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I'm a bit curious about how Klonopin works as a pain reliever for you. It must relieve the actual condition causing the pain, as opposed to what a narcotic pain killer would do. Good luck to you. (a big hello to Milo, too)
Thomas
Klonopin is used in pain management for "abnormal nerve firing" which is in theory what causes most Chronic Pain Syndromes.
Spinal nerves are rapidly firing as if there is injury to tissue that most likely once was from infection, trauma. These nerves continue firing pain response even after the damage is done. It is a mystery sort of like Phantom Pain as in somebody who still feels pain in a arm although the arm as been removed.
It's been an up & down summer for me. The great news is that my digestive problems, which have kept me in misery for the better part of 5 years, have resolved completely, at least for the last 3 months. Keep your fingers crossed -- most folks who don't have it have no idea what a crippling condition IBS can be. I've also had some success with some new writing projects, kind of branching out from my normal turf. That feels nice.
The bad news is that depression and anxiety still plague me. I can really feel for the posters who talk about social anxiety and just plain fear (I call it terror). But I'm hanging in there.
Take care, and let me know how things are going. --All the best, Milo
Sorry about the anxiety, if you'd like to compare some info and support, e-mail me at ***@****
Breck
What a pain in the ass, literally (did i make you laugh -- i was trying too).
It's amazing how unsympathic some people can be, totally blind to other people's problems.
My brother suffers from IBS, and my sister to a certain degree too.
I remember on her wedding day, with a full beautiful white wedding dress, having such a 'bleeding' problem, her bridesmaids stood by her side, and assisted her with her bulky dress while she battled her problem (the bleeding part)! She has to see a dr on her way to catch a plane for the honeymoon the next day -- bless her heart!!!
I feel for you, screw those people, and may they never have to suffer the misery of such an illness, because they don't sound like the types to be tough enough to handle it -- i commend you!!!
(((HUGS)))!
Lv Jenny
do you have IM --- look for me on jennyinfla1004
I'll tell you some jokes!!!! Although at suck at joketelling.
I say F*ck em too!!!! I'm not a potty-mouth, but when appropriate, i'm not shy about telling it like it is!
Hang in there!!! Hope you feel better tomorrow!
:) Here's a smile for you!
Lv Jenny
so sorry to hear about the depression and other health problems. i've missed a lot of work in the past two years. thia university
of mediocrity i *work* at has good benefits at least. i can aquire
up to 6 mounths of sick leave. anything more than 6 mounths is
pooled (donated) for people who exhaust their sick leave time.
hey- thursday had 3 mounth checkup at neuro-surgeons office. the
x-ray study showed evidence of bone growth at the fussion site. this is something i've been worried about since my last surgery.
Such a rush of relief flushed thru me i almost passed out. the
cutter doc said a matrix of bone tissue is steadly filling in. in
november have 6 mounth checkup and MRI study, but the doc says
i can be pretty sure i'm out of the woods on this one. it has been such a discouraging, long, uphill fight. 2 spinal surgerys in 11 months! my wife kept telling me "there is a way thru this!" most of the time i tried to stay brave or at least look that way. i was so frightened the *worst* was going to happen. i hate to let fear control my life. usually the best thing i can do is confront anything that scares me. It has been difficult to confront my neck problems, as time is the healer. i know there have been periodswhere i really fell down on being brave. the salute should go to my wife, the most wonderful women in the world! I will probably have pain for the rest of my life, but at
least my spine is on the way to stability.
as Wizard would say, "keep moving towards the light!" I can't help but feel that with this forum's people and their support
we can get thru anything!
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
There's an interesting article on WedMD about pain management. I think you'd find it interesting & would love to hear your coments about it. -- Milo
Milo, when I left you had said your father was doing well, I hope and pray things are progressing as desired. I'll catch up with you guys later as I want to bring myself up to snuff here.
Power & Magick 2 U,
Peace & Light on U 2,
Wiz
thankyou for your encouragement and comments about my good news in
the bone growth of my fussion. How are you doing? It is always up-
setting to hear a fellow forum member fighting of depression. This
stuff with your father (even though the outcome looks good), can
really sap the physical,emotional, & spiritual energy right of a
person! Fortunetly you already know the way out of deppresion is
by becoming invloved helping friends (forum & otherwise) out! I
admire the ability of so many people (like you) on this forum to
"get out of themselves" when depression sets in. I'm glad things are going well with your father too!
Wizard:
your back! good! hope you were able to cut loose a little bit on
your vacation. vacation.... thats something i never thought i would
imagine myself doing 20 years ago. i guess a person doesn't have to
join the "rank and file realm of *normal people*" to do. I don't think any of us forum people, even after we clean up our hand have
to worry about becoming *normal* (thank god). it's good to see you post again!
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
This depression business is weird and something I just can't figure out. Maybe it's an effect of too many barbs over the years? Or maybe it's the fact that I keep having to face some fundamental stuff in my life that I just don't know how to deal with. Anyway, I feel "OK" today. This forum has been a godsend. Keep growing those bones -- Milo
Milo, we're here for you, the depression will only be temporary, you've been through a lot lately... great news about your dad!!!!!
:)
Love you both, Jenny
Thanks for caring!
Things aren't going great right now, but i imagine they could be worse, and have been in the past.
i'm just taking the defeated road right now and crawling back into my shell; it's safer inside right now!
Hope your depression is lifting, and your dad is doing better!
You're in my prayers!
Lv Jenny