ALRIGHT James! Congratulations on your Months and Days. You sound good or I guess I should say I read you.Sounds like you bounced back very successfully. Keep Stepping up those Steps and do not Fall down. This could really hurt. Och!
Bless
62 days
made it through another month! i was meaning to update @ day 60 but didn't have time. using opiates hasn't even been on my mind at all this last month. I'm pretty sure all my detox symptoms dropped off sometime around day 50. thank god! anyways, just thought i would update and tell y'all that i am doing very well. thanks to everyone here for always being so supportive!
Congrats on 48 days! You are doing awesome. Keep fighting the good fight! :)
Alright!! I was thinking of you & wondering how things are going for you too!! Sounds like it is good to go! Wow almost the 50 mark already!! Keep up the good work..Ya!!!!!!
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vickie
so great to hear that you are doing well!! congrats on 48 days!! that's so great! life is so much better right?? way to go and keep pushing forward! keep us updated!!
Lisa
48 days
almost at 50 days. haven't been around much since I've been really busy. i can honestly say that for the past week i haven't felt any withdrawal symptoms at all. no cold chills, skin crawling or sleep disturbances at all. yay!! took quite a while for those few remaining symptoms to drop off. love my life so much better now!!
40 days
been forty days folks. still going here. feeling pretty good. all withdrawal symptoms have gone, with the exception of minor cold chills and this skin crawling, prickly skin kinda feeling. it isn't anything major but it presents itself a couple times a day and fades off. sleep seems to have corrected itself after the 30 day mark. things are looking up!
ricart70- thanks! energy and sleep are getting better by the day!
jonboi76- i made it to 30 days! thanks for your post.
vic- ya i have been working TONS lately, and also feeling better so haven't been in here posting as much. congrats on 8 thats fantastic! thanks so much for your posts, they really helped, especially in the first couple days and weeks.
toothfarie- thank you so much. always forward
weaver71- great post, and i appreciate you keeping with the **** creek metaphor hehe. thanks for taking the time to post in this thread. always enjoy your posts.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 30 DAYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
first month done! wow! when i was in the first couple weeks of this detox i just kept on thinking, "just make it a month, make it a month..." Now it has been a full month and i do feel much much better. the last two nights i have had GOOD and RESTFUL sleeps, and straight sleep for 8 hours too. seems like sleep is, dare i say, normal!? don't wanna jinx it. energy is noticeably better too, i feel worse in the morning and the energy seems to normalize over the course of the day.
i definitely felt the methadone withdrawal, but i think mostly what i felt symptom wise was from the 5-6 month long heroin bender. like weaver71 said in the very first post in this thread, the methadone did make the detox easier in a sense. it wasn't nearly as intense, but i found myself getting really depressed at the day to day melancholy feeling of just being ok.
anyways i will keep posting updates. thanks to everyone that posted in here and kept me busy when i was feeling like **** on a stick. most appreciated.
Don't ever drop that paddle my friend. The waters get more calm, but sh!t creek has some flash floods forever. That good feeling is only the seed. It will grow and grow. Challenges change, but with every stroke of the paddle, those challenges are fertilizer of personal growth. Not everyday, but I have days that are better than anything I had even hoped for. Those bad days get a good smack with my paddle as I push forward. One stroke at a time, one day at a time, life just keeps getting more worth it. I'm so glad I lived, whether it was God or luck that saved my life, I am grateful to be able to write this post. I am grateful you are here to receive it. Just feeling grateful about anything is better than my days of use. Keep on paddling my friend, you have so much to look forward, even if you can't see it yet.
great job on 28 days!! you are doing it...don't look back!! awesome!
Hi Bud I was wondering where you have been..I was going to look for this post and go in and ask you..Ya these things will all balance out!! You are doing a great Job and I am very proud of you my Doner friend! Hey almost 30 days already..Ya!! I will have the big 8 tomorrow I almost forgot..oh well time keeps ticking and sometimes I do not think about it as much..Hope you have your ticker set up!! It does help when we get busy.Can go in a check it out anytime we want..Ha!!!
Keep on Truckin and do not look back!!!
