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When you talk about addiction to narcotics, you have to address both the physical and mental aspects of addiction. Additionally, you have to address tolerance.
Narcotics, or to be more precise, opiate or opiate-like drugs such as roxicodone (what a catchy name), morphine, vicodin (hydrocodone), codeine, darvon, all mimic endorphins, naturally produced substances that play a role in the body's reaction to pain and stress. I find it amazing that mother earth gives us a substance that just happens to look like such an important substance. Imagine the suffering that would go on if there was no opium poppy. I just attended my 10-year old nephew's funeral. He died of cancer, but was spared years of agony by a wonderful substance called morphine, derived from the opium poppy plant. What a blessing! I reject the notion that these drugs are evil. On the contrary … but to get back to your point:
According to what I know, it is a given that the human body naturally adjusts to long-term continual opiate use, resulting in tolerance (the need for more to achieve the same effect). By the same token, this natural reaction also means that sudden discontinuance of opiates results in the withdrawal symptoms we all know and love.
Joe, as far as I know, that much is unavoidable. But the rate at which you develop tolerance can be intelligently managed by the right doctor (and patient). You almost certainly will have to gradually increase the dosage of roxicodone as time goes on, but by no means do you have to end up "needing 20-50 pills a day." That kind of need develops in response to the other aspect of addiction, psychological dependence.
Whether or not you develop psychological dependence on roxicodone is very much up to you. Are you going to use it solely to relieve your physical pain, or are you going depend on it to relieve psychic pain, or relieve boredom, or just to have fun?
It's finally all up to you. Anyway, that's as much as I know. Perhaps someone like Kaylen can add something. Good luck to you.
Thank you for your reply. After reading many on the posts on the forum I got kind of scared of my meds and started "under medicating" myself thinking that I was playing with fire. I don't want to be in pain but I don't want to ruin my life either, its comforting to know I can do one without the other.
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Here are some web sites I dug up which have lots of information on benzos and withdrawal.
Sincerely hope this helps some people come to a better understanding of these drugs. Actually everyone on benzos should bookmark this site and notice the support group for those needing withdrawal advice:
http://www.geocities.com/benzowebsites/index.html
Maybe somewhere people are successfully getting them online, or by mail from foreign pharmacies, but it's not common.
Ironically, this article was in the papers at a time when I was that desperate addict, juggling doctors, pharmacies and insurances to get by (my addiction was Vicodin). I had been researching those websites as backup to my regular prescriptions which were not enough to cover my habit. It saved me from wasting my money and worrying about legal reprecussions.
My advice would be not to explore that option. Although I'm not here to judge or preach (I've been where you are), I finally said enough and I am my the fourth week of being totally clean. It was hell on earth going through the withdrawl and the detox, but I am very happy to be off that poison that was ruining my life.
Good luck to you in your endeavors.