I went off of my Narcotic Rx on January 9th, 2011. I went through 21 days of the acute withdrawals consisting of nausea, vomiting, hot and cold sweats, etc.. The next phase included general weakness, fatigue, and 8 weeks of severe anxiety and perspiration (actually started sweating under arms like I did when I was going through puberty for no reason at all, but the sweating was profuse). The sweating ended after 8 weeks and then severe depression set in. I am now 6 months clean, but the depression is so severe that I can sleep 18 hours a day easily. I have an extremely successful life for which I should be doing cart-wheels over the moon for and yet I can't get out of bed. My very nature has changed. I blow off executive meetings, my business is suffering due to my inability to make decisions. I've completely lost my sense of well-being. Nothing matters and it takes everything I've got just to go and get the mail (which I now only do maybe once a week). I have no trigger, nothing to be sad about. Nothing runs through my mind negatively I just feel extremely sad and lonely. Could this severe depression be brought on by the narcotic use? Oh and I have intermittent, yet severe lightheadedness w/a vey subtle pulsation. I can't figure out what is causing the lightheadedness, but it is intermittent, but makes me feel so weak and out of sorts. I am so frustrated!!! I am forcing myself to do 30 minutes of vigorous cardio every day hoping it will detoxify my system. I am also tanning 3 x per week and working out w/weights 5 days a week, but that is all I can do in a whole day. I sleep until 4 in the afternoon, wake up, eat, and go to the gym. Will I ever feel normal again? I feel like I'm 90 years old and I'm only 40.
congratulations on your sober time!!! may i ask what it was that you were taking that has effected you this long??? going to your dr is your best bet...also taking a multi vitamin is always a good idea too!
Congrats on your clean time. You have gotten some great advice and the more you come here and everyone gets to know you, the better it will be.
You likely have some form of depression, I would recommend posting a question on the depression forum as well. Also read some of the posts from people on there. I am not a doctor but you show alot of the same symptoms I had when I developed PTSD from Iraq. Don't blame yourself for the things you have done and convince yourself that if you take the steps required to commit to recovery, nothing can stop you from being your true self again. Again congrats on the clean time....That is amazing and inspirational.
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