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I'm going to be gone all day, but I hope to come back tonight and get a progress report from ya.......I'll do another cheerlead if ya want. LOL I don't mind lookin' stupid...:-) STICK W/ IT, LADY!!!!! Love--Peazy
I'm sure the valium is helping with the anxiety. Another drug which I have found helpful is "neurontin" it's and anti-seizure med but is used for withdrawal from barbituates which is what fiorinal is. It has helped me alot.
I know how bad those headaches are and am glad to hear that Imitrex is helping.
Try to be good to yourself during this time and please stay in touch.
Golden Slipper
(one more thing... Were ALL the times high on Vikes wonderful? I remember those too, and conveniently forget the times I hugged the toilet bowl tighter than my mutha.)
If it makes you feel any better I was taking 3-4 times what you took in a sitting, ie.. TEN 10/325 whenever I got home from work to help me deal. Well you all know how that goes long term. Not good. In fact near the end 10 pills barely even made a difference except I felt somewhat normal again. Right now I'm struggling thru the death by a thousand cuts tapper and down to just 20mg or four 5mg a day. I started legit thru pain management, now pain not so bad when you compare it to the pain of WD's. For a young guy, the pain causes me to walk a little funny but at least the head on my shoulder can see straight and not thru pin-eyed pupils and always scratching myself! (Oh the feeling of a good hydro "zone" scratching.) Anyway, hang in there and know your not alone, you can get life back. I have been there twice in last 4 years and would do anything to get back there again. To wake up in the morning and think straight, feel clear, feel alive. Keep your focus and you will make it. Prayin for ya,
Nod
Thanks again for your love and support! I know somehow we were all brought together here for a reason--Peace and Prayers Hon You are an Angel! N.O. Lady AKA Mystere
If you only knew some of the dispicable things I'd done to get my next fix.........you've come out looking like Mary Poppins in comparison. WE ARE ONLY HUMAN, FEEDING "THAT" HUNGER.
I've also got distractions(in the form of a 2 and 4 year old) pulling at my shirt, so if this isn't coherent you know why.
Just know, i'm thinking about cha, and i sincerely hope things turn out for you....now with that incredible weight off your shoulders!!
Please hang in there New Orleans!!!!
percs
Talk to the additionologist that you mentioned. Formulate a plan with his help. Consider taking some days/a week off work. Throw yourself into this and do WHATEVER it takes. You're an emotional basket case right now because that's part of withdrawl; not to mention all the other **** going on. So don't be upset that you're upset!!! LOL if you're not on an antidepressant, I would certainly talk to your addictionologist about getting on one ASAP. Things will improve, gradually. Take teeny tiny steps and be GOOD to yourself. You're making an effort and you are to be commended for that. Keep posting and let us know how you are. Love and prayers--peazy
But remember, no matter what, go easy on yourself. You seem like your going to win, win soon, and keep on winning! If you do stumble, get back up and fight on. Most of us here have stumbled, that is part of the battle and why we are all here for encouragement helping all to fight on.
Praying for you, Nod
Remember we are all here for you, and will help you come up w/ some way to maintain during this waiting period. Please keep posting........and don't be too hard on yourself, Sweets. The guilt and/or shame is just a bunch of poison that you have to rid yourself of......it will only burden you more. I know that's easy to say, but whenever you start to get down on yourself, remind yourself in the same breath that you're at least TRYING to deal w/ your problem, and you're doing the best that you can. And that's all you can do, babe. No one can berate you for that. Take care and keep in touch. Love, Peazy
God Bless honey
Getting sober is the only way to get a life back---ANY life back, and who you are after that is up to you. it's hard, but ****!!!! addiction ain't no picnic.......Your husband will come around, especially when he sees the effort you'll be making. He needs to enroll in Addiction 101, however: there is nothing an addict does that is "on purpose", except for to feed their ever-expanding habit. Period. All the havoc left as a result of that is flotsam and jettison......Incidental to an addict.
