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Again this is something I don't know about, so maybe stopping meth after a short usage isn't bad. Angst can tell you about that as she's taken it for awhile. Good luck and hang in there; everyone is rooting for you. Even in your darkest days you've helped so many here.
And by the way, panic attacks suck. I still get them, infrequently. Force yourself to breathe and psych yourself out of it, if you can. That helped me. It was a mental thing. When I got some really, truly magnificent ones off and on for weeks (when I was still using) I ended up having a seizure. After that I forced myself to psych them out. Doesn't work for everyone but it does for me, so just an idea.
Hang in there,
tracy
good luck with your taper.
i was just thinking you might want to keep a daily journal.
I really learned a lot about myself when i did it , i got a chance to look at myself, it's really good when you can go back to the preovous month and see where you were at and what your plan was and how it worked out.
In N.A they call it inventory or tenth step stuff.
I know you want to get clean and i know it seems impossible some times.
i have heard you talk about withdrawls and just going through the hell and getting it over with. thats plan b i guess???
In any event i hope all go's well.
It's alway's good to read your post, as far as your question i do not have any experence with that type of drug so im sure
some of the other on the fourm will answer it.
peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
good luck with your detox. be careful with the methadone. i know
you have used it before, but remember, sooner or later a meth-
adone detox will become a methadone maintence.
hippy had an excelent idea about keeping a journal of your drug
use and drug related activity. did you know the last person you
will ever con will be yourself?
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
I hope it works out. If it doesn't, you could perhaps try what I did, at a clinic, if one is available. Just make sure to get off of it after 21 days. Do everything you can to never go on maintenance.
I was on 10 mgs of methadone for a month and 1/2. I hope I'm feeling normal again by summers end. I drink lots of fluids and take it a day at a time. I haven't really seen a great change yet):
I haven't been here in a long time, and so don't know what the current thinking on hijacking is. Used to be it was OK, since the limit of one new post a day...well.
You may remember that I'm on 100 mg oxycontin twice a day for chronic pain. I've finally made peace - of a sort - with the idea of being on pain meds for the rest of my life. But, here's the question:
As you know, oxy is expensive. My prescription costs nearly seven hundred dollars a month. And right now I'm on a COBRA policy. I am setting up a commercial web site with which I hope to make the cash flow, but I don't ever want another yob where I have to get up and go to work for The Man every day that rolls. That means no benefits. So.
What would it be like to switch from the expensive oxycontin to something else, say, like the fentenyl (sp) patch? I understand it is supposed to last for three days. What I mean when I say "what would it be like" I mean in terms of wds? Specifically, I'm worried about depression. Man, when I get depressed, it's like death. I don't ever get just mildly depressed; I get in that ultra-black place where I'm holding hands with the grim reaper. No tolerance at all.
There's also the pump and that lasts for three months. And I think that after the surgery and the pre-surgical testing and such it might be less expensive than the oxy as well. But again, there's the depression angle.
Anyone here have a clue?
Sorry for the interruption. We now return you to your regularly scheduled postings.
Francois
I tried the patch for a few weeks and was so spaced I could barely function. The specific med in it just really f***** me up, and that was coming off a high dose of Oxy plus 12-15 Norcos/day. I went back to the Oxy after that, then got off that and stuck to the Norco.
Hope you feel better and congrats on the discipline. tracy
i hope it's enough for you...remember that the "post withdrawal syndrome" thing seems to be the really tough thing for you (and me!) i guess that is when it's time to really get going on the things you love to do (besides oxy) like roller blading or whatever. good luck - maybe this time will be the charm...i'm rooting for you as always. i hope you get a chance to check in during the weekend...do you have a computer at home or just at work?
I'll continue that until I get to 60mg or 70mg/day. Then I will wait a month before I drop any more. The first time I detoxed, I went entirely too fast. I does take responsibility to detox, when maintenance is so easy. I enjoyed the time I had at 100mg/day. It really kept my mind off all drugs. Due to jobs and new job offers, I need to detox some. I will take my time and listen to my body and mind.
I never want to use again. I will do whatever I have to do. NA while detoxing and after is good support. That is my experience, strength, and hope on Methadone. I hope it helps.
