I KEEP LOOKING AT YOUR QUESTION AND IM THINKING YOUR A YOUNG GIRL AND I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO ANSWER YOU IM GOING TO MAKE A LONG STORY AS SHORT AS I CAN YEARS AGO MY BEST FRIEND AND I OPENED A BUISNESS WE BOTH DID GLASS AFTER I MOVED BACK FROM ARIZONA ME AND THIS DUDE WORKED TOGETHER ANYWAYS WE OPEN OUR OWN SHOP WE START POPPIN NORCOS325 THIS GOES ON FOR AWHILE NOW I DONT KNOW WHAT YOUR WHOLE DRUG BACKGROUND IS BUT WHEN U FIRST START EATING THESE THINGS ITS THE BEST HIGH I HAVE EVER HAD BUT I NEVER DONE ANYTHING ELSE( DAMN THIS IS LONG) ANYWAYS WELL WE COULDNT FIND THAT HIGH ANYMORE AND EVERYBODY KNOWS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT I WAS TAKING 5-20 PILLS A DAY JUST TO FEEL NORMAL NOW MIKE STARTS SHOOTIN UP AH MAN!!3-WEEKS AGO HE STARTED SMOKING & DROPED DEAD CARDIAC HE HAD BEEN DOING IT THAT WAY FOR AWHILE I GUESS HAD HEART ATTACK I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO TELL YOU THIS I MEAN I DONT EVEN KNOW U BUT I KEPT LOOKING AT UR POST TUFF LOVE MAN I GOT THREE DAUGHTERS,BE CAREFUL.................AND THE REALLY SAD PART THAT **** SCREWED HIM UP SO BAD HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND HE IN 6-8 WEEKS STOLE ALL OF MY FAMILYS MONEY AND HIM AND WIFE AND KIDS CAME OVER FOR AT LEAST 8YEARS OR BETTER THEN BANKRUPTED MY WHOLE FAMILY NOW LOST BUISNESS AND HAVE TO MOVE BACK TO ARIZONA SO BE SUPER CAREFUL THAT **** TURNED MY FRIEND INTO THE ANTICHRIST AND DUDE HE WAS LIKE 38 YEARS OLD AND JUST THOUGHT THIS IS A GOOD TIME TO BECOME A JUNKIE,CRAZY SORRY SO LONG I GOT ALLLLL FIRED UP
Thanks for the reply i appreciate it heaps.
your right im a young girl, and i have bee smoking gear for 7 or 8 months now.. i do know that it is time to stop as i see how it is effecting me physically and emotionally.
weed is my drug of choice.. it has been everyday for a few years now.. so you can imagine what it was like when i experianced smoking gear for the first time.
it is 1am wich means start of DAY 4 now and godddd is it killing me. i have run out of valium and cant seem to get a hold of any... i only have xanax and its good for sleeping but not really for the whole anxiety thing. i am passed the coughing and chocking thank f*** but the boredem is a killa!
i am starting to doubt myself. but i know i gotta stay strong. hmm
im really sorry to hear about your friend, im unsure as to why he would start smoking after shooting?
thanks for the time you spent wrighting this.
You posted the same question last night. When I attempted to find out what your actual question was, you claimed that I was giving you "text" information and not experience information.
Heroin is my drug of choice and I was addicted to it for the better part of 20 years. My suggestions DO unfortunately come from experience.
Have you stopped smoking and want to know what the withdrawal will be like or are you already into it? You wrote up top that it is is day...and didn't put a number in so I don't know where you're at. If you want to know what to expect, tell us where you are and what your symptoms are.
Hey dragon congrats on day 4 of heroin ? If your on day 4 you are doing great. Are you smoking pot to take the edge of the H w/ds ? How are you feeling today i now for me the 1st two weeks were hell. And dragon if your on day four keep fighting you can do it. If you need to ask any questions feel free to ask. I will an answer you with honesty and truth and i will tell you what to expect. Are you comeing of the Heroin cold turkey. If you are you are doing an amazing job, Keep on moving in the right direction as each day you stay clean is a day closer to being free of Heroin. As i said yesterday you are young and desserve a clean healthy life. Again best of luck to ya dragon your friend James
i do not need any more of your advice, confusion or questions. If you really where interested in my problem rather than proving me wrong you would have bothered to read the comment right above your comment that says its DAY 4.
Yes my drug of choice is weed. i love weed im not going to lie, im not saying for everyone to take it either. but yes i depend on weed. im unsure as to what you are confused about? heroin is gives me a way better feeling than weed but the cons out weigh the pros wayyy to much so its not my DOC.
all i am here for is to listen to other people and their methods/advice.
That is all.
Hello . I was reading your post and congrats on day 4 !! I know in my active addicition that one drug always lead me to use my another drug then to another to all counter act the other... what INSANITY , today I dont live like that what a blessing ,you are on your journey and the best advice I was given new clean was dont stay in my own head , so I reached oout to other ppl in recovery , changed everything , lost all my old numbers , went to a recovery house , treatment and then the 12 steps of na, thank thank thank you so grateful for my clean, peaceful, happy life. Just wwanted to share what had and is working for me ,hope this helps
Dragon keep posting tell the ppl on MH how you feel they are all here to support you and help. Let them know how ya feel. As i know you have no support no one knows about your addiction you are trying to do this alone and you wont be able to do this without support Do another post tell the ppl on MH how you are feeling how many days you have been clean, Hope yo made it to day 6 if not you can start again Dragon you would not have come to this site if you did not want to stop using heroin. Your friend ,,,,James
Post Post Post as there are ppl who can help you
In regards to Dominosarah, hopefully I can translate for you since you dont get it. You say your drug of choice is weed but you are addicted to Heroin. IF weed is your drug of choice then the Heroin takes place in this how??? You get a free pass on this one, you can talk to your parents and family like you did to IBKleen and Domino but when you come into this house you need to respect because we are all on your side. We love you, and we want to help you. Respect.
what the hell are you on about? how would you know how i talk to my parents? you dont know anything about me.. i came to this website not "house'' for some friendly advice not for you to treat me like i have no respect... alll i have had is respect in my comments. in this case just like the rest, you have no idea what you are on about.
Yeah dragons2. Dont worry, I have no idea what the previous poster is on about either, so I share your bewiderment. Just try to ignore the self-congratulating back-slappers and focus instead on the encouraging input from the more reasoned members.
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