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Where I am from there is only 2 clinics and they are both in the same town. The government seems to think we don't need anymore.
Thanks for the other info. I am going to the store to get some now and see how it works. I am so glad you did not face the depression. That has always been my problem. Thanks again. Have a great Memorial Day.
Getting off oxy is becoming something of an obsession for me. I don't know quite what's motivating it. It works for the pain, and I don't know if I got off if I could handle the physical pain. I guess I want to get off because I feel so damned vulernable. Vulnerable to very unlikely things: I'm arrested going through a podunk town and kept in jail for three days with no medication; there's a communist take-over of the government and all us right-wingers who essay against socialism on the net are rounded up and incarcerated - no drugs; hell - earth is invaded by little green men who put people in the mothership - no drugs. If you're going to engage in fantasy you might as well go for the gold :).
And then there's the mood swings. I don't seem to be able to stablize on a decent mood and stay there. It's up and down all the time. (*****, moan, *****, moan).
Can you tell me about how you got off absent depression? What were you on and for how long? Etc. You have my email address don't you?
Francoise
What you need is zinc/magnesium available at any supermarket (it is here in New Zealand anyway). Take 2 tablets a day or double the usual RDI (recomended daily intake) for a week or so then drop back to 1 tablet a day as normally prescribed. You will then be able to stop taking the methadone - heroin - clonazepam - cocaine - codeine or whatever without any problems. What seems to happen is the drugs leach these minerals from our bodys over time presumably because of an increase in metabolism. This is why it usually takes a year or two to come right (after a serious habit on something like methadone) as the only source for these minerals you have is food and it is only present in tiny amounts. This is why when you first start using you don't hang out as the body has a good store built up over a lifetime but this rapidly gets depleted and over time becomes more and more critical so your 'habit' is harder and harder to get rid of. When you 'hang out' the body is actually craving minerals (to produce dopamine etc) not drugs - the drugs themselves are not addictive in the sense we have been led to believe ie. makes changes to the way the brain functions. Obviously if you take zinc/magnesium with your drugs you can go on using but not hang out if you stop. I've checked this out myself and it's true. I have used for 15 years everthing you can name (7 years on the methadone included at 100m) but I'm straight now and it only took a cheap bottle of tablets from Woolworths to do it painlessly where everthing else not only failed but made me suffer 2 weeks in a row without sleep - followed of course by depression and fatigue that never totally went away no matter how long I behaved myself. To not prescribe zinc/magnesium tablets for drug withdrawl is like asking someone to fix their broken leg with positive thinking instead of a plaster cast - plainly stupid.
Thanks for your note. I've been wanting to set up an address that I could easily check when I'm out of town and don't have my computer with me. So I did. And here it is:
***@****
Please write to me and let's establish a short conversation about this depression thingy!!
That post about magnesium and such was very interesting. Given that the medical profession seems so disinterested in Ibogaine and in fact hostile to it, there's no telling whether or not trace elements plus tyrosine and B6 might just work very well. But since it's not an expensive, in-house, exotic treatment they can charge an arm and a leg for (gotta make payments on that Porsche), they're not interested. It wouldn't be the first time.
Commenting on another, earlier post, the warning from the web folk. I have to agree with Thomas. Dr. Steve's posts are always the same: very small shot of commiseration, generic warning, go see your local doctor, don't bother me any more, end of report.
Yes, Thomas could do better, and has.
Loooking forward to hearing from you soon.
Francoise
Peace to All
Dianne
ing alot....Little story I'll keep it brief,,,,Nurse goes into treatment,,detoxes for 3 weeks from massive amounts of demerol etc....one week after detox she turns yellow, eyes are jaundice, urine is dark brown, abdominal pain is excruciating,,,,goes to hsopital, Gall bladder totally blocked with many many stones, now affecting the liver masked for a very long time by the opiates....the end....very possible...now, my mom prior to her death was unable to get good insurance because she was terminal but she did manage to get some and they did pay for some of her meds...Anthem Senior Advantage..her meds totalled about the same as yours, 2 inhalers, and about 8 to 10 different pills a day and later on Oxycontin, Ms contin and the oxy IR, vicodin etc...plus cardiac med, breathing meds the works. $2000 a month..there is also one I see on TV the people's prescription plan, there has to be help for your meds out there? have you tried contacting the department of human services? medicaid? medicare? there has to be help...Diane, I am very very concerned about you... after reading your post my mind is going in a million different directions...the pain, PVD, cardiac etc...tomorrow get in to see someone who can help you in every aspect, with meds....the reason you want off the oxy's is the price? obviously you need something for the pain, how about something less expensive? regular percocet? Maybe someone out there has better ideas but you need to rest, lay low and get in to see someone that is my main concern right now....chin up, and if you need anything you have my address,,,,,love to all cindi
i have a boyfriend on 20 mg of methadone a day. he came down from 70 mg, had been on 70 for almost two years, then the clinic weaned him down. he didn't feel any withdrawal effects until he hit around 30 mg.
