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Open thread

by mrmichael67, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
Tags: Addiction
I am sorry this isn't a question, but we need room to post.
Member Comments (49)

by bmac, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: MrM / Everyone
Thanks MrM, and happy fathers day to you and all the dads here. I have my daugther and I am enjoying the time, they do growup so fast. Anyway have a great day!   Bill

by AmberHunter, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
that was cool! opened a thread just for chatting!

happy fathers day to all the dads that are here and to all the moms who are raising kids without a dad and are doing it all~

last week i had a dream that i was soooooooo thirsty and no matter how much i drank i could not relieve this intense thirst i had. and last night i had it again. i drank gallons of water, orange juice and milk! and i don't drink milk by itself. but in the dream i didn't even use a glass, drank it right out of the gallon jug... and once again could not relieve my thirst. this is pretty strange!

anybody here know anything interesting about dream symbols?

off to my moms house! mom and the kids don't know it but for the next 4 weeks we are going to be "excavating our authentic selves". i have a fun exercise that i want them to do with me!

peace,

amber

by doner, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Mrm
Hey how are ya? An open thread cmon I never thought Id see the day on this crammed up forum. Good for you and the rest of us too.Day four and am still feeling good. I feel better with a lower dose on the recipe than I did with a higher dose and no recipe. Dont get me wrong I coudnt run a marathon or anything but I am taking a bike ride with my kids in awhile.Ive only been on the meth for 6-7 mos 80mgs for only about 4 wks then to 40 then to 20 and got stuck awhile. Could it be easier for me because I wasnt on it for very long? Dont get me wrong Im still waiting for that slap and Im comin cryin to you if I get it.Hope the weather is nice wherever you are and Happy fathers day to all.Melissa

by jack daniels, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: doner
Outstanding..keep up the good work...hark work pays off...Jack

by lisabet, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: AmberHunter
Hi Amber - go into google search and type in "meaning of dreams thirst" and you should be able to find your answer there.  Have a great day. I have some weird ass dreams sometimes, and I like to look them up, and this is what I use.  Love, Lisabet

by KimH, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
I am feeling kinda yucky today, Trying to kick this ultram again! You would think I like the withdrawel because I no sooner get off (or close to it) to do it again and again and again. I think I'm getting use to it, nah. I know people don't think it's real, but I have kicked dope 5yrs and a meth clinic I was on for two (liquid chains) I had to go to everyday! Why is it that people get sugar and choclate cravings? It's a good thing I'm not worried about weight. If I don't stop I will be. I feel like I have split personality! The difference between being high and being in W.D.'s are insane! I'm either eating healthy, or pure sugar, Lots of energy, or get dizy going to the next room. Looking all good going out on a friday night, or looking like I'm taking over for the grim reaper! Acting all sexy sweet and seductive, or like the pms ***** from hell and if you don't get out of my face I'll kill you! I'm happy and laughing, or so depressed I wont even answer the phone. I feel connecter to God,or like I'm going to burn in hell! I have had times where I have been sober for a while and was never like this. Yes, I'd get moody at certain times, but nothing some choclate wouldn't fix. Yes I'd get sad, but nothing a pint of icecream, a chick flick, and box of tissues wouldn't fix.I'm sick of this dr.Jeckel and Mr. Hide routine. I hope this is it. Thanks for letting me vent.  KimH

by Kurt Cobain, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: mrm, all
Wow. . .an open thread.  An idea whose time has definitely come.  And no one even reprimanded you for wasting space and the doctor's time.  I'm impressed.

Peace,

Kurt

by mrmichael67, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
Oh well if they did.  Not like we have had much room to post lately, thanks to you know who.

by mrmichael67, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: bill/doner
Thanks Bill.  Happy Father's Day to you and the other dads out there as well.

