Just Out of Rehab

[wasted04]

Just out of Memphis Rehab...Home today...Cocaine addict, I am clean 30 days today and cannot get the thoughts of wanting to call my dealer.  This realllllly sucks.  While I was in Rehab, a dual diagnosis  facility, I felt very safe, now I just can't seem to get my head together.  AA/NA just doesn't seem to help.  I struggled with this disease for 30 years, going through an abusive marriage and terrible divorce.  **** this sucks.

[worried878]

welcome and keep posting...lots of support here...it is a real life saver for many...

[road2recovery]

welcome...And first off congrats on 30 days, you should be very proud...Although cocaine is not my doc, pain pills are, i don't think there is much difference in just being an addict....We are all here for the same reason, and i have been clean for 5 months thanks to this forum,,, it really has saved my life...Like you i don't get anything out of meetings, but i do see a counsouler and i can't tell you how much that helps me stay clean....
I know this has to be so hard for you, because you probably felt so safe in there, away from all temptations...Do u have anyone for support???
we are here to listen..
I pray that you get the strenght you need....
r2r