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I'm upset with myself

I'm angry because this last year and a half I was just using my bf for pills and he was using me for a place to stay. Now, I don't know what to do. I guess him and I are like 2 peas in a pod. I'm feeling angry like I use to when I drank. But sober people get angry too.

Just had to vent.

Dove
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390416 tn?1275185087
dov...remember the serenity prayer..."courage to change the things I can"....glad you're here today!!! Move Forward.....and stop that a** kicking, girl!!!!

vicusr: haha..i remember that bumper sticker, too!!!
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412194 tn?1233621532
Hi Dove,
Everyone even sober people have a right to get angry a little anger is healthy.  I get angry at the people in my life who knew I needed help and chose to turn a head to it instead of kicking me in the butt and saying you are strug out, i understand you been through hell BUT time to do something.  The anger doesnt last long.  And anger is not a factor this week.  BUT I did have a very emotional night last night.  All my fiancee did was hold me calm me and let me get it out of my system.  What a guy.  I hope I can keep deserving him for a long long time. I am doing ghost busting right now, and putting the past in the past and it feels good.  I started a journal.  One day maybe I will publish it.  Keep up the good work and we are all entittled to a bad day now and then OR an angry one.
HUGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ DOVE  Thanks for all your help G/F
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I sure do. Thanks I needed to laugh.

Dove
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Do you remember the old bumper sticker "Gas, Grass or A$$,  Nobody Rides For Free"
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340590 tn?1290952141
ADDICTS ALL DO THINGS WE ARE NOT PROUD of and would not do sober.  learn from this and move forward, and it will be worth it.  you are doing great dove, be proud of yourself.
cathy
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