i wanted to write you because he recently went to a doctor for a prescription for buprenorphine. he, like you, wants to be completely clean and done with everything.
the buprenorphine is said to flush the methadone out of your system, so when the treatment is completed you will not feel the withdrawal.
i'm not a big fan of covering up one addiction with another drug, but i am going to support him in this.
maybe it's something you should look into.
i've heard nothing but positive things.
the cat
If you feel any discomfort at all when you stop the Methadone just resume taking it and continue with the zinc/magnesium at 2 - 3 per day ( breakfast/lunch/dinner as you should always take them with food) for another week or so then stop the Methadone again and see how you go. It's just a matter of getting the levels back up from their current low. I only discovered this myself recently but so far I have cured 4 other people (all men)and we all have noticed that not only do we not hang out - we feel better than we have ever felt before. I speculate that our original problem was zinc/magnesium deprivation and this led us to use as a kind of self medication that turned into a catch 22 situation. Women's formula zinc/magnesium tablets are available so you should probably get those. Any problems or questions just leave a note here and I will get back to you. I am about to take my findings to our local A & D clinic so I would like to try this on as many people as possible before I meet with them on the 15th of June - you are only the 6th person to try this (the first female) treatment to my knowledge so I am keen to hear back from you about your experience of it.
It takes away everything except slightly sweaty hands (probably due to the body doing a bit of house cleaning). I have withdrawn more times than I care to remember mostly by myself and it's something you have to experience to fully appreciate - 3rd degree burns probably the only thing worse. Some people have described quite mild symptoms here (increased energy etc) but this is because they are only touching the tip of the iceberg. If you are doing a force 10 hang you can forget about sleep altogether for at least 11 days - then the real work starts.
I still keep pinching myself to check it's not a dream so I totally understand peoples skepticism. Try it for yourself you'll find it works as described. I don't know why the medical establishment have'nt worked this out - I could only speculate.
It takes away everything except slightly sweaty hands (probably due to the body doing a bit of house cleaning). I have withdrawn more times than I care to remember mostly by myself and it's something you have to experience to fully appreciate - 3rd degree burns probably the only thing worse. Some people have described quite mild symptoms here (increased energy etc) but this is because they are only touching the tip of the iceberg. If you are doing a force 10 hang you can forget about sleep altogether for at least 11 days - then the real work starts.
I still keep pinching myself to check it's not a dream so I totally understand peoples skepticism. Try it for yourself you'll find it works as described. I don't know why the medical establishment have'nt worked this out - I could only speculate.
I bought some mag/zinc which also comes with calcium (which i need anyway), so i'm up to try it believe me!!!
I pass along information to other people who wish to stop this madness of addiction, and if this works, i want to thank you so very much for sharing this incredible knowledge with us all!
If i can get through this, and help my husband save himself, i am committed to helping others fight this horrible life of addiction in any way possible.
I want to help heal some of my deep inbedded wounds by helping others, because this is the only way i will be able to keep my sanity someday.
First, i need to help myself (for me and my children). I pray to god (all of the time, he's probably getting tired of hearing from me), but i pray to find the strength to beat this, i'm still not too far gone, my usage is minimal enough. It's all the damage in my personality that i worry about. I need to change myself bigtime, and get the counseling and support that i need to get through it.
Thank you to everyone on the board who has given me support, it is priceless. Better than winning the lottery!!!!
I know where 'hell' is, it's right here, and i want OUT!!!! I'm too good for this life, what a waste!
Thank you again, i'll let you know how it goes.