Doner,
Hopefully, you will continue to feel good.  The odds are, you will.  From here on out, do slow it down, though.  You have been on it long enough for you to be dependent.  There aren't any free rides.  Your body is probably loving the fact it is getting some nutrients.

by mrmichael67, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
I never waste space.  I am always to the point, as there is a KB limit on these threads.  No novels here.

by doner, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: MrM
Agreed. Before pills my bod was in top shape. Definitely needed the vitamins. thanks again as I hang on your every word. Take care,Melissa

by bmac, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
Well considering I take up half the kb's with my BS we need somemore room! Peace Cindy !But Thanks Alot! JK   Bill

by tallented2, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
Hi everyone, new here new to this whole thing actually, I am looking for advice to help my father. He just came to me yeaterday and told me he needed help, he is addicted to cocaine, and after i picked myself up off the floor i said what now. I have no clue what to do to help him. He wants to quit, i stayed with him for a few hours last night as he went through withdrawl and it was so horrible to watch, let alone feel i want to know if there are things to make it easier for him. He is a 40 something year old with high blood pressure to start he also has nervous twitches even withouth the withdrawl, but they were so bad last night i thought he was going to fall out of his chair.
He wants to do a little "just to take off the edge" but this does not seem like the logical thing to me but having never been through this i do not know, the hardest thing I ever gave up was pot, and for me being pregnant was enough to give me the will to do that. I love him and I hate watching him go through it is there anything that helps? With no insurance in patient treatment is out and out patient also for that matter.Any advice will be appreciated, thank you.

by motox4fun01, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: MrMichael/Donner
I have been on methadone about 8 days now and have gone from 20mgs (day one) to 8mgs today. I have 30mgs left and plan to stop after i have weaned down with the remaining 30mgs.
I was taking 80mgs IV oxy when i began this detox with methadone. Do you think i will be successful when i stop the meth or should i expect w/d to start soon after the meth is gone from my system? Should i begin the thomas recipe now? i have the ingrediants except for the benzo. It has been painless so far. I am begining to worry though since my taper is almost finished.
James

by motox4fun01, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: tallented2
Are you sure he is not dependent on any other drugs besides cocaine? The symptoms you describe don't sound like cocaine w/d's to me. Sounds like opiates. I never had w/d's from cocaine except for craving it a little. Maybe i am wrong, but ask if he takes opiates too.
James

by sandstorm, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: tallented2
I know I am new to the board,  but the high blood pressure caught my eye so I had to chime in.  Hopefully, you can persuade him to get some medical help, you cannot play around with high bp and withdrawals.  I will be thinking of you.  I'm sure you will get loads of help and advice from all of these nice people.
Take care,
Sandy

by rodewc, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Golden1~ Ev'one
The "open thread" here is perfect. I have been cruising message boards this past hour, and am laffing at the melodrama on another board. People, maybe especially druggies??, are so defensive. It is a hoot (sometimes). You can't argue w/ fools or kids though. I did get a belly laff reading that fight tho, especially since the main culprit is Queen of Drama. Sorry, rambling.. open thread is kewl. I Don't feel guilty about rambling.

Thanks for the advice @ the dog, Golden. It wasn't worms. I think it was steak, chicken,, cat food, wet cat food ham and ham-hock. I shoulda known better. I did finally call the pharmacist and vet and found that Imodium (immodium) was ok to give the puppy. IF the Imodium (immodium) made a difference, I wulda hated to see the puppy w/o it. She was sick almost 3 days but got her energy back today. Thx for the suggestion. I am overly leery of spoiling the pup w/ table scarps now. A lesson learned, an expensive lesson. The Rugs!

MrM, thx to you for opening up a space just to check in.

I don't have any advice for the 2 probs/concerns mentioned in this thread. I, too, have noticed mainly cravings w/ peeps W/Drawing from coke, but that was a long time ago. The sweats and the rest do sound like Narcs.

Today has been a euphoric day clean. When these days happen, it is as wondrous as the first times high on dope. Maybe knowing that these days do come around will be enuf to keep me away from pills forever, I hope, hope, hope.

`rwc`

by mrmichael67, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: motox
You should do 7mg tomorrow, then 6mg, then 5mg, then 4mg, then 3mg, then 2mg, then 2mg again, then 1mg.  I would say after that, you will experience the least amount of withdrawals possible with what you have available to you.  I am not going to say how bad it will be because it is impossible for me to say that.  But, it will be less than if you went cold turkey from the oxy when you stopped it.  I know that for a fact.  You are going to have discomfort.  Unfortunately, no one gets a free ride.  But, you should do fine.  What is positive is the fact you are feeling ok now being on such a small dose of the methadone.  That is very reassuring.

by mrmichael67, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: doner
Can you email me at ***@****?  If you don't mind, I would like to "discuss" something with you.  Thanks.

