In a bit of a pickle!

[bandnmom]

I think i need all of you more than i think and boy did i jynx myself earlier! Heres the problem...I called my doctor today to call in a script for me because i have a really bad cold. He called it in, I went and picked it up and when I got home guess what is in the bag along with the antibiotics? Tylenol 3's..50 of them. I forgot all about them. These are not or should i say were not my DOC but they are close. About 1 month ago he called them in for me but i didn't give in to the urge.I never went a picked them up thanks to everyone here. Well they gave them to me today. So here i sit, starring at the bottle sitting right in front of me on the table. Oh how I want to open the bottle and take some. Today I am 90 days clean. Is this a test god has thrown at me? I have been strong thus far but this is to much.They are right here, in my reach...what to do? Help me. Help me stay strong. Give me the courage that I have always gotten here.

[Flutterby111]

no DOUBT....When I ran out of my percs, and I was scrounging through every drawer in my room, I found 10 3's....took all the sob's....made my neck warm....curbed the craving.  made me sick.  lol.  delayed the w/ds for 1 day...the hell hit.....and here I am 26 days later....from hell and back! :)

[newmanagment]

thanx to you for showing us all how strong we can be with support. proud of ya...

[bandnmom]

Thanks. Something in me changed today. I feel stronger. Wiser. I have all my friends here to thank for that.

[worried878]

good girl!

[newgirl2708]

I am going to tell you to ffffffffflllllllllllllllllllluuuuuuuuuuuussssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
however, I am also going to tell you I am not that strong.......I hope to God in Heaven you were.

[feohmoon]

Very good job...you must feel so proud of yourself.  That was a very strong and responsible thing you did.  You did a wonderful job overcoming that obstacle.  You are such an inspiration...I have probably said that before and will problably say that again.

Did you do the jig with the flush?

[Flutterby111]

mmmmm right.......I'm a little behind....blame it on the depression....k? thanks giz...

[gizzy32]

she flushed them awhil ago

[Flutterby111]

OMG, 90 days?  What a waste to give it up for tylenol 3's!!!!!  I'd have to take too many to catch a----what am i saying, just get rid of the fu*****!!!!!! 90 DAYS!!!  

[todd247]

Do you need the tylenol 3"s for pain? If not than don't. Tylenol 3's do nothing for me other than relieve a headache. Did not know they were so capable of causing a relapse. But Im the last person to tell you to take them. Good Luck

[GoingToMakeIt]

Don't make gizzy and I come over there!
We want HAPPY FISH. Swoosh, swoosh. I want to hear it!

Tell me that you haven't thrown away 3 MONTHS of very hard work.

We are all waiting to hear from you.

[gizzy32]

stop thinking about it, i know you haven't take them, you have to do this. we are still listening for that SWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH

[cathy5841]

flush...alush....flush....flush....flush....1..2..3..now do it

[alldonepercs]

SWOOOSSSSSHHHHH..........woahooo....(dancing,singing,laughing) ohh yeah been there. You can do it mom! Just like taking out the garbage.

[gizzy32]

honestly, i know it's hard, but after you will get higher off of what you did, and that is flushing them. close your eyes and hit the switch. we want to know you did this. your 3 months clean, do it, don't think

[MizDemeanor]

Here is a thought...try to visualize yourself in w/d again. Go back to the worst part 90 days ago. Think about what you dont want to go through again. I believe if you wanted to do them badly enough you would have just taken one in the car on the way home, yanno?
If you cant flush, then maybe just throw them in the toilet? LOL maybe they will disolve? Throw them in and RUN! ROFL

[bandnmom]

No one is here to do it for me. Hubby is out of town. I just have to do it!!

[allaboutmary]

Run in toss them babies in the toilet and run out.  OH Don't forget to flush before you run out.   You know you have to do this.  90 days is incredible . You have come so far.   So get going. FLUSH FLUSH FLUSH !

[gizzy32]

is there someone there that can do it for you? they won't do nothing for you anyway, you don't need them, get rid of them

[bandnmom]

I was just sitting in the bathroom bottle in hand and i could't do it. I wish you all lived close to me and could come over and do it for me.

[MizDemeanor]

DONT DO IT!!!!! Time for a flush party. Congratulations for having the strength to come post instead of taking the pills. Way to go!
Peace.

[gizzy32]

LMAO i think you got your answer, everyone agree's, SWOOOOOOOOOOOSH. you can do this, don't even think about it.

[road2recovery]

yes it is a test..Please flush....We know you can do this
r2r

[cathy5841]

you know you gotta flush flush flush and NOW...90 days dont look back...flush hurry.
lol
cathy