I'm no example

I'm in trouble. I've been abusing my somas the last few days. I found something the suboxone doesn't block out.I know I let alot of people down, and i'm truely sorry. These are my demoms, and i thought I had a grip. Apparently not. I feel totally worthless. My reasons are not important. Just felt empty inside with kids gone and I f---ed up.

[tooklastdose]

thanks for telling us,  Now get back on the Drug free wagon and start over.

[lonote]

thankyou. Of course that is what I have to do. I don't have many options. I feel do damm guilty. I thought everything has been under control. But i'm wrong. Things coulden'y be more out of control. I expected so much more from myself.

[tooklastdose]

tomorrow is a new day.  Three are a few others that are starting out tomorrow and you can all do it together.

[lonote]

It sounds like a good plan to me. Thankyou, lastdose. I really appreciate it.

[Calzy]

I took soma when i ran out of lortabs and would always take way to much and make a fool of myself on them. They would always mess up my speech, i would sound like donald duck talking. I had a script for them the last 6 mos and wanted to fill acouple of times but why do i want to talk funny again.  It's best to leave those puppies alone.

[lonote]

You are right. Y  o  u     t  a  l  k    r e  a  l   s  l  o  w  . I don't know about donald duck lol. but you
sound like a drunk.

[Calzy]

A drunken donal duck i meant.

[Calzy]

It also took me about 1/2 hour to take one bite of food thats if my face wasnt one inch from the plate!
What is soma for again, oh yea muscle relaxer.

[FLaddict]

That is so crazy to me that anyone feels this way... i guess i have never taken more than one or two in a 24 hours period so maybe that is why.. I never felt any kind of buzz or drowsiness from them at all..

[lonote]

Somas can get you buzzed. Theres plenty ppl out here that will bring up somas now and then. That and xanax or other combinations. I was looking for you earlier for some help. If I still have cravings sometimes do you think 8 mg is a low dose of suboxone?

[FLaddict]

Its low-ish... I would rather see you taking 2-4mgs and using other ways to work on cravings.. like therapy, meetings, even acupunture.. you are even at the point where your brain could be craving the Sub not pills.. your addiction won't discriminate.. it'll take whatever you give it.. so think about the cravings..