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I, too, have learned so much from those posting on this site. It has been an education...and I feel for and support you and all those trying to withdraw, it isn't easy I'm finding out. Even being on 30 a month is rough to pull away from, but that is 365 a year that I was taking! When I started doing the math...I didn't like what I saw....!
Actually it is a good thing that so many are realizing what drugs can do to the body...and I guess it depends on who wants to have a real life and who doesn't.
I've been lucky that I had a good doctor who felt that I wasn't abusing them, but he died 2 years ago...that sent me reeling. He understood the pain because he got migraines also. The doctor that took his place supports me knowing the migraine pain can be excruciating but he also says to try other methods first, before reaching for the opiate.
I've been using this "HEAD ON" that is advertized on TV and in drug stores..and I can't believe it...it has been working for me!!! Hard to believe. My headaches were the sickest, most painful things since I was 8 years old. And they come along with something like "HEAD ON", which is homeopathic but the druggist said he can't keep it on his shelf...all the older people are using and swearing by it!!! And now I'm trying it and it seems to works!?! Go figure! If anyone else here has migraines or tension headaches, try it and let me know if it works for you!
As for you having difficulty sleeping, opiates I do know can keep you awake for days sometimes! And withdrawing even makes not sleeping worse for awhile. My doctor gave me Ambien...which I don't care for and will quit soon. But when I was under a great deal of stress in my life I would take a whole one once in awhile but later on I only took 1/2 a pill at a time, now I only take them (1/2) maybe once or twice a week. It does work but you had better be near a bed because you will go out pretty fast. I think after I get control of the opiate, then I will get more tired..at least that is what I'm hoping. I am quitting all medications and going to do the homeopathic way for awhile and see if it works for me.
Good luck to you Attorney, hang in...you sound determind. There are certain homeopathic ways to try for sleep. Visit a health food store and ask them, they are usually very willing to help.
Good luck to you,
CAN
Maybe that was the worst of it yesterday... I seem to be somewhat calmed down today... chills have passed.Eating is unthinkable. ewww... this is sheer hell.
Any advise would be appreciated.
Gip
Hey, I posted to you in a different thread - hang in there! Do Gatorade/powerade. I'm telling ya - it made me feel better yesterday.
I have not gone c/t - i'm down to 5mg a day right now - so I cannot imagine what you are going through - but i know it sucks.
Attorney - thanks for your post. You can do it - seems like you have done the hard part - and you sound mentally like you are ready to beat this thing! Draw on the experiences from others in this group - it does help. It helps to know you aren't alone!
Gip - keep us posted. I'll be thinking and praying for you!
I am fairly new to this forum and am sooo glad that I found it. I go to a Methadone Clinic and have earned myself a week of take homes for my compliancy and clean drug screens. But I have read all of your posts, and can totaly relate to the withdrawals and what you are all going through. Its very important to have a STRONG SUPPORT SYSTEM while you are in recovery..thats the #1 thing to always remember. Even if you can't make it to a NA meeting to whatever, come here or lean on some close friends. I, myself don't really have much of a support system, but I do have a counselor as a part of the clinic that I go to and that does help immensely. I got pretty bad myself on the Hydros & Loratabs..a script of 60 might last me 2 days.
But it took my going to jail with my ex-hubby's mom in Jan.2006, to realize just how bad I had gotten and this was while on the clinic. She had gotten a script and asked me to drop it off, and I did....went back to pick it up, and was met up with the cops. So needless to say, I spent 20 days in jail, without Methadone..and went through major withdrawals in there. I went through major sweats, sneezing, my arms & legs twitched while I tried sleeping. The meds that the jail gave me was a cocktail of different dugs, that made me hallucinate and ****. But then after that, they only gave me meds for like a week or more, and after that I was left with being W-I-D-E- AWAKE at nights.
I have heard that you can go through with withdrawals for many months. But if you are going through this cold turkey..I don't recommend it..but if you do, go to an herbal store and see what they have for helping you sleep. I'm sure that they have herbal teas that will help for sleep. As for detoxing..tell them that you need a Detox Regimen. Its also known as a Liver/Kidney Flush but they have a term for it, just ask. I am a big believer in alternative meds. I have Polycystic Kidney Disease, Chronic Pain, Diabetes, High Blood Pressure, Degenerative Disc Disease/Lumbar & Cervical Disease, Gallbladder Stones, Kidney Stones and etc. I just recently had a heart attack and underwent emergency, double bypass open heart surgery in Ocotber 2006. I am ONLY 33 years old. But thats what genetics does for ya. 2 of my arteries were 100% clogged with plaque from High Cholesterol.