Bless
Great job buddy 2 more days till 30 days *WOW* proud of you!!! Show us "detoxing" how its done. You go man god bless ya :)
awesome job buddy!!
It will get better with the energy and sleep. I was doing the same thing you were doing plus . Hang in there and once again .....awesome !!
DAY 28
two days away from a month off the junk! i have been busy working, which seems to be the norm around here now. days go by much much faster, with no countless hours spend clock watching and feeling like ****. my energy has improved a lot. i wouldn't say it is back to normal but is getting closer by the day. my sleep was pretty good last week but this week i seem to be waking up once or twice a night. i can get to sleep easy just staying asleep is a problem. the sleeps must be somewhat restful though because i don't feel burned out all day.
ahhhh, two days away from a month.... that feels good to say. :)
feels like I've almost crossed **** creek, just gonna have to paddle a bit further
Vic- will be posting my 30 day mark for sure. Thanks for your continued support!
Day 25
Still going strong on the detox folks. Getting easier and easier to get through the days now. As far as WD symptoms go I'm still lacking a bit of energy but it is much better. Sleep is getting close to normal again which is surprising because it's usually the last thing to come back to me. Still have minor cold chills and skin crawling feeling infrequently. Things are much better though and I'm close to that month milestone.
Make sure you let us know when you hit the 30days..Post it if you want to so we can Congratulate you..Or just hang in here..Doing Great!!
Bless.
Vic-thanks for the support!
Day22
Past 3 weeks and moving toward the month mark now. I noticed when I woke up today I had slept for 8 hours straight! My energy feels much better too. Still droughts of energy though. Still get cold chills. Moving along nicely though. I can tell things are getting much better and will be even more so when I hit a month in 8 days. Yay! This day seemed an eternity away the first week
Right On James..You Rock!! The Grass is Greener on the other side! You keep up the good work there Bud..Ya!! Ya!!
Freebandz- thanks for posting and congrats on the clean time.
Vic- thanks for all your support over the last while. Working is really doing me good
21 DAYS
Three weeks off the junk today folks! Yay! Things have been busy lately with work so haven't had time to post. Things are getting much better in regards to withdrawal symptoms. My energy is improving a lot lately I can feel it getting much much better. Physical pains are getting to be minimal. Sleep is slowly improving too and the last two nights have actually been pretty good. The last couple days I haven't feel gross when I wake up either.
Starting to finally see the light at the end of the tunnel!
Alright James..Now when you wake up it should be 16 Right??/When are you going to set up ticker..I can not keep up with you..Hey 2 Jobs Huh?? Wow that will keep you from thinking about anything negative..Ya!!! You got it Bud I am so happy for you..and I hope you are so tired you sleep like a Rock that is if Rocks sleep..Ha!!!
Bless.
Congrads @ james666..im also detoxing from oxy day 22 now and im finding that "working" isis the best theropy by far..
late night update here
made it through my shift at work relatively painless! thought my feet and back would be killing but was actually in good spirits. it's so nice to be back to work and talking to people and moving about. i just got hired for second job as well so I'm really happy about that. the new job is completely new to me and my usual forte. i think it will be good for me.
Neveragainplease- thanks for the support! I'm making it through!
Day 15
Hey folks. Past two week mark now and on day 15.
Got 7 hours of unmedicated sleep again last night. I am shocked I am getting to sleep so easy! (Knock on wood). No multiple hour struggles to get to sleep. I am asleep within 10 min of hitting the sheets and sleep is starting to actually be refreshing.
My energy is quite a bit better but not 100%. The energy situation is actually more bothersome than my sleeping which I've never experienced before. Usually sleep is the last thing to come back to me.
I start work this afternoon and I am really nervous about getting through the shift. I have to be on my feet the whole time so I hope I can survive.
Will update later tonight
There are lots of great ideas and suggestions on here about heroin and methadone WD by others far more qualified than me. However, allow me to be a cheer leader and say YES you are doing great, so come on here often, read a lot in here, and we are always thinking of you and your personal recovery, near or far. This group has been an amazing support and resource for me and will continue to be.
Keep moving you can do this...you already are!