My suitcase will be packed with L-tryosine, B6's and mag/zinc, you can be sure of that!
Lv Jenny
Here's something I heard recently. When you take the typical hard-shelled vitamins, the metabolic action required to break down the pill destroys most of the minerals/vitamins it contains. Believe it or not, the hot ticket seems to be Flintstone chewables! I haven't checked any of this out, but it is thought provoking in a paranoid sort of way.
Peace down under,
Thomas
lol! It's getting late, and i think i'm getting batty! At least I laughed for the first time today!!! :)
Geez, could you imagine just a $2.99 bottle of vitamins having such an effect, what a find!!! I hope it's for real. I bought some today, so i'll let you know! :)
Lv Jenny
If after 2 yrs my body won't adjust than how can it adjust with no meth. Or is the small dose keeping my body from adjusting and if I stopped the dose it would adjust eventually. (you know what I mean?) I appolagize for bitching about such a small dose when so many other people have much larger hurdles. I mean I consider myself an "old school" dope fiend and kicked countless dope habits but Damn! this is unbearable. Any suggestions would be very much appreciated. I haven't used any other drugs for 8 yrs and I'm just so close!
Please forgive my rambling
DIO
I don't know why zinc/mag is a secret - I found out by accident when I was hanging out one day a friend noticed me sneezing etc and thought I had a cold (I was to ashamed to admit I had been using again). He said you must have zinc depletion if you are catching colds - here take 2 of these now and buy some more tomorrow. He is very knowledgeable about health and nutrition (but was'nt aware until now about the relation between drus/zinc/mag) so I thought I would follow up on what he said as it could'nt do any harm. That was a Friday night (I remember it well) and by the Sunday I felt OK. Then on the Monday when I felt better still I knew something was up (I find the 3rd day/night is always the lowest point) as I was'nt hangin at all and that was a definite first for me. Then everything started to fall into place like why when you are on methadone you have bad teeth etc - it's because zinc is essential to hair/teeth/nails. If you read up on depression you'll find it can be treated with magnesium and anyone who hangs gets depressed as part of it. Also
why the longer you are on anything the more you need to compensate for the mineral depletion. I'm laughing a bit at all of this - particularly the current literature on so called addiction (I now prefer the term 'mineral depletion').
Thomas - I don't have any experience of L-Tyrosine/B6 but B6 is brain food and is in a lot of the zinc/mag tablets along with vitamin A which aids absorption of zinc/mag.
That comment regarding hard shelled vitamins/minerals just reminded me of something. A long time ago I was trying to work out why it takes the body so long to recover from a habit and I thought it's got to have something to do with vitamins/minerals. I took mutli vitamins/minerals for about 3 weeks (while not using) but noticed no improvement so I thought it must be a dead end. Later when I discovered zinc/mag I asked my friend (that gave me the zinc/mag) why this had not had any effect before. He thought it could only be that I had not had enough to notice any effect and obviously more was required. In light of your comment though it makes a lot more sense.
'God is a bicycle for a fish'
Cheers y'all
Apologies if this turns up twice but after I sent it I found it was'nt showing in the history. Your comment on the mutli vit/min was very interesting. A long time ago I tried taking them (hard shelled variety) but gave up after noticing no improvement in 3 weeks. Then when I found out about zinc/mag I asked my friend why this had'nt worked previously. He thought it must be because the dose was so small I did'nt feel any benefit. In light of your comment though it makes more sense why not.
I want to be the healthiest person alive one day, and i'm gonna be! I'm sick and tired of looking 'sick and tired'!!
I want to look and feel great!!!!! What a reward! There's no drug in the world that will make you feel good and healthy, so what a tradeoff huh? I'm sick of these dark circles under my eyes. I've noticed that alcohol gives me dark circles, even in small amounts. When i quit a couple times (pregnancy (3x) being the longest stretch, i always looked wonderful. I felt good, aside from the regular discomfort of pregnancy!
When i had the flu back in February, I couldn't drink at all, and i did very very limited amounts of loracets, and by the time i was over the flu, i looked and felt better than i had in a long time. I went into a major depression and walked around in tears until i started using again, but you know what, it felt great to 'feel' again, even if i was crying my eyes out. I kind of went into overload of emotions, and letting it all out felt wonderful.
