depending on where you live u can check yourself in to rehab just sign up. and they will put you on a waiting list, you dont need any money,at lest in CA. i went to tarzana treatment center. in LA. it was pretty good i went to there detox center for 8 days and they wanted me to go in to the rehab after which is connected to the detox its one big place, the county paid for it cus i have no insurance.
im sure u can find a place like that by you, just give them a call. and if you go i promise you will have all the support there everybody there understands you. you can talk freely with out being judged because every one there is like you. i met some awesome people when i was in there, some off the staff that worked actually most off the staff that worked there went through the program and they had nothing no support no body. and these rehab places saved them they have been there ever since they checked them selfs in. its nice to know that some people do care and they are there they used to be just like you. i know its scary at first. but it never hurts just to try. i hope this helps you, look up some places in your area see whats best for u! stay srong you will make it
You sound very terrified and my heart goes out to you. Go to the emergency room at your local hospital, they are required by law to help you. dont be afraid to do this. Also tell them that you need professional help and they will advise a free clinic for you.
Hi and welcome to forum
What have you been taking now and how much?
There is alot of support on here you took first step in posting :)