Please don't do the whole black market thing. You do not wanna backslide and go through this again and again. Try Lisa's advice. I've never used it, but I've read so many people's stories who have. It will pass, please hang in there and keep posting whenever you need to.
Jacqui
Um, please do not do that. CLick on my name and go into my profile, look at the journal entry called "The Thomas Recipe" it is a list of thing/items you can get to help with the w.d process. It is tough, but if you have done it before you already know there is hope. And that things will get better. Good Luck, Welcome and please keep us posted on your progress...If you need anything, let me know...
Lisa