You will have stomach ills bad - diarrea (diarrhea) and vomitting. Immodium AD works wonders. You will have cold sweats, then be hot and cold. There is also anorexia, try very small meals several times a day with lots of gatorade. You need to keep your sodium and potassium, and the gatorade will help with that. Sleep is evasive. The xanax you have will help some. Just do not over do it. It is very addictive. It may take 2 weeks to a month to get over all aspects of withdrawal. You will have horrible muscle spasms in your back, try the heating pad. You really should not be alone. You will not be able to care for children, so if you have any close person, let them stay with them.
The best advise I can give you is to see a doctor, even the ER, for they are used to seeing people in withdrawal. They can give you a cocktail that will help tremendously. Good Luck and Keep Posting. Ava
There are ways of getting around things. As I keep reading your posts, I keep getting more information. I really want to help you. I have known people who jumped off at 100mg/day. They were totally incapasitated {sp}. They required the care of a loved one around the clock almost, except when sleep did occur.
So you can do it. I know you can.
I am new to this forum , but I have been on methadone for 6 years and have researched this medication and have lots of info on methadone.First off; methadone is 3x stronger than oxyconton.So if you were up to 200 mg of oxycontin daily a dose of roughtly 65-70 mg would equal that dose of oxycontion and keep you out of withdrawals and pain. When you first start on methadone you will get euphoria from the dose for approx. 6 months and you will also sweat very heavily on methadone. The good thig about methadone is it is cheap.360 10mg methadone pills cost approx. $45-$50 at pharmacy where 10 20mg oc's would cost that much at pharmacy or 4 or 5 oc's on the street. The price for 360 10 mg methadone would only equal 1 80 mg oxy on the street and maybe 3 or 4 at pharmacy w/out insurance.Methadone last approx. 24 hrs where you are lucky to get 6 or 8 hrs from an oxy. Believe me I have been down the oxy road and will NEVER go back.I was also a 12 pk. a day beer drinker before methadone and now I do not drink at all. Believe it or not methadone took away my craving for alcohol. If all you are wanting to do is detox off of oxy's keep doing what you are doing if it helps you, but if you think you might go back to the oxy's you might consider going to a pain mgmt doctor if you have chronic pain or to a clinic if you need help staying off the oxys. Believe me when I say this; OXYCONTIN is a KILLER!! It has taken many of my friends and aquaintences to an early grave. If you would like to discuss this further you can e-mail me at: ***@****. Hope this helps.Keep us informed on your progress.
God Bless & Peace Out..Tim G
Sara
One other option is a rapid detox, under sedation. It's offered under general and my doctor also offered it at home, where you were sedated but awake. He said it took 12-24 hours that way. He gave you a cocktail of meds plus naltrexone to get the opiates out of you much faster than just quitting cold turkey, which is why it didn't last at long (but apparently would make the misery unbearable if you weren't sedated, too). I am just passing on information here as I never did either of these routes and have no personal experience. I know you are afraid, of detoxing and feeling like ****, having your husband find out, and possibly losing your kids. You must feel like you can't win here. All I can say is I assure you many here have been in similar situations. Many times I had to withdraw without telling my husband because he didn't know I was using again. My leg would be bouncing all over the bed and he'd wake up and yell at me. Of course, he knew what was up, I see that now. But we upheld the charade or just were shitty to each other without addressing the issue. Finally I told him it was out of hand, I was using way too much, and I had to quit. He even went to get my last prescription for me and the pharmacist took him aside to say I'd taken something like 300 pills in a week or so. I don't even remember now how much. My husband said that was nothing, I ate them like candy...but it really freaked him out. I already had an appointment to see my doctor and quit on that Monday (it was Saturday) but had begged the pharmacist for just 12 pills to get through the weekend. It was all really humiliating, but I did quit that Monday, for good.
I hope you're feeling better. Please update me. I emailed you, as well.
I was given a huge choice of meds and the doctor wanted me to choose. Methodone, Oxycotan, Morphine (oral), Duragistic patch. I should mention that we ruled out quite a few based on my medical history and intolerance of many topicals and oral medications.
I am not looking for a buzz, actually I don't want one - I just a something to relieve my horrible pain that is out of control (I have severe / chonic / advanced bone disease in both of my knees).
What do you think is the best at relieving the pain - which won't mess up my mind? Would you recommend I keep my job which is highly analytical in nature?
I should mention that my insurance will cover the meds, and I can stay on disability or medically retire, if need be so money isn't an issue.