by mrmichael67, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: tallented2
I have to agree with motox.  It doesn't sound like he is coming off of cocaine to me.  Cocaine doesn't produce physical withdrawal symptoms like that.

by Inmytree, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
You guys are gonna think I am nuts, but after quitting the opiates, has anyone had coffee ( my current God) trigger the desire to get high again? Can 10 million addicts be wrong? just curious..

by terter, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Everyone/ a Ques.
Maybe some of you are familiar to this routine of doctor shopping and hitting differant phamacies how about useing a differant B-day when picking up a perscription because you know if you use your b-day the pharmacies will see you just picked some up and should still have some. Tha pharmacies in CAlif. are all connected to the same link. My ques. is: Is any of this Illegal???? I have heard conflicting stories.

by KimH, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Thomas Recipe
Where can I find the Thomas Recipe? I think I need it. thanks KIMH

by mrmichael67, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
It most certainly is.  Forget about the birthday.  Just doing what you are doing is illegal, minus the birthday thing.  It is fraud, any way you slice it.  And, they don't consider obtaining a cds fraudulantly to be small potatos.  By the way, pharmacy computers are nationally linked.  A pharmacy here in NJ (where I live) can find out if I had a script filled in Delaware or whatever other state.  Misrepresenting yourself to the pharmacist is illegal (using other birthdate, maiden name, etc.).  Of course, the charges would vary according to what it is you obtain.....non-scheduled vs schedule II, schedule II vs schedule III, etc.

by jack daniels, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Thomas Detox Recipe
Thomas Detox Recipe

PLEASE NOTE: I am not a doctor, simply a long-time Rx opiate junkie who has had many opportunities to develop a way to detox. This is a recipe for at-home self-detox from opiates based on my experience as well as that of many other addicts. It is not intended as professional medical advice. It is always wise to make sure none of the recipe ingredients or procedures conflict with medications you may be taking. Likewise, if you have any medical condition, disease, allergy or any other health issue, consult your doctor before using the recipe. Thanks, Thomas

This recipe is designed for cold turkey opiate detox. It assumes that you can get about 5 to 7 days away from your job or household responsibilities during which you can sleep, veg and act as miserable as you feel. Opiate WD mimics the symptoms of the common flu, so, if you need a smokescreen, hide behind a bad case of the flu.

If you can't take time off to detox, I recommend you follow a taper regimen using your drug of choice or suitable alternate -- the slower the taper, the better.

For the Recipe, You'll need:

1. Valium (or another benzodiazepine such as Klonopin, Librium, Ativan or Xanax). Of these, Valium and Klonopin are best suited for tapering since they come in tablet form. Librium is also an excellent detox benzo, but comes in capsules, making it hard to taper the dose. Ativan or Xanax should only be used if you can't get one of the others.

2. Imodium (immodium) (over the counter, any drug or grocery store).

3. L-Tyrosine (500 mg caps) from the health food store.

4. Strong wide-spectrum mineral supplement with at least 100% RDA of Zinc, Phosphorus, Copper and Magnesium.

5. Vitamin B6 caps.

6. Access to hot baths or a Jacuzzi (or hot showers if that's all that's available).

How to use the recipe:

Begin your detox with regular doses of Valium (or alternate benzo). Start with a dose high enough to produce sleep. Before you use any benzo, make sure you're aware of how often it can be safely taken. Different benzos have different dosing schedules. Taper your Valium dosage down after each day. The goal is to get through day 4, after which the worst WD symptoms will subside. You shouldn't need the Valium after day 4 or 5.

During detox, hit the hot bath or Jacuzzi as often as you need to for muscle aches. Don't underestimate the effectiveness of hot soaks. Spend the entire time, if necessary, in a hot bath. This simple method will alleviate what is for many the worst opiate WD symptom.

Use the Imodium (immodium) aggressively to stop the runs. Take as much as you need, as often as you need it. Don't take it, however, if you don't need it.

At the end of the fourth day, you should be waking up from the Valium and experiencing the beginnings of the opiate WD malaise. Upon rising (empty stomach), take the L-Tyrosine. Try 2000 mgs, and scale up or down, depending on how you feel. You can take up to 4,000 mgs. Take the L-Tyrosine with B6 to help absorption. Wait about one hour before eating breakfast. The L-Tyrosine will give you a surge of physical and mental energy that will help counteract the malaise. You may continue to take it each morning for as long as it helps. If you find it gives you the "coffee jitters," consider lowering the dosage or discontinuing it altogether. Occasionally, L-Tyrosine can cause the runs. Unlike the runs from opiate WD, however, this effect of L-Tyrosine is mild and normally does not return after the first hour. Lowering the dosage may help.

