Hello. I have Multiple Sclerosis, Fibromyalgia and Interstitial Cystitis and daily pain. I've been able to continue working. I've hit a crisis this weekend and don't know what to do. Any advice would be really appreciated. Here's what's going on:
12 years ago after surgeries, a variety of different drug trials, etc. I was finally refered to the Swedish Pain clinic in Seattle and they started me on Oxycontin 10 mg twice a day. This was primarily for the IC which if any of you have it, you know can be horrible. I was suicidal with the pain. The doctors at Swedish felt that the combination of the MS and IC were debilitating enough for me to use the Oxycontin. After starting the medicine I was able to go back to work and lead a normal life.
After a year they turned me over to my regular internist to manage my pain medicines. I've been on the same dosage for 11years. I haven't had any trouble with abusing the medicine. The doctor also gives me a small amount of oxycodone 5mg that I take for break through pain and I usually only use maybe three or four of these per month, if I get overtired and the MS kicks in or if I eat or drink something that flares up the IC. I can usually manage the fibromyalgia since I'm also on Cymbalta and take ibruprofen for that. So overall I'm not on high dosages of medicine, but I've been using them a long time.
Well, each month I call the doctor about 5 days before I'm out of medicine and he mails the perscription to me since the pharmacy will not allow doctors to call in narcotics. I've never had a problem with this.
Monday I called and left a message and didn't hear back so I thought the perscription was in the mail. Thursday the nurse calls and tells me the doctor is on vacation and won't be back in the office till Monday so the perscription won't be mailed till then! I explained to her that I've been on the medicine for a long time and I'm concerned about what will happen. She said take iburofen. I said that I wasn't concerned about the pain. I can get through two days of pain. I'm concerned about the withdrawal! She said, (very snotty) that if I'm more worried about the withdrawal than the pain that I shouldn't be on it anyway!!!
I think when I tell him my doctor will be surprised at his nurse. I asked him last time I was in his office if I needed to be weaned off the medicine and he said he thought it was a toss-up. That the other meds for the pain of the illnesses I have,have a lot of side effects so he didn't think going off the oxycontin was the best idea. Unless he's suddenly got religion or has changed his mind I can't understand why he'd think the staff should leave me high and dry. I tried calling back again to see if I could get his partner in the practice to perscribe for me and got HIS nurse. Apparently both doctors went on vacation at the same time!
Once my husband and I went on vacation and I forgot the medicine. Within a day I was sick with what felt like a really bad flu combined with having a million ants crawling under my skin. We had to cut the vacation short and drive home.
I could use the short-acting oxycodone. I have plenty to last the weekend. But I have no idea how much to take or how often? I asked the nurse that and she wasn't at all helpful. I even called a drug abuse line and they told me that it was shocking that my doctor left me like this but they couldn't give me advice on dosage because of legalities. They said to go to the emergency room at the hospital and they would probably perscribe enough to get me through the weekend. But I'm not going to submit myself to that because I'm afraid I'll be treated like a drug abuser which I'm not.
I don't know what to do at this point. I have two oxycontins left for tomorrow and then I will have Saturday and Sunday to get through till Monday. I wish I knew how to take the oxycodone to get by. Once I get an apointment with the doctor I'm going to find out how to wean off all of this just so I will never feel so embarrassed and trapped again. I only started taking it so I could go back to work and I couldn't continue my job with the kind of pain I have on a daily basis. But the government has made it so hard for those of us in pain to get legitimate medicine that I'm tired of all the crap. There must be a better way to manage this.
I'm tempted to try to wean myself off the medicine this weekend but I have no idea how to do it or how long it will take. Do I just take an oxycodone every 6 hours? Do I take one oxycontin a day and see what happens?
To make matters worse I sprained my ankle a week ago because of my MS balance problems and I'm walking with a cane. So I'm having pain anyway. Which is another reason why I know i may need to get off the oxycontin. Should I be hurting this much from a sprained ankle with all the other stuff I have?
Please advise. I'm feeling a little panicked right now.