I want myself back again; I miss me! :(
I don't look at things the same anymore. I used to take such pleasure in even the smallest little things. I feel like i'm in a dark cloud, everything seems dark to me, and i feel like i have tunnel-vision. I just stay focused thinking about taking something so i feel better, then once i'm there, i'm in a blur. One thing that the oxys do to me, when i snort enough, i get extremely aggitated. Everything irritates the **** out of me, then i wake up in the morning, i feel like i went through a shredder or something. When i do enough, i absoluately cannot sit down and relax. I don't know when the last time i actually sat through an entire movie was. I love movies, and always enjoyed sitting in front the tube enjoying a good flick. Now, my concentration is just shot, and i can't enjoy a movie enough if i tried.
I don't want to stay in this blur through these so important years of watching my children grow up. I'll back one day and realize that i really missed it all because i was too numb to notice important things. Geez, and not to mention what it must do to them. My husband is an absoluate mess, and i watch him getting worse and worse with his health. I talk and talk until i'm blue in the face, but he doesn't listen. Everything i say doesn't seem to stick anymore with him anyway. I fear his brain is fried, he doesn't remember anything lately.
The most terrible effect i see is how he treats the kids and me. He has no patience whatsoever. He snaps and is angry at life and everyone around him. He blames everyone for everything, and never takes any blame for things himself. He is the most angry person i've ever known, and i know he isn't that way deep down inside. He used to laugh and smile, but now, nothing!!!!
There I go again, i try to keep it lite and short, but i get so wordy lately; doesn't help that my hands can go faster than my mind (i've been typing for 22 years, professionally, i'm too fast for my own good - lol)!!!
Thanks for listening to me rant!!!!
Love and prayers for all!
Jenny
This applies to everyone so please pass this information on to everyone you can who is suffering needlessly. To stop using drugs of any kind painlessly all you need is zinc/magnesium as zinc/mag depletion is what you are really suffering from.
A typical tablet contains somthing like this:
Zinc amino acid chelate 75mg
Magnesium amino acis chelate 37.5mg
Vitamin B6 10mg
Manganese amino acid chelate 10mg
Viatmin A (1000I.U.) 300mcg
Grading your habit on a scale of 1-10 (1 being occasional use and 10 being long term methadone at 100 plus mg's a day) you should take the following amount for a period of one month then slowly reduce to a daily amount of 2-3 per day.
Habit scale/size - Number of tablets per day for a month
10 10
9 9
8 8
7 7
6 6
5 5
4 4
3 3
2 3
1 2
0 2
You will notice that I recommend you never go below 2 per day. This is because zinc/mag depletion was your original problem so you should give yourself an ongoing supplement to make sure it does not happen again. I now take 2-3 per day to maintain my health. I have had no failures with this treatment (everyone OK after less than a month) and have treated addictions (including my own) as varied as methadone and cigarettes. The cigarrete smoker reduced from 2 packs per day to just 5 cigarettes per day in a week without any discomfort. If you suffer any kind of 'hang out' just increase the zinc/mag dosage and give it a liitle longer to take effect (a week or so). Don't beleive all the bullshit about drug addiction you have heard -it's all **** - this is the real deal.
I want you to increase you daily intake of Zinc/Mag to at least 6 per day (2 with breakfast/lunch/dinner) and wait at least 2 weeks until you try lowering your methadone level. The reason for this is that when I recommended you took 3 per day I was being carefull not to recommend too much in case it hurt your kidneys. Since then I have checked with people who know about Zinc and they said the average person (with no drug situation) should take 2-3 per day. They said someone with a serious deficiency of Zinc can take up to 10 per day with no problem. Basically it works like this - if you hang out at all when you try to decrease then you need more Zinc (and more time for it build up in your body). The only problem I have encountered so far with this treatment is people not taking enough. One guy I was helping come off clonazepam was still having trouble with sleep after a week but was feeling much better. We increased his zinc/mag from 1 tablet a day (he had heard about it 2nd hand so did'nt know how much to take) to 4 tablets and he was sleeping like a baby 2 days later. Any problems along the way don't hesitate to let me know.
