Music!

[Bubbleguppie100]

So, this morning sucked!! Soo bad! Lots of pain and went back to day 1. I finally got over it and told myself I want to be clean for the rest of my f@cking life! I've been through worse, I can do this! I got out of bed, cried, cussed,got into the car and drove to Walmart. Bought some more stuff for my detox. Neways, while I was driving, all these " inspirational songs" came on the radio. Like, that roar song from Katy perry ( I don't even like her!) and it made me feel so much better! The song I'm listening to right now, is no more drama from Mary j. Blidge. I can do this. I have to freaking do this!

[ricart70]

Yeah this thread is fine and when it gets too long you can make another one.It's no biggie  No worries ;))
Just want to give as many people as possible a chance to be seen on this first page. You can make a new one every couple of days or even one a day if you want

[Bubbleguppie100]

Oh! I'm sorry, I didn't know. Okay, I 'll keep posting on this thread, right?

[ricart70]

Good to hear Bubble !!  ;))    When I read about people finding hidden pills on here it surprises me how often it happens lol   I have never lost a speck of pill lol .   Oh I don't know if anyone said anything but we try to keep on one thread here but you can make another one in a couple of days when the thread gets full but when you have four or five threads going a day it bumps other people who need helps questions to the back pages.  No biggie though

[Bubbleguppie100]

Hi my friend. I have no pills left. Zero! I flushed the last 5 in the toilet yesterday... I kept all of my pills in a secret stash. No more secret stash. Thank you for the heads up. I'll be very careful, while I'm getting clean. I don't want to take another pill for the rest of my life!

[Bubbleguppie100]

Hey, yes, I'm definitely bracing myself however, I started getting the flu like symptoms this morning. Throwing up and everything..

[ricart70]

Another thing I wanted to warn you about.... Make sure you don't have any pills in hiding places,other purses,travel bag etc.  Do that now while you are resolute and regretful because in two days you may not be as strong. Also be careful of is "freak accidents"  . You would not believe how many people I have seen on here who get 5-10 days in and boom they are in a slip and fall or they step in front of a softball, fall down some steps etc.  I really believe that the subconscious and even conscious mind will try to get you hurt so you can get some more pills. Just be careful . Do go for walks though because they will be a lifesaver when it comes to those invasive thoughts.If you are walking at a brisk pace and taking in all of the sensory input of the outdoors it will lessen the weight of those bad thoughts if not take them away altogether .Hang in there !!!  You got this we all have slips but we stay clean when we want to not when we have to ;)

[ricart70]

You can do it bubble !!!   Havr you gottenr rid of all pills now ???

[ROSYouralright]

You can totally do this! Brace yourself for the "flu" and ride it out! Keep your mind busy, stay hydrated, and exercise as much as possible!