With breakfast, take the mineral supplement.

As soon as you can force yourself to, get some mild exercise such as walking, cycling, swimming, etc. This will be hard at first, but will make you feel considerably better.

PLEASE NOTE: If you have any medical complications, first check with your doctor before detoxing to verify that this regimen is safe for you.


by hwell, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
Question. I've taken  1 1/2- 2 20 mg Oxycontin for about 2 months. i try to take a day off here and there. 2 weeks ago i took 5 days off then took 2 a day for the last 7 days. Today is my second day off Oxy and my joints hurt, my eyes have been watery, diahrea, muscle pain, and all around flu-like symptoms.  I'm kinda going crazy right now.  How can i be going thrue WD on so little Oxy? Or am i just being paranoid?

by jack daniels, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: hwell
yes. you are in w/d ...but it should not be so bad..tough it out and be done with it, and be lucky that it is a small dose..i was taking 10-12 a day of the same...jack

by tallented2, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: motox, mrm,sandstorm
well you were both right he takes vicoden as well, is that an opiate? That is how all of this started he had surgery to repair nerve damage in his neck, and it did not work actually made it worse the twitching and spasms are worse so he was given vicoden for the pain and started taking the coke a little at a time because the 2 combined took away the pain and made him feel not so depressed. He does not see that he was depressed but i do. So what about him wanting to ween himself off is this a bad idea?

Thank you sandstorm for the high blood pressure advice that is a big concern for me.

by hwell, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
thanks jack. i hope feeling like hell goes away soon.

by mrmichael67, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: tallented2
Yes, vicodin has hydrocodone in it, which is an opiate.  That is more like something that would make him feel phyical withdrawal like that.  Tapering would make for the most comfortable time getting off of it.  Many have a hard time tapering, so he has to be disciplined.  He should try to wean himself first.  If he can't, then he should try cold turkey.  Or, he could see a doctor specializing in addiction.  They can prescribe something to wean him.  Usually, it is buprenorphine (Suboxone).  Those are basically your options in this matter.  There are others, but let's not get ahead of ourselves here.

by Thomas03, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: tallented2
When you're addicted to two drugs, it's rarely a good idea to come off of both at the same time.

Ideally, your dad should discontinue the cocaine first, as in get it all out of the house and don't leave under any circumstances. Cocaine simply is not a drug you can taper off of. Sure, in between lines we can all say we'll taper first thing tomorrow morning, but it won't ever happen. He'll use what he has until he runs out.

For a week after he stops the coke, the vicodin will help him get through the worst of the cocaine detox. But you should also have some Valium on hand to help him handle the anxiety and insomnia.

His blood pressure condition is the single greatest cause for concern here. I'm not a doctor and I don't know his health history, but I know he will experience elevated blood pressure during withdrawal from cocaine. Valium is indispensable for cocaine detox, but catapres (clonidine), a blood pressure medication, will help even more and give him a little insurance against a blood pressure crisis.

Since he already has the condition, he probably has a blood pressure med on hand, hopefully catapres (clonidine). If he intends to do this at home, obtaining a blood pressure cuff (sphigometer) to monitor his pressure would be highly desirable. Obviously, if he has access to a medical detox, even outpatient, that would be the safest choice of all.

If he makes it through the first week of cocaine detox, he should allow himself another week to stabilize before he tries to get off of the Vicodin. SOME people have the discipline to taper off of pain meds such as Vicodin (I couldn't do it with a gun to my head). Your dad's best chance of successfully tapering off the Vics is for you to hold the Vics and dispense a daily ration based on a schedule you work out in advance and both agree to follow. Don't hide the pills in the house because he'll just tear the place apart looking for them. It's just what we do ...

The Vic taper should be based on a tier schedule, that is, make a small reduction in daily dosage, go 2 or 3 days at that dosage, then make another small reduction, and so on. The lower the daily dosage gets, the smaller the reductions should be and the longer the period before the next reduction. I think you can see just from reading this that your dad will never stick to such a process without your help.

