Its Been Two Years

[howlingshadow]

I am finally coming back to my old self. Things are great, its amazing to me how much of your life can fall apart and you don't even realize it. I sit here all teary eyed as I read the posts of beginners, its hard so hard but if I can do it, I think anyone can.  :)) I get on here every once in a while to remind myself and try to encourage when I can, but life has me so busy, hell I cant even update face book anymore, LOL

Don't forget its not worth all the pain you cause yourself and others, I lost my brother to pain pills and xanax washed down with some whiskey, so please please hang in there, get help. Sometimes I just want to scream and shout at people but I know it doesn't help because sometimes that can trigger them to get worse. Anyway enough of my rambling, time to get back to work, work work and I know it gets better but its such a long road.

[Iwantfree]

I lost my brother last October to the same.  I'm on 150 methadone liquid daily and I hate life

[VICourageous]

Great Post..Thanks for the Inspiration. I almost have a Year and I still am Healing very slowly. YES Time is the Greatest Healer of it all.
Bless

[Beckers74]

Thanks for the encouragement! I have fibro, Neouropathy, restless legs also. Going to be managing my pain holistically from now on. Day 7 of detox.

[howlingshadow]

Thanks just bury your head in the mess you created and it keeps you busy enough not to think about it. I have learned so far to manage a lot of my pain by exsercise, Tae Chi, meditation and love lots of love for my little boy!!!!! I have RA, fibro, restless legs, you name it  lol.

[waterLilly7]

so great to hear from you! good job!!! @ years rocks!!
hugs,
Lily