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Now not having used the drug in over 3 years I feel long-term effects. I feel like I am in a constant daze. When it comes to making decisions... dont count on me. I feel alot of paranoia now, more than I had ever felt. I am suspicious of people. I can not complete a long-term task like school. I feel as though my thoughts are delayed and some days I feel sorta stoned.
If anyone is comming to this page to make a decision to or not to trip on robotusin, by all means dont. Look around you and think about would you like to be as I descibed uptop. Constantly living in a mental cage where you can not escape. Looking around you and wondering how does everyone else function so well, while you sit in a daze and have a slow reaction to everything around you. I
If anyone reads this, Please.... Please.... Dont "robotrip".
Thanks again, KLM_81
a few wks later,
once more...
next i knew i was doin atleast 2-3 boxes/bottles per day for a good 9mos.
i shouldve died twice!! (no joke!)
got into alot of trouble and ruined alot of good friendships because of it.
what i hate the most now,
my relationships with people are totally different now..
my whole me is just quite off track, i can feel it.
theres no forgetting what i did to myself. at all, ever!!
i eventually came out of though, thank god!!!
but now im sittin here with extreeemelyy high blood pressure (179/121)
thats rediculous,
not only that but im different..
everything is!!!!
its unexplainable, but i know life will never be the same.
ive told my story too many times,
but im glad im here to tell it!
now i wont even take cough meds for a cough...
no matter how bad, i dont care.
not even cough drops/strips with dxm in it.
nooo waay!!!!
and i hiighy recommend you dont either!
its not worth it,
nothing is. nobody is.
because at times now i still feel all the negative effects, just without the high..
and let me tell you it *****!!
i could stroke out or have a heart attack any day, even though im on a couple different pills controlling that control my hypertension pretty well.
it still has its own way of thinking and goes up real fast real high, all just depending.
i constantly feel my heart beating so irregularly and extremely fast,
a steady tight pressured feeling like its gun explode out my chest,
horrible horrible headaches,
im a very excessive sweater now (no deoderants help, even perscription. ive tried it all)
i feel like a completely different person,
theres no doubt in my mind that ive changed mentally more than anything,
theres so much more...
fry my brain, liver, heart and so on (the list gets really long, too long!)
we could be here for years, literally!!
but IM JUST WARNING YOU not to waste ur time,
its fun yeah. but ruins your life!
if not in this way, itll get you somehow or another..
physically, mentally and emotionally!!!!
<3 <3
Has it affected me? Well on the plus side, it seems to have helped with my SAD- I have more confidence when speaking, something I had trouble with, and I don't get as depressed. BUT my short-term memory is not as good as it used to be- I find I have to write down things often to remember them, such as appointments and phone numbers. And I find that I easily get restless. Also, don't think this will help your depression or anxiety just because it helped me- some people have used DXM and this actually made their problems worse, even inducing constant paranoia.
I'm also guessing it isn't good for the muscles (DXM makes them tense up for a long time) and not good for your brain, liver, heart, and kidneys- most drugs overwork the kidneys and damage the liver if taken too frequently or in very high doses, plus DXM increases your heart rate and blood pressure. If you take a massive dose (above 3500 mg, I think?), you risk heart failure.
So with DXM, long-term use is not a good idea, even at the lower plateaus. And if you take it, you run the risk of getting addicted, though compared to some other drugs DXM isn't too addictive. I recommend that you check out erowid- people have posted how long-term use has affected them, and there is a DXM FAQ. Hope that helps.
When I was 15, my friend introduced me to DMX. We took it and she ended up OD-ing and ended up in the hospital. I probably should have gone to the hospital too. I took 8 Cordicidans and 2 hours later, I wasn't feeling anything, so I took the rest of the box (16 pills total).
All I remember is tripping so hard, I had no idea where I was or who I was. I was scared and freaked out. Strangely enough, after that night, I found that needed DXM to escape insecurities and reality. I tried different products until I found the one I liked the best (CVS brand cough suppressant). It made me feel invincible. I had so much energy and I became the outgoing, friendly person that I wanted to be.
I didn't do it a lot at first (because I didn't have a car to go get it). I did one 4 ounce bottle a couple times a month.
Things got out of control when I got my driver’s license. I had a job to buy the cough syrup, a car to get the cough syrup, and trusting parents. I consistently did it 3-4 times a week (4-8oz a day).
There were times when I would spend two months just binging on DXM. I would start out with 4 ounces a day but my tolerance grew and I worked my way up to 8+ ounces a day. One time I drank 24 ounces.
I wasn’t thinking about side effects, I just needed to get away from everything. I figured that I had done enough damage to my body that there was no point in quitting.
I really didn't feel negative side affects until into the 3rd year of my addiction. I would get sharp pains in my chest and I was 20lbs underweight.
When I turned 21, I would constantly drink alcohol with cough syrup. It intensified the trip and the cough syrup was my remedy for hangovers. They went hand in hand for me.
I finally wanted to quit after 7 years and I tried quitting more times than I could count. I would get up to 3 days sober and life would feel unbearable and I would look for justification to do it again (usually for energy).
After 8 years (August 2008), I was through letting DXM control my life. I finally quit cold turkey. It WAS the hardest obstacle I have ever had to overcome. It has been almost a year since the last time I tripped and I am still fighting cravings to this day. My speech is slurred when I get flustered; I have issues with anxiety, extreme paranoia, fatigue, depression, chest pains. My memory is shot and I have a hard time finding the words I’m trying to say.
I can’t go back to prevent my life from taking this path, but I can learn from it and move forward from there.
Please take my advice and stay away from DXM and all other drugs especially if you have an addictive personality like I do.
Just for the record, I've never met DMX :)
And...I'll be honest, if you're really desperate to get high, inform yourself and use something besides DXM. There are a lot more safer ways. And if you're worried about getting addicted, the best thing is to NOT do it at all!