But back to the alternatve meds, afew years back, a friend told me about herbs, cause she had MS (Multiple Scelerosis) and she had been using herbal meds. I go to this place, and after telling them my probs with my health, they gave me a bunch of bottles.I took them home and took the pills as prescribed. After a few days..I past 2 kidney stones!!! This is NO BS! I am dead serious.
If it had not been for the toilet paper floating on top of the water in the toilet, I would have missed them. But when I passed them, they were caught by the toilet paper
(GROSS, I KNOW) but thats how I know that Herbal Medicine works. I mean think about it, what did they do in the olden days for medicine? They used home remedies, herbs, and etc. So I know that it works. But I would NOT go to a GNC and expect to get what ya need. I'd go to a hole in the wall, small herbal shop somewhere..make sure that they have taken some kind of classes or that they are certified in herbs. Because I went to a small herbal store and thats how I come to find my special regimen. Just go in and tell them your ailments and they will lead ya around, giving you what you need.
Sorry for such a long post...but for some reason I am soo passionate about drug addiction/script addiction and alternative meds. I just want people to know that there are other ways to deal with pain and health problems. Because I live with my pain every day of my life. But I am closing for now. Bless all of you who are doing this cold turkey! It takes a hell of a person to do that...
God Bless,
Jess 'da Rabbit :)
I am now on day seven. I expected that this would be the day that I feel better and have more strength to fight this through. Unfortunately, this is not the case. I kind of feel like I am back-tracking.....the jumpy legs, shaking and even more restless.
Out of all the reading I've done I have come to realize that it will take much more than 7 days to be completely finished and back to some sense of normalcy.....but does that mean that there will be bad days and good days? Like I said, I am a "sleeper", and I don't know how much more of this I can take. It kinda makes you a little crazy to function on a normal level with so little sleep!
Good luck to all of you who have done and are doing what I have done. One thing I have realized out of all of this hell is that I AM very strong. Not just anyone can do it like this......so congrats to all of you in my position. If you are strong enough to make it through this HELL, you can do just about ANYTHING!
It's brutal... today is day three for me ..... so far the worst.
I have some Xamax I've been taking at night to sleep, but I gave them up a week before I started backing off from the Hydros... trust me...as soon as I am over this feeling of tossing and turning....they are in the trash. Thank God I wasn't using them daily, so getting off them was not a big deal, I actually felt better.
The Hydro on the other hand... stomach cramps, chills, body aches... the whole nine yards... I'm miserable... but it's only day three. It's like having the worst stomach flu I ever had.
NEVER AGAIN.... I will never use them again. This is just too much to go through and life with them, after a while is not really living
Happy Holiday
Gip
Tuesday I took my last 3 Per. at 11pm (all at once)!!
Wed- 9am got up and took 2(5 mill)"METHODOSE pills, and later in the day(5pm)I took 1(5 mill)M for a total of 15 mill!
Thursday- took again 2 5 mill. in the AM and 1 5 mill. at 5pm for a total again of 15 mill.
FRIDAY- (My day 3) took only (1)5 mill.in the morning and 1 5 mill at 6pm that late afternoon. NOW MY TOTAL INTAKE IS DOWN TO 10 mill TOTAL!!
Sat-30th -took 1 5mill @11:30am,1/2 pill@11pm total =7.5 mill total! Sunday(today)(1)5mill at 2pm today...now what??, Please help!!!
So like I said day 6 and right now its just the dizziness, confusion, anxiety that getting me all wacky. I want to go to the hospital but I know nothing is wrong with me.
My question is has anyone else went through anxiety after detox and how long did it take to pass?
Anthony
i have been taking oxy's for 2 years now, and up to 3 80's a day.
i want to get off, and thinking of cold turkey. don't know how bad it will be? i notice everyone is different in terms of withdrawls.
anyone out there have any suggestions??? i certainly don't want to do methadone from all that i have read about it.
Every time I go off the medicine, I always lose sleep - pretty much entirely. The first night, usually no sleep at all. The second night maybe a 1/2 hour or an hour of trash sleep (not very rewarding if you know what I mean). I tried ambien CR in October but it turned out to create another problem. I need to take 2 to fall asleep. Once asleep, I would continue to look for the ambien to take more (I don't really remember doing this but my wife told me about it). I ended up taking 5 in one night without realizing it. I'm glad she noticed and stopped me there. I guess I was desperate for sleep or at least some escape from the hell.
This is day 3 for me and I'm finally starting to feel OK. I still can't interact with my kids yet - any little thing stresses me out like you wouldn't believe. I hope you can get some quality sleep soon - I know how hard that makes the process.
I heard a DJ on the radio talk about getting off methadone and he said he couldn't sleep for a month. I'm assuming he did get an hour or two here and there but that's ridiculous.