I am looking for advice, based on personal experience, on what is the best pain reliever, least addictive (I do not seem to be emotionally addicted to the Vicodin), and least mentally imparing.
I initially picked the Oxy, and my doc wrote a note for 10mg per day of the Oxy combined with 150mg of Effexor RX (which is supposed to have some pain reducing qualities, I am told)
Your suggestions would greatly be appreciated before I go down a path that is difficult to change.
GWH
I have been on Meth since 1972 and got off it in 1995 (in jail). It's different in jail. Now I am going to do it on my own. I got in a bad accident in 1995 and am on dissability. What I am trying to say is that when I was clean I got re-addicted to pain pills and had to get back on Methodone in 1997. So I was clean 2 years. I am not afraid of using again (had a great awakening...the accident). I am afraid of my health. I want to know if you think it's possible to get off of 60 in 2 months. How bad do you think it will be and any suggestions you might have. Thanks.
first of all let me express relief that your son is in a metha-
done program. that is nothing short of a miracle! things may not
yet be perfect, but this is progress!
i never did find me a clinic where they would "let" you shoot
morphine on top of your juice! i have been thrown out of one,
after failing a UA however. i hope your son hits maintaince be-
fore he is caught with a dirty UA.
i hope you are doing well! you've been posting almost as long as
i have. you have been in my prayers more than your son has!
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
Your right, there is a lot of tylenol, but that is the case with most others as well. There are definitely more potent pain medications available for you, you should ask your doctor. Most recently I have seen vicodin and percoset that were tiny in size, some companies now manufacture these meds with very little or no tylenol......... just a thought,
I hope all is well
GWH
don't want to nit pick, but there is a 5 mg tablet of hydrocodone
without anything else in it. i can't remember the brand name, if
it even had one. last summer my neurosurgeon perscribed it to me
for break-thru pain. i remember the script paper, 'cause the doc
felt it necessary to write in real big letters "no asprin, no ty-
lenol." my pharmacist said the demand for this form of hydro-c was really growing fast. small wonder. i was perscribed 20 mg every 4 hours. if il'd been taking that dose with lortab or locet my liver would have looked like piece of swiss cheese right quick!
as far as methadone goes, it just isn't for me. i doubt i would get much pain relief from it. with oxy or ms contin, i can w/d with relative ease. i doubt i would be able to do that with methadone. my expierence with methadone was the old "jump juice junky clinics" of the late 60's and early 70's. needless to say it was an extreamly negative one. i don't want to sound "down on methadone" as i believe it is one ot the few glimmers of sanity left in the "war on drugs!" methadone just isn't fo me, thats all.
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
He has been using on and off (mostly on) for the past 30 years. He has Hep C, and goes to a Meth clinic. He has nothing. No job, no car, no money, just the lies and the addiction. I need to know where to take him to get him on a program that is a long term plan to quit. He now threatens suicide, and I am afraid. I do not know if there is a place that can help him, without any insurance. Where do these addicts go if they have nothing? He says he wants to quit, and I am pretty sure he was clean for about a year from the herion, but he used the Meth and also Zanax to get him to that point. Now he admits he has been back on the Heroin for the past month, and can't quit, and can't handle living like this anymore. What can I do? If he were to kill himself, I know it is not my fault, but that obviously isn't a good enough answer for me. I want to atleast know where he can go, and present him with some options...I want to know if there is a way out of this for him and for his family, or if this hell is never going to end. I wish he would be trown in jail for a few years...maybe that would clean him out. What other options are there? Where do I start?? Thanks for any help. I will pray for anyone out there who is addicted to drugs, and for their family, and I will also pray that someone can help me to atleast give me options to present him with.
Thanks,
Bud.
I also called a few pharmacies and they said no also. One of them was a compounding pharmacy and they said the only way it can be done is if it is compounded. They mix the hydrocodone with fillers and put it in a capsule. The pharmacist told me there is no limit on the milligrams allowed in them. If there is one out there, I would love to know what it is. It would be helpful because there are people who could benefit from that info. Can you call your pharmacy that you got it from and get the name of it? They would have it on record in their computer. I have honestly done hours of research on this subject and came up with nothing. Even the compounding pharmacist told me that it is absurd the amount of vicodins that doctors are prescribing their patients. Patrice even said she knew of one and that is what got me started on this at an earlier date...a couple of months ago. And, please call your pharmacy. It would help me greatly to have that info.