In short yes - a rule of thumb seems to be that zinc takes care of cravings and magnesium takes care of depression. I discovered it by accident when I was hanging out a bit after using a small amount of analgesics called tramil (which act similarly to opiates). As my habit was very small the effect was immediate and dramatic - I have tried all sorts in the past but it was clear to me straight away this got to the root of the problem where everthing else just masked the symptoms at best (I still felt lousy). The beauty of it is that it does'nt matter if you keep on using (even though you won't have the same compulsion to use anymore) as long as you take the zinc/mag you will just feel better and better. It puts taking hard drugs in the same category as having a beer or a glass of wine - it's nice now and again but you won't suffer if you don't do it. Another good side effect is you don't feel like drinking much either - one of my friends had a bit of trouble there and had been dry for 44 days and started taking zinc/mag with me. We went to a going away party and he had a couple of drinks but found he did'nt really feel like it so stopped there. He said that definitely would not have happened in the past and he put it down to the way zinc/mag made him feel different somehow. I know it all sounds to good to be true but it really is true. Catch ya later.
http://www.methadonetoday.org/
Other good web sites related to methadone are the NAMA (National Association of Methadone Advocates):
http://www.methadone.org/
and the ADCA (Alcohol and other Drugs Council of Australia) methadone message board:
http://www.adca.org.au/methadone/
I'd be willing to respond to any methadone client who would like specific details on what has worked for me to make my detox possible. E-mail me at: ***@****
Thanks
Dio
Keep feeding your body the vitamins that have been depleted, and it will make you feel better. Also try to eat and get a lot of fluids into your system.
I was way down on my dose a week before last, and i was eating good, and feeling great! I didn't feel the lowered dose effects as bad while i was eating and taking care of myself (while with family up north). Upon returning home, i've fallen back, same old pressures and stress (related to my husband's addiction and my need to 'numb' myself). blah blah blah, poor excuse, i know!
I'm gonna get strong one of these days for myself and my children.
Keep the faith, and try to be strong. The w/d effects will pass, and if you really have the desire to keep away from the drugs, i think you have a wonderful chance!
Come here often, and read everyone's wonderful, supportive words; they are a godsend here, and you need a strong support system to help you stay strong. You're definately in the right place, everyone is remarkable here!
Good luck and strength!
Lv Jenny
ps I still think the vitamins played a big big part and I'm still taking them. I'm a big believer in this theory.
Dave....
I admire your smarts about getting away from them before they destroy every single thing that is important to you in your life.
What these oxys do, is they highjack your brain, and they lead you to believe that nothing, and i mean NOTHING, is as important to you as is getting more oxys and keeping the flow of them through your blood. Once it grabs hold (firmly), it is very hard to get away from it's grip because it starts to play games with your head. It will tell you anything and everything that it wants you to hear in order for you not to leave it in the dust!!!!!!!
Again, good for you, and i am so happy that you felt your life was worth enough to save it, because that's exactly what you are doing!!!!!!!
:)
Lv Jenny
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I KNOW ITS TOUGH BUT IT IS WELL WORTH IT, DON'T BELIEVE ALL THE HYPE.
ALSO I WAS ON METHADONE FOR 2 YRS NOT 6 MONTHS. THOUGHT I WOULD COME CLEAN. ENJOY THE COMPANY. I AM 37 YRS. OLD AND KNOW ONCE I GET OFF THIS METHADONE I WILL HAVE A NEW APPRECIATION OF LIFE. WANT BE SO STRESSED OUT ABOUT LITTLE THINGS ANYMORE, JUST DON'T WANT TO BE HOOKED ON MAN-MADE MEDS. GOD BLESS
I can not seem to find a place that is a in-patient clinic that will give him 90 mg of methadone and he only has emergancy medicade and no place will take him he needs a place to stay as a in-patient.. other wise he is buying it on the street everyday for $100.00 so he says. I don't know much about it so if some one can please help I live in NY area in staten island and I really need help
by the way, they do not seem like normal side effects of methadone...i think you need to go to a doctor as soon as you can hun... GL! and please re-post your question...
Greatgreebo
I would give anything to get off this stuff
please advise
to help him get off I thank that is going from one drug to a nother. I dont know much about drugs never did thim.
I did quit smoking after 31 years It was hard but I did it. Im going to try to get him on the zinc/meg i hope it helps
I thank the state is full of ______ getting every body on meth and the cast 400.00 a month if you lose your job your
- - - - - -. any advice . thanks