a couple fractures, neuropathy...
I started AA/NA in 1996 & did well till all this happened in 2007. 9 days ago I re established & went off all my medication. It has been liberating but very hard. Today I almost want to be alive. Please keep posting everyone here is so amazing & helpful. They are walking me through. I post every time something happens.
Hang in you already know there is a new way of life.  

[10356]

Hi Jamie88moore.. Welcome to the forum.. You would think the Dr.s realize they have a problem with these test with so many coming up dirty on  previous clean peps !!!! I just wanted to add my support and to let you know that how ever it goes down, you decide to come off on your own and see where your pain levels are at now our if they force you off due too no fault of your own, we will be here to support you in anyway we can. They also have a pain management forum you may want to check out for more support.. I wish you well, lesa

[gnarly_1]

Hi and welcome to the forum...well it is up to you but many 0f us here find our pain much more manageable without narcotics  I never took opana but I am familiar with dilad it is a strong narcotic as for those test I use to get one around every 3 or 4 weeks and I always blew clean except 1 it showed positive for cocaine I never used and will on the methadone program what a mess it caused  just know this any time there is a positive reading on a drug they have to keep the sample around for a wile  for me it cost 20.00 bucks to get them to retest the sample and it came back fine  so there fault cost me 20 buck  im like your going to give that back it was not my fault ...never got it back  just know if you want to get help for your problem we can help  if you can give us the dosage and mg of them as well as how long you been on them we can help you further our goal is to detox as many people as we can this can be done from home it is a lot like a bad case of the flu with some anxiety to go along with it  more people will respond so check back every few hours look forward to helping you.......Gnarly.......................