I am surprised that I don't see anyone mention the use of suboxone or subutex. It is cutting edge in the treatment of opiate addiction. It can only be prescribed by a qualified physician (usually an addiction medicine specialist) My recommendation for ANYONE that has become addicted to opiates like Vicodin,Lorcet, percodan, codeine, etc is to contact an addiction medicine specialist and ask them about this drug. It can nearly eliminate withdrawal symptoms. (It can be expensive though) My problem is that I may be withdrawing from this drug, but that is a whole other story.
Sleep patttern's god the last thorn of w/d i hated it. I have been clean from herion for 34 day's today 32 as had 2 lapse's. & my sleep pattern is all over. I can sleep but sometime's i'm up all night & sleep all day (unless) at work. Then im really tired. I'm also tapering of methadone i was on 110ml a day but have got down to 50ml. I no there are alot of anti-meth people in here & i'm 1 of them. I swear it's the worst. Enyway hang on in there & just keep posting. ( why don't you set up porfils then you can add freinds & have privet messages ). You can tell a freind thing's yu don't feel right posting on the forum it can be a extea suppot group take care nat xx :)
Becca
http://www.medhelp.org/user_journals/show/2899
I learned a lot of it when I went to holistic medicine classes, but mostly it has come from experience.
Good luck.
Enjoyed your post. Welcome.
it's always best to post a new thread (Post A Question - above) so everyone sees your request and can get you all the help you need..
good luck.. lot's of people here to support you...
One is treatment with Ibogaine. It's a drug made from the Iboga plant and though it's not available
for treatment in the US, there are clinics in Mexico, Europe and I believe Canada now also. There
have been a few limited trials in the US I think but know nothing of these. Basically it's a strong psychedelic
or hallucinogen. It's given in a hospital setting if it's a reputable place for treatment with the medication.
Watch out for 3rd world or even Europeans treatments involving putting you in a motel room, giving you the drug and
watching you. You need medical care to go through this, like I said in a clinic or hospital. It takes about 2 or 3 days if I remember right as they evaluate you first and then watch you afterwards for a brief period also. I think the experience itself lasts less than 24 hours and is good at bringing about change in thought patterns due to psychological insights gained through the experience. At least this seems to be true with some who undergo the treatment. They are unsure of the way this drug works other than it possibly helps you 'reset' your brain chemistry in a manner that supposedly makes physical withdrawal simply not cause any symptoms. Often people also report profound insight into what caused the addictive behavior to begin with and also many report a mental relief from any cravings that lasts up to six months in some allowing them to remain sober even after physical withdrawal isn't an issue and all apparent psychological effects have long worn off also.
Of course you should read more about it if you are considering it and much info is online.
A more conventional treatment for physical withdrawal symptom control involves using a medication
called Clonidine, a drug that does not cause dependence and is primarily used
for treating hypertension. That is available here from any doctor. I'd also suggest reading up on it if you are considering it. It is often used in conjunction with an antihistamines or other mild drugs. More info on this is in the link I provide below.
One other area of support for withdrawal include various nutrients and medications designed to return
the brain chemistry to normal after addiction.. Though I don' t know the veracity of the info on his site, one place I've found that seems to have lots of valuable free info is here http://www.dpeg.org/methadone_withdrawal.html
I'm sure there are plenty of similar sites worth viewing where you will get a much wider exposure to information than anyone could ever provide on a site such as this in a post.
From my research these are some of the best methods for stopping in a quick manner especially if used together in a proper manner with the exception of the Ibogaine treatment which is different than these other solutions I offer for consideration. I'd imagine that it would be sufficient without other medications used though I'm not sure what clinics might actually have as a protocol for its usage. I'd still suspect that even with that it would be important to continue nutritional support afterwards for maximum results, though I don't believe any use of medication is called for after leaving treatment at all. For a while this treatment was only available in a medical setting on a ship floating in international waters for the most part due to govt.s reluctance to approve any hallucinogen for any medical usage. Fortunately this is changing in many countries, just not the US at this point.
I should point out that I've only once accidentally even experienced any opiate withdrawal and that was simply from forgetting to take a methadone dose one day. I just felt like I feel on a bad day anyway, but I'm sure I wasn't into full blown withdrawal yet. I use methadone to control the symptoms of crohns disease which can include nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, feeling weak and tired and also insomnia. I've been using it for 6 years and it was a miracle drug for me when I found it. I'd had an open fistula that wouldn't heal despite 2 surgeries and 15 years of time. A fistula is a hole that eats it's way through your body from where ever it starts to where ever it ends up.