The Recipe for opiate detox is printed, I believe, in this thread (see Jack Daniels -- the poster, not the bottle).

One component of the opiate detox recipe that would be extremely helpful once your dad is through the worst of the cocaine detox is the amino acid L-Tyrosine (taken with 100mg B6 once a day on an empty stomach).

Cocaine causes enormous amounts of the neurotransmitter dopamine to be released in the brain, apprx 100 times the amount released during a normal "reward response." This leads to severe depletion of the brain's dopamine stores. Once the cocaine isn't stimulating dopamine release, your dad will feel like day-old rat **** until his dopamine levels normalize. L-Tyrosine is metabolized into dopamine in the brain, and has been used clinically to help treat cocaine addiction. But again, if he tries it, it would be safest if his blood pressure was monitored.

Good luck to both of you. Post here anytime with any questions you might have.

Thomas

by Inmytree, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: Thomas
How long after withdrawls do you reccomend taking the L-Tyrosine? I know it varies from person to person but say you were taking 10 pills a day for 2 years... how long would it take to return the dopamine to its normal level, approximately of course. AND, can you get TOO much dopamine from the L-tyrosine if you continue it? Many thanx in advance......

by bmac, Jun 15, 2003 12:00AM
To: terter
Anything you do in this vein is illegal. Doc shopping, lying to the RX is all against DEA law. They will prosacute you to the fullest now, no second chance! Bday or no b'day do not continue to do this, they are checking doctors and prescriptions written.

by theGolden1, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: KimH
Tramadol withdrawal is hell .... I am still in the middle of it and hope I will make it. I would say to use a stable dose ... regularly and cut it slowly (thats what I did) I switched to vicodin (very small dose) 16 days ago ... and when I get to 21 days off ultram, I will do WD from the vikes.
This drug was the biggest fraud perpetrated on the public since Watergate ... it has 2 antidepressants in it ... symptoms are dizziness, sweats, sleeplessness ... and alot more. Read about paxil withdrawal or effexor withdrawal .... very similar. The good news is it can be done. I'm planning to start a board for ultram victims as soon as I am actually out of the woods ... in the meantime email me at ***@**** .... I can help you ... Goldie

by Thomas03, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: Inmytree
If you're doing a cold turkey detox off opiates such as Vicodin, wait until the more gross symptoms -- sweats, cramps, nausea, runs -- have stopped before using the L-Tyrosine. The thinking is this: In addition to dopamine, L-Tyrosine is metabolized into norepinephrin -- brain adrenalin. This works against your efforts to sedate yourself to ride out the initial withdrawal symptoms.

After acute withdrawal has abated, you're going to feel like a rancid mop -- total lack of physical, mental and emotional energy -- because of your dopamine, norepinephrin and endorphin (natural morphine) deficits. It's at this time that the L-Tyrosine with B6 will help you bring your own ass back to life.

Take a sufficient dose, and you'll feel the difference in less than 1 hour. And I mean really feel it -- not a placebo effect "feel-better" but an undeniable kick in the ass. If you're coming off a tall habit and feel absolutely brain dead, 3000 to 4000 mgs will lift the fog in 30 to 40 minutes. It's quite dramatic the first time you experience it. It's not like a caffeine wire, but more of a sudden clearing of the mind and a flood of confidence and optimism -- and physical energy.

It's this physical energy from L-Tyrosine that you need to put to work to get out of the house and into some kind of light aerobic activity, such as fast walking, bicycling, lap swim (or stair master and cross-country ski machine) -- whatever you can manage. You won't be able to do much at first and your addict self will hate it. But get 20 to 30 minutes of sustained aerobic activity (consistently elevated respiration and heart rate, upper and lower body involvement) and you'll re-start the process of making endorphins. And, as the good Dr. Bozian will tell you, you'll be establishing a healthy, revitalizing behavior in place of your drugging behavior.

As for producing too much dopamine, we should all have that problem! I know of no such occurance or condition associated with L-Tyrosine. Generally, if you take a dose too high for you, you'll get something akin to the "coffee jitters." Just lower the dose a bit on the following morning.

How long to take it? As long as it makes you feel good and helps you sustain your recovery. My good friend hippee takes it every morning. L-Tyrosine is not a drug. It's an amino acid found in our daily diet -- dairy, meat, poultry and other foods.

