Hi everyone - seasons greetings! I posted on here for the first time a couple of weeks ago. Although I didn't follow through with my initial plan, today is my 5th day free of vicodin. I had been abusing it daily for almost 3 years. Most often when I was on the forum I was reading about the withdrawals and difficulties associated with them. This may sound ridiculous, but that's part of the reason I kept taking them.
I understand there are so many people on here with much more knowledge and days clean than me. I just wanted to mention that withdrawals vary and may be more tolerable than you think. Now and again I would try to stop using for a few days. I think I was testing it to see how I'd feel. Crappy.
I've had some difficulties this week...anxiety, restless legs, and LOW energy…feeling crappy! Fortunately a few great things have happened too. I took an hour nap twice, which I can't remember the last time I've done that, fell asleep last night without restless legs, and woke up this morning as fresh as I have in a long time. I know I have a long way to go and if each day is the same or a little better than the day before I'll be thrilled. If not I’ll hope for better tomorrow. Although it’s only the beginning I feel as though I’ve got a small glimpse of my old self again. I don't mean to offend anyone - withdrawals are real and challenging, but give it a try for yourself, I hope you're surprised. I wish you the best!