I was just going to send out a search party, when I saw your post to below - I selfishly need you to be around - especially these trying days - with your support, great sense of humour and good sense.
How are you doing? Are you running frantically around trying to arrange everything? Are you looking forward to the events?
I'm doing as well as can be expected on day 6 (actually pretty proud of myself - even if I do say so myself), it seems that half the day I feel completely normal, the other half of the day like s***, but it must soon be getting better. I slept a little better last night, but I am seriously sleep-deprived, and maybe that is why I find myself on the verge of tears every time I think of my dying dog (I'm mourning him even before he is dead - a bit much, maybe, but there it is...). I wish I had the strength to take him for some lovely walks, but hopefully I can do it next week. I do walk him, but I am impatient and just want to go home.
Other than that I'm doing fine mentally, I don't take pills, I tried some red wine yesterday, didn't taste like before, can't even smoke, so I'm becoming down right boring ;-)
Ok, rambling... Hope you are doing great and have a fine day.
Minnie