One thing I need to say since we're all drug fiends around these parts: unlike our pharmaceutical treats, taking more L-Tyrosine more often doesn't help. In fact, take a significant dose of L-Tyrosine more than once a day and you'll give yourself a massive, nauseating migraine-like headache. Take one big dose in the morning and it will last through the day. Some people take big doses immediately after acute withdrawal and scale the dose down as their recovery progresses. Read the Recipe text for instructions on starting L-Tyrosine.

Pick up pure L-Tyrosine 500 mgs capsules at the health food store (in the US), or get it on the web if in Canada. Remember to take 100mgs of vitamin B6 (in capsule) with the L-Tyrosine (on an empty stomach) to promote absorption. Try to wait an hour before eating breakfast. Hold off on the morning coffee until you feel the L-Tyrosine kick in. You probably won't want the coffee! Good luck.

Thomas

by KimH, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
Thank you JD for the recipe. It is the weakness that is the worse,although I haven't been able to sleep and it is getting worse! I don't think I can get benzo's. I was lucky to get clonodine. I can't tell yet, but does it help? It dosen't help me sleep thats for sure.
Golden, I agree with this **** about ultram is bullshit! I have 4 yrs clean of 5yr dope habbit, 2yr meth habbit, drinking, weed, coke (never really liked it though) and whatever else! I'm put on this **** and told non narcotic. Once it triggers me, I'm taking like 15 a day and can't get off the stuff. I feel I have a good chance this time. I told on myself and got help after many attempts to quit on my own. I think the web is a great idea and If I can help in anyway let me know. There are more out there and more to come I'm sure.
I want to be a normal person again!   KimH

by doner, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
Today is a new day. My b/friend and I are having the grand opening of the business we lost do to pills. We left a bunch of unpaid bills so it took us awhile to catch up. Printed an ad in the paper last week and lots of people have been stopping in to check it out.So it looks good so far.Please eveyone pray to their own god that we make this business go.It brought in tons of cash before we just invested it in the wrong place. Anyway wish us luck. Im going to take the dog for a walk on this early morning and pray we can make this a new start.Good morning to all and hoping you have a wonderul painless day.Melissa

by sandstorm, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: KimH
I agree with you. I have been addicted to a lot of pain meds over the years and ultram has been the worse.  I had been clean for 15 years and was very careful what I took and a new doctor perscribed ultram and said I could take up to 8 a day if needed.  He said there was no downside and it was actually better to take that instead of advil or tylenol.  Like I said yesterday the rest is history.  I was on 16 a day at the end of three years.  I know what you are going through.

It has been 4 months now and I'm starting to feel normal.  It was hell!  I agree with the Thomas recipe and I wish I had known about it.  The only thing that was different with me and I know everyone is different.   I took ativan and ambien for a week because it was so bad and the Dr. was worried about my bp.  I only had enough for a week and this was the 2nd week of withdrawls.  It did relax me some,  but it actually triggered my withdrawls and made it worse afterwards.  Like I said everyone is different.  I tappered down to about six ultram a day and I could not go any lower.  It took me 7 months to do that and finally I just quit so I went cold turkey after 6 but that was better than 16.  If you possibly can, taper lower than I did and it won't be so bad.  I will be thinking of you and hang in there, because if you prolong, it will just get worse.  Take it from an expert.

Take care,
Sandy

by rodewc, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: MrM~Bmac~
Some friends, as well as I, used 2 diff pharmacies and 2 docs. Two of my buddies still do. They, and I, were perecribed the same med, albeit for 2 different ailments. Each of us filled the script at a pharmacy convenient to the doctor's office. The total amount of meds perscribed by the 2 docs did not exceed the amt allowed for daily consumation. I did not think this was illegal, nor did I "hide" any info from the pharmacist. Your replies confused me, actually made me paranoid as I was not aware it was illegal to see an internist and a podiatrist, for example. Both treat different ills. I am not abusing meds now, but I would always choose the pharmacy most convenient to me timewise.
~rwc

by mrmichael67, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
If you recieve Vicodin from a podiatrist and an internist at the same time, that is illegal.

by rodewc, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: Goldie~
The thread below was closed. I agree w/ Jack. If you go to rehab w/ an open mind, it can only help. If you have chronic pain, you will garner skills for taking yr meds responsibly at Rehab. I am convinced (after reading @ the many obstacles you have already overcome) that you are a strong person who will work things out for the best.

