Kimmieb are you OK?

[gnomie]

Just checking in with you.  You've been on my mind all day.  It seems that there are several really solid and wise forum members because they've been through so much.  Just know that we're concerned about you.  I hope you get a chance to talk to Duchess Golden.  Sounds like she's a dr.
Hugs to you today.
Gnomie

[kimmieb]

Thank you for your thoughts and kind words!!  I'm doing better.  I did finally get a call from my neurologist (I think I posted earlier today maybe -- I don't even remember....???)  Anyway, he put me back on 2 mg lorazepam temporarily (4-5 months?) until my hormones stop fluctuating, the surgery is healed, etc.  Then, I will taper off LIKE IS REQUIRED, for God's sake.  But, I think I'm finding another dr. in the meantime.  I hated the way this dr. treated me and my husband and the situation.  Nasty.  Now......now, I'm just worried about my lortabs.  I take them basically for bad chronic tension headaches and have taken them over a long period of time, on and off.  I've been taking 2 lortab 10's for a few years now.  I have no more.  There was no way I was going to ask my dr., with the way he was reacting to the lorazepam problem, for a lortab refill!  So, I'm either c/t or have to find another dr. who can prescribe accordingly.  I'd like to eventually get off.....but I'm scared when the bad headaches hit.  NOTHING else works.  Tried it all in the past 15 years or so.

Anyway, that's where I'm at today.  Tired and wiped out and would rather just be sleeping.  Wish I had something that would just knock me out for about 4 hours!!!!  

How are YOU???

kimmie
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