It all started about two years ago, just a 40mg pill once or twice a week. After a couple months it became a daily habit, and here I am. I was up to about 100-120mgs a day. This is hard to write... I never thought I would need a drug just to get through the day. I work and take a few classes so I don't really have the time to quit cold turkey,(the thought of that also scares the hell out of me). I've been trying to taper down for the past few months, but when ever I have gotten close to the end I have caved in to the addiction. I was up to about 100mgs a day again, and just a couple days ago I went straight down to 20. I'm clammy, aches every where, and my emotions are uncontrollable. I have work tomorrow but I really have no idea how I could do it without gong up with the dose again. ugh... So I was wondering about suboxone, I've heard about it, but not from anyone who has actually used it. I don't even know where to get it! No one else knows about my oxycontin use, so I was glad to find this site. Can someone tell me what they think about soboxone?