rwc~

by mrmichael67, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
I clearly wrote that if you misrepresent yourself to the pharmacist (use maiden name that you don't normally use anymore, wrong birthdate, or something to fraudulantly obtain meds), that is illegal.  And, it is.  You can go to two different docs.  BUT, you can't get the SAME controlled med from two or three different docs.  And, you can't get different opioids (Duragesic from one and Oxycontin from another) from two or more different docs.  That goes for benzos or whatever.  That is illegal.  I am sorry, but I don't see anything confusing about that.  If you go to a pain clinic and you sign a contract, they clearly stipulate you are not to get narcs from another doc.  I do know if you go to a different doc, they usually have you disclose any meds you are currently taking.  If you disclose you are currently taking Vicodin, I am sure you won't get a script for that from the other doc.  Now, you can get prescriptions from two different docs.  I mean, blood pressure meds from your cardiologist and antibiotics from your GP.  That is ok, of course.

by doner, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: Thomas03
Being you go by thomas Ill assume the recipe is yours. I am tapering methadone but wanted to tell you that even though Im not using it for cold turkey it has done wonders for me. Im sure my body was depleted of many vitamins that us addicts forget to take. My boyfriend is the most stubborn man alive and hates vitamins but confessed your recipe is helping him to feel better.At any rate just wanted to show my appreciation and give a many thanks to you. Doner

by rodewc, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: MrM~
Yes, MrM. At the time, I got the same med from both docs, but  each doctor knew how much the other perscribed. I didn't think it mattered, 'cause the docs didn't mention it. The internist based his scrip on how much the podiatrist had perscribed. It is moot because I am getting meds from neither now, and I hope I don't ever need (or want) them. Thx for the info; I will tell my friends who see 2 docs. They (the friends) are not running a scam though, to my knowledge.
rwc-

by rodewc, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: all~
This is a note of thanks for helping me get clean. I came here many, many times in the initial W/D Hell, craving, and left feeling I could make it. And so far I have!

Tonight I leave with my cousin, an elementary school art teacher, and a Van Gogh fanatic, for Amsterdam. When we planned this trip last year, I worried- even then- about pills, as OTC European meds did not entice me. Now, I am ecstatic! I am not worried about getting pills, sneaking pills through customs or anything else!

I have never liked greenage so the "Brownie Cafes" (or whatever they are called in Amsterdam) won't be a temptation.

We are staying in Amsterdam and environs through until September. My cousin will teach me a lot of art, esp. Van Gogh history, and I can't wait to learn experience it all! I know no art!

Unless I come across an internet cafe, I wont be visiting this special board again until I am settled. We are moving in the fall, so it may be awhile.

I am traveling without my laptop for the first time ever! I feel absolutely free from my primary addictions: pills and the net. I like browsing the net, but spend too much time online.

It will be so nice to experience the real world! real museums! real everything! and all straight! My cousin is older than dirt and straight as an arrow. It will be fun!

I am soo excited and thank you all for your support and words of wisdom these past months. I wish for you all many happy days. See you in a few months!

rodewc~

by Kurt Cobain, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: rodewc
Good luck to you and grace and safety through your journey.  My eldest brother has visited Amsterdam on business several times, and says that it is indeed a lovely country.  Sadly for people like us, the culture and attitudes towards drug use there are, however, very open and encouraging, which will likely take some acclimation by you, but I am certain you can do it.  We do not need to follow the paths the World sets before us if we are confident and secure in our own ways.  Again, all blessings upon you as you go towards this new, exciting stage of your life.  Please let us know, as you are able, how the adventure goes.

Peace,

Kurt

by pammy0690, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
To: Rodwec
I think taking a trip to Amsterdam without sampling what the local "coffee shops" have to offer is a wasted trip.  If you give me your tickets I will put them to go use.  But them again I am a hippy chick at heart.  Have fun and smoke up for crying out loud!  Pammy

by mrmichael67, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
I would LOVE to go to Amsterdam for the reason Pammy just stated.  They also have mushroom soup there....YUMMY!  Well, maybe not, but fun none the less.

by doner, Jun 16, 2003 12:00AM
Are there other smokers in this room?heehee
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