Well!! I'm so glad I kept this "brief".......LOL Keep in touch--find an NA or AA mtg where there aren't a bunch of red-necked assholes. (Happy Easter!!!) They're out there, 'cause my home group is a buncha sweeties.....Thinking of ya--peazy
ptcrusin-I would very much like to correspond with you but i am at work right now-I would like to E-mail you from my home computer--thanks so much for your prayers--I know he is hurt right now and feels so betrayed--I just have to take everything one step at a time. Love, Peace, and Prayers--N.O. Lady AKA Mystere (My nickname from my home computer)--Thanks again to everyone! rodewk/percs/kilo/thomas/chezz/lisabet/ and everyone else who has contributed to this forum.
Peazy I hope you had a great EAster!--Please excuse the typing I'm a little shaky but for some reason this time I know I'm going to make it! Thanks mostly to all of you!--Peace & Prayers--
N.O. Lady AKA Mystere
I know in my heart by me having this problem it will help him have a much better understanding of addiction in general-Sorry for posting so much but I'm going on 22 hrs without a pill and i tend to post alot Love, Peace, Prayers, N.O. Lady AKA Mystere
I want to stop but Have no will power.so where do you reccommend I start?
CA Girl
Unfortunately I have gotten addicted and am ashamed to tell anyone.
I take 12-15 norco 10/325 tablets per dose,
I have been taking about 2 doses per day.
How long will this withdrawl last, i am ashamed of myself
sorry for this long post.. this is like the first time i've posted on one of these but I know how it is people... I've been addicted to vicodin, norco and methadone (methadone is HELL x 100000 DO NOT GET HOOKED ON THIS) sometimes Dr.s will give you methadone to get you off other drugs.. Don't take it. it feels SOOOOO good and one dose feels like being on norco all day.. it's dangerous for us opiate lovers.. anyway, just hang in there.. Don't go back to it. few weeks from now, you'll feel like a new person.. and feel like you have your life back again. Hang in there!!
i know a lot of you all have been taking way more than I have. 15 norco's a day? i can't even imagine.. nevertheless.. consistantcy is the main HOOK.. not necessarily about quantity that gets you addicted.. it's consistancy..
my best friend currently takes about 15 a day and has been for a while now.. he claims that he won't get withdrawals. He's only quit for 1 or 2 days at a time and says he never felt anything. I think it's because he hasn't quit long enough to see.. but he doesn't think he has a problem.
anyway, just let me know if any of you experience the upset stomach when you are stopping the norco.
thanks
Now, that being said, it is still hell. I think you should do the taper you wrote out but keep in mind that the wd's could still be very hard so have a prepared plan in case you get sick.
You just never know how bad it will be for you. Listen, do this now before you end up in an addiction that is much, much higher...............you would be so surprised at how fast you go from taking 6 a day to 20 a day. It sneaks up on you and you don't even know you are taking that many a day, really.
I applaud your determination and your will.
I am getting ready to start a taper from 16 but have to wait 10 days to get in to see my pm dr so we can set up a plan, get a new script and he is also going to set me up on some other meds to go along the way.
I am a legit pain patient as well, but unfortunately we still get addicted and can end up taking much, much more of our meds than intended.
Please, let us know how you are doing!
Karen
Too abrupt for you? Well sorry, I am getting my self esteem back and I don't care, so I won't aplogize for being honest. Think about it. Why not use what works?????? Sertainly science is smart enough to use the poppy plant in good and positive ways that don't stilulate addiction, but still provide that sense of well being. Why not? Is it still because of Racisism? If you don't believe me, watch the history channel sometimes. Albert Hoffman in 1948 invented LSD to create the super soldier...It because illegal when the masses in the Vietnam years started telling the truth about the war in Nam... The govt blamed the drugs........NOT it was the ****** war. Our military did experiments in Vietnam with LSD that ended up with our own divisions of troops killing each other, because the doses were too high. I am NOT advocating LSD in any way. What I am saying is why the hell does the govt just let the scientists use the plants that do the most good, whether its poppy plants or hemp. The govt also grew pot to make Hemp rope for WWI and WWII......
Do I sound crazy...Maybe but how crazy is the govt for stopping the production of potentially helpful drugs because of racisism............
My 2 cents and it is certainly debatable.Tell me I'm wrong but tell me why.
