Relapses...

I struggled bad with percocet earlier this year. It was hell and i was on day 9 of my withdrawals when I caught my wife cheating on me....somehow I managed to make it through and was clean for about 3 months....since then though I have used vics and norcos a few times...but my new problem seems to be adderall (adderrall) and vivance...I want to stop but it seems to easy to get them....any help would be appreciated....i feel like **** after I do it but I can't seem to say no when they are right in front of me...I'm too weak..

[lovekill661]

Well I did this myself bcuz I'm in pain management if I had enough suboxone id take my norcos in excess til I ranout then take my suboxone again, now its got to be a choice sooner or later for me the choice came when I was broke and scared and hopeless I couldn't do it anymore, if the consequenses alone are not enough for you to stop then you won't stop until u hit bottom, and its a ****** hard climb back up, get on suboxone checkout the suboxone official website they offer doctor locations for u via zip code as well as 24 hr phone support, good luck I've been there and just recently started suboxone again

[IBKleen]

Hi,

It is not a matter of weakness or strength. You are an addict and you are doing what is comfortable for you---using drugs.

In order to get clean you will need to cut off all ties to the people who are providing you with the drugs. Then you need to stop using. That is the easy part, the hard part is staying clean.

We all use for different reasons so it is a pretty personal thing to get to the root of the issues. You need to find out why you use---to hide your feeling?, etc. Once you figure out what is going on then you can address it and learn to deal with it without the use of drugs.

You are young and you have so much to look forward to. I hope this ends for you soon and you can go forward. I wish you the best.

[trdofbeingtrd]

IBKLeen has great advice. When my ex-fiancee cheated on my years back, it actually caused me to quit speed for good. (like 8 years clean). There are people here that can help you, try to stay strong.

[lovekill661]

Well I did this myself bcuz I'm in pain management if I had enough suboxone id take my norcos in excess til I ranout then take my suboxone again, now its got to be a choice sooner or later for me the choice came when I was broke and scared and hopeless I couldn't do it anymore, if the consequenses alone are not enough for you to stop then you won't stop until u hit bottom, and its a ****** hard climb back up, get on suboxone checkout the suboxone official website they offer doctor locations for u via zip code as well as 24 hr phone support, good luck I've been there and just recently started suboxone again

[Vincent456]

thx I"ve heard of suboxone before and I guess its worth looking into.