KRC1959 How are You?

[allaboutmary]

Just want to know how you are doing today ? From what I've read about you, you are probably out running 10 miles. lol  Keep us updated.  Your in my thoughts.  Mary

[linzbel]

I cry all the time KRC. Sometimes it's really good. I just find you to be brave.  Keep up the good work. I just hope I have as much will and determination when it will be my turn.
It will go well. May God bless you.
Hugs, from Bel

[jenny8575309]

I did the sneeze thing too... Feels kinda good huh?  

[allaboutmary]

Rub-a-dub-dub Jay Dean in the tub !  You are gonna be soooo clean inside and out!  Stay warm.  Mary

[KRC1959]

Thank you.  You know what, I just started sneezing. like 12 times. And for no reason at all I cried. Havent done that in a long time. Oh Lord, now I feel like I am an eskimo in Alaska, without any clothes on. BATH TIME. You two and Mary are phenomenal, straight from the heart.              Jay Dean

[allaboutmary]

So glad to hear from you.  You have the weekend off ? right.  Get some video's and any food that you can stomach.  I took the xanax also, it really helped in those first 4 days. Didn't worry so much about getting addicted because I like things that make me go fast ..not slow. It does feel so good when you brain starts to clear.  I can't wait to talk to you on monday. Cry then cry some more it's good.  You can be a tuff guy next week. lol   Your gonna do this! You are in my thoughts.   Mary

[flmagi]

Glad to see you here, we were worried. Cry all you want. It means you emotions are coming back! A good sign.  Keep up the good work, your almost there.
Magi  (mary's sister)(she'll deny it,LOL)

[jenny8575309]

You are not a baby!  I cried and cried and cried......I think crying is a way to clense you emotionally.  Please do not be ashamed.

[KRC1959]

It is 11 am, I finally got some sleep after falling asleep in the bathtub at 3 this morning. I woke up at 5.30 and the water was damn cold, and then I crawled onto the couch and slept off and on until 10. Up until 3 last night I had taken 4 baths and kept having the hot and cold flashes, and my damn arms and legs felt like a fish flopping out of the water, I hate that. General aches in the body,and lethargy, My legs hurt(the Muscles from all the physical work I did yesterday) I did take a 1 milligram xanax about 2 last night, and I know about the Benzos so dont worry. No way was I going to stay up all night and flop around. Even then the xanax still didnt help a lot, but it helped. My body still aches and for some reason I still havent had the bad case of Diarhea yet. My mind feels somewhat clearer. even if it is just a tad. Yeah. I am now 41 hours. I dont think I am going to be out jogging around today. Feel like just vegging on the couch. Considering I dont feel 100 percent crappy, but definitely feel crappy. Please Lord dont let everything get worse for me after 41 hours. Mary, I keep havingto go back and retype my words, as I am usually a perfectionist at typing. Must be the brain haze. That is so kind of you to respond to me. I do feel like I have worked out with weights and the body is sore. I am going to soak int h tub again so please keep up with me with your emails. I need to do this and have made 41hours and19 minutes. Who would have thought. My daughter called from Wisconsin last night and I started crying. What a baby. Thanks a million                                 Jay Dean

[allaboutmary]

Where are you bud?  In the bathroom ? lol  Maybe not a good day to joke with ya.  Let me know your o.k. Mary