As a person who has been in pshych treatment for 15 years, I get where you are coming from 100%. Do you know how many horrible side effects I have endured over the years while my dr "tries" meds on me to try and fix my crippling anxiety????? The effects of these horrible meds are not only horrible but they also never work and I have had to endure a living hell for 2 or 3 months while waiting for it to get in my system good to see if the side effects go away and the anxiety is alleviated.
The ONLY medication that 100% alleviates my anxiety is xanax, pure and simple, but I had to undergo a dozen or so medications, living in hell each time to "prove" that the xanax was the best course of treatment.
To me it is the same thing as the pain meds. Why attach such a stigma to a pill when it in fact gives someone total control of their lives? Before I got on a xanax regimen and my trazadone for sleep, I had become a full blown agoraphobic and it took 2 years of my life away.
And yes, Norco does and did have an anti-d effect on me, it sure does. There is no denying that, heck, if it weren't so, none of us would be addicted to it, it is that warm, good, fuzzy feeling that makes you want it, crave it and take more and more of it............
So slide, scoot on over on that soap box cause I am right there with ya!
Karen
I want to be off no meds.....Live naturally with a clear head in the morning..
After reading all the comments I wonder where everyone got their meds so easily. I did mail order which was expensive and was getting harder to fill..I am glad... I did have one doctor prescribing the norco. I thought about going back to him to see if there was anything he could do to make it easier but I dont want to take any more pills!! I can't believe my liver is still ok after all the years of neglect!!!
I like myself better off the pills and want to stay off....
Good Luck to all.
The willpower and desire is what keeps you off the meds or any other addictive behavior.. Not how you got off them .
Your choice to ween off is yours..Whatever works.
Welcome back mate, I figured I'd see you around eventually. Kismat, and all that, right right?
Let's please try to have a little compassion here.
I know most people (and for me last time) 5 days and it is usually better, with day 3 being the worst. Tapering should make the WD's better (from my experience). But everyone is different!
and i come back to it i am willing to try to quit for shor now it is hard
but god help us all
God I feel for all you on the higher doses. What I take is bad enough. I think the reason Im able to control my usage is due to all the exercising Ive done most all my life. I think it keeps the endorphins naturally coming instead of being artificially produced. Good luck to you and congrats on cutting back your intake.
jont
Norco, vicodin and somas have been a way of life for me for 8 years now. I had a back injury in which I did have surgery but I still have pain. I took the day off work because I hurt so bad. I was thinking about going back to the dr today but I'm trying not to. My legs hurt, my joints, I keep having upset stomach, headaches. I do think the worst is the pain shooting down my legs into my feet. I am making myself get up and walk but it's really hard.
I take Norco 10/325... Somas 350 and Vicodin 7.5/750. I go through about an average of 250 norco a month.
I stopped the somas 2 days ago. I had my last vicodin yesterday in the morning. I haven't had a Norco for 3 days.
I want one so bad to get me out of this feeling so I can get up and feel normal. At least while I'm on them I walk and funtion. When I get off ( start trying at least) I suffer severe pain. Please tell me this will go away and life will be normal again.
This will be the first time I have ever publicly admited i have a problem. I am 30 yrs old and have been taking opiats since i was 21. From the age of 21-24 I took oxy's here and there for the high, probably at the most 3 5mg tabs a day, i didn't have a bad habit until 4 years ago it just so happens my lung collapsed and I ended up with permanent nerve damage from the chest tube. My doc put me on norco 10/325. I am up to 15 tabs a day now and take 3 tabs each dose and that barely does it for me anymore. I want to quit so bad but i am worried that the neurontin i also take won't be enough to keep the pain at bay. I am really scared of the withdrawls from quitting and if i have enough willpower to give them up, i love the "high" and without them I get extremely depressed/sick. If I quit cold turkey how long until you feel "normal" again?
Thanks for listening,
Sindora
Sindora
What is the long term affects if I keep using?
summer
u can email me at ***@**** u would like
PLease let me know if this is normal to be feeling....I wish it was a week later....so I can feel some what normal.....
I didnt think I had a big problem but I do.....and the bad thing is you can purchase this drugs on line with no problem......that doesnt help us the ones that want to be clean......wow!! I said clean now I really do sound like a drug accident......
This is a very old post I dont want people to miss your post why don't you copy your post and start a new thread .BTW welcome to the forum there is tons of support here.