Roxy Tapering.. When to jump off?

Hello, I am 21 years old, and 5' 10" and have been battling addiction with Roxi 30's.. Either M Boxes, V cuts, A 215s... I have been on them no longer than around 45 days.. I'm taking a half in the morning when I need it these past two days.. Planning on Doing a quarter tomorrow and the same the next day... That way I can gauge how my body feels when I am hardly on any at all... I have a few peaches to help me sleep as I can play I have the flu if I can actually turn my lethargic attitude into sleep. I had such bad RLS last night I shook uncontrollably standing up, so I feel that will be a big part. I don't have access to any other meds other than peaches, and cannot see a doctor for any reason...

Please give me any insight on very low dose and semi low lengths (compared to others here), and please give me any advice. This will be my third time kicking this awful habit I have, and it is time to put this BEHIND me for good!!!!!!!

Thanks,

Kam

[bama88]

You shouldnt have bad wt. I jumped much higher. And your on low dose. So you should be ok. And not on long time like me. Please quit now. Your young and have so much more to live for than this. Stay focused. And know your incontrol of what you put in your body.  What really helped was the visual. Look how small the pill is in relation to how big you are? And why let such a small.pill win. We  are not small. We are big. See the thinking? I know it sounds crazy but it sure helped me.

[bama88]

And when all is said no more chasing thinking and planning. Whew what a waste of energy.

[Kami19]

To be perfectly honest I miswrote this... During the 45 days I was taking around 2 on average for 25 of them, and am now down to half in morning and a quarter at night going down to quarter tomorrow morning (none tonight)...and then jumping off... I'll be praying hard! I'm so nervous of getting sick it almost brings it on faster...