Mine started in my lower colon and came to the surface about 1/2 an inch from my anus which was where they had to operate on it. Well due to having it bleed 6 to 8 times most days each time I had a bowel movement
and hurt like a fresh wound each time, with the pain subsiding some slowly but never going away truly I turned to
methadone on my own. I had been told 15 years earlier by a pharmacist that they used to treat crohns with liquid
opium. But no doctor would consider it because I'd be an addict. Well I am addicted, but I'm also pain free for the most part and the wound that hadn't healed in 15 years healed in 6 months and hasn't bled a day since.
Still I don't like being addicted and am slowly lowering my dosage to see how bad my symptoms are without it.
That's why I've been looking into help with withdrawal though I've never experienced it for over a day as I've used methadone steadily since lying to get into the program years ago. Good luck.
Melatonin is a natural hormone that regulates sleep patterns. You can buy this supplement (I usually get Melatonin 3mg) at any grocery or nutrition store (i.e. Walmart, GNC). Sleepytime tea (a blend of chamomile and valerian root) also has helped me, I get it at our grocery store here in FL (Publix). Valerian Root is also available everywhere, and is a surefire way to knock me out. Sometimes these supplements can make you feel groggy in the morning, but it is better to sleep and feel jetlagged in the morning than to not sleep at all, or nearly at all, and still feel that way the next day. It is much better for your health. Your physical and mental health is severely hindered without sleep.
i typed this huge posting but i wasnt signed up so it was lost...im pretty pissed...
i cant make it like it was so im gonna hit it in a nutshell
i was on dilaudid 8 mg for 2 years
oral, then insuflation, than intravenous injections
kicked cold turkey for 2 weeks, felt better, relapsed
taking methadone cuz i dont know what else to do
life without opioids doesnt make sense
i crushed my family
my fiancee thinks its "her" (lack of testosterone lack of sex drive)
and tonight i seek what i know cant be found because there is no remedies for withdrawing from painkillers.
tonight i am in withdrawal. u think lortab is hard to get off? faaackkk...try kicking methadone...or missing a couple doses cuz u missed ur appt and dr. isnt there all week...
tonight i feel what u felt unless u still feel it...my legs are kicking aching...my back hurts...my whole body has that "bedsore" feeling to it when uve stayed in bed too long
my urinary tract is active 24/7
i can acheive spontaneous orgasm if i try (when im in need of any other feeling than this)
and the night is cold cruel and restless
withdrawal = depleted endorphins (natural analgesic alkaloids)
id say do a bunch of spontaneous push ups if u can...u get a rush of opiate-like feelings
sprints..runs....anything to tell ur brain hey! im not taking the pills so start making those endorphins again!
be active...its impossible i know. lethargic...my fingers have a hard time right now
i just need someone...anyone...to sit here with me
so...i know this msg is abstract and prolly doesnt help an ounce...but truth is i prolly need more help than you....
Moms rock....moms are incredible....moms are wonderful. just kick it for the kid ok? and urself obviously....but u have an incentive.....i dont. i dont care to wake up in the morning....i dont have a professional career.....im a mechanic and i dont have work these days.....i fix airplanes and im a junkie....how did that happen? methadone. i lived normally the day after my first methadone dose. i applied to college and went etc...the mornings were only hard because i was so high on methadone...not a lack thereof....
everyone wonders how to beat the sickness...the pains and twitches....
nobody can. its chemistry. unless u have liquid human endorphins in sterile injectable form......and if u do fedex me some...one shot and ud be yourself again...
since theres no such thing...ur body needs to restore itself and all that takes is time
i hate to say it....but u cant beat the long restless nights...not for a while sweetheart.
ur legs will kick and ache as they please...and ur brain will not settle down the least to allow sleep...
take a few gravols...knock urself out
just keep a firm grip on urself
right now im gonna take a hot shower here in my basement at 3 am...my parents are upstairs wide-eyed talking. hunnie, whats the shower runnin for at this hour? whats billy doing? ah, go back to bed. its just billy in our basement, and he's in withdrawal...
thats just the way it is.
things change....i love all of you. that deep, common feeling shared type of love.
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I'm now doing what you did in May. Cold turkey from taking 100mg morphine p/day. Its absolute hell. I tried a methedone clinic but it takes a week to see the doctor and so I find myself feeling like I got hit by a bus, electrocuted and the electricity is still hitting every nerve, joint and muscle in my body, food poisoning, stomach flu, cold sweats, vomitting, seizures.. it goes on and on. The worst part.. is already being an insomniac and now, the added sleeplessness and restlessness is torture for days on end until I finally pass out from exhaustion - which is something I welcome.. believe me.
Does anyone know how long this will take? How long will these withdrawls from morphine last? I'm on day 2.. that's it. I'm hoping it ends soon..
Does anyone know of anything to help the stomach cramps and constant trips to the bathroom?