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STOPPING OXYCONTIN

by Mike, Dec 12, 1999 12:00AM
Tags: Addiction
I have been taking 80mg of Oxycontin for about 8 months, prior to that it was Vicoden at about 60 to 80mg for about a year and a half total. I can go to a rehab place down the street. They said Methadone for about 6 months to kick it. I am afraid to get on Methadone. I heard it is pretty hard drug. What should I do? Help me Please!!!!!
Member Comments (51)

by Mike, Dec 14, 1999 12:00AM
Help Doc!

by Mike, Dec 14, 1999 12:00AM
I just went to the Detox place. I started a 31 day program. I hope this go's well. Starting dose of Methodone-20mg.

by some one who cares, Dec 17, 1999 12:00AM
instead of going to detox gradually decrease you oxycontin dose over a period of a week or two. You might try going down to 40mg then 20mg then you should be able to stop

by Bleu', Jan 29, 2000 12:00AM
Getting off OXYCONTIN is hard any way you go, and there is NO way

around it!!  Tapering down is difficult unless someone else is

controlling your intake daily, because if it's availiable you will take it.  Methadone will work, but then you have to get off

that to!!!  It's an afwal cycle.  

by Tim, Aug 02, 2000 12:00AM
I have been on Oxycontin for 13 months now. I started taking it 20mg x 2 daily. I stayed on that dosage for almost 9 months then I went to 40 mg x 2 daily with 5mg oxycodone (fast release) for in between. I was up to around 100mg or so a day, now I have talked to my Doctor because I tried going cold turkey NO WAY!!!!! I have never been soo sick!!!! He has weened me down to 20mg a day, now the hard part is taking my last pill and stopping....it isnt easy. He gave me a drug called clonine or somthing like that used for high blood pressure, and told me it would help the withdrawls if I need it. Tomorrow I will try to take one 10mg in the morning and one 5mg at night, then the next day one 5mg in am and one 5mg in pm , then the next day one 5mg and no more there after...I hope that will give me less withdrawl symptons.....I hope this works....I have never been in a situation like this before and I really want to get off without going to a rehab!

by Need help, Nov 04, 2000 12:00AM
I am on 2400mgs of oxycontin and want to get off of it.  I would like to go to methadone, but do not know how much equals that, then how much to decrease, and at what rate.  This started out slow and as my tolerance grew, I had to keep taking more.  Has anyone out there been in this situation??  Any help would be greatly appreciated!!  Thank you.

by To the guy on Oxy 2400/day, Nov 08, 2000 12:00AM
2400 mg is a LOT of Oxycontin.   But not impossible to get away from.  I myself had a habit in that range - taking 25+ of the 80mg every day for about 3 months.  



At those quantities there are almost certainly other issues besides the addiction - as in if you are buying them you must be spending a TON of money!  Or if you are getting scrips, you are surely seeing more than one Doc (which is against the law, as I am sure you know....).  Or you are writing you own scrips... which is even worse should you get caught.   And trust me, the odds are you WILL get caught.  More than likely it's a combo of these things.



My advice - go to an inpatient detox center now.  Right away, before you risk any more trouble.  I mean now, not tomorrow...today!!   At 2400 per day it is highly unlikely you will be able to do it yourself - the drug has too strong a hold on you.  Your medical troubles will be tough enough to deal with without adding legal issues!



I did this, but unfortunately my legal issues caught up with me a day after I went to Detox, and I was arrested IN the detox center (they figured out where I was - at those levels there couldnt be too many places and even though Detox is confidential, you arent safe if they have a warrant).  I would give ANYTHING to not be facing the charges I now face.  



The Detox wasnt as bad as I thought - 7 days of hell, for sure, but nothing like the night in jail with nothing for withdrawl.  The only problem for me is 7 days wasnt enough.  I still was withdrawling when I left Detox and 'slipped' when I got home and could do nothing by cry for 2 days.   My plan now is legal RX only (one doc, taken as prescribed) to go back to Detox (a longer program ...30 days??  whatever it takes) as soon as I can HOPEFULLY get my charges reduced to something less than mandatory jail time.  



My legal problems are severe - if you going to Detox today means you won't end up like me, its worth it!!!   Possession of greater than 3 times the evarage daily dose, which is 3 pills as the law here sees it (per the PDR) is classed as a 2nd degree Felony which is not a probationable offense.   A prescription filled that shouldnt be (duplicate doctors, forged scrip, etc.) is all they need to 'prove' the possession part - you don;t even have to be caught with the pills.  I had NO pills when they came to my house and wasnt even home (as I said, I was in Detox)but I'm still in BIG trouble.  My only hope is someone will have mercy on me in my trial and drop the charges to a 3rd or 4th degree felony and give me probation so I can stay with my family.

Ive never been in trouble before for anything either.



Do yourself a favor and avoid the mess I'm in.  



Getting away from the Oxies at your level is going to require more than a short program - dont let them (Detox facility) tell you 3-5 days will do it.  Most places have very little experience with the high levels you describe and treate everyone the same.  The same didnt work for me, and probably wont for you,   I believe with a longer program (30 days?) you have a good chance of beating this.  And frmo people I have spoken with, Rapid Detox isn't much of an answer either.  You will need the time to deal with life without oxy.



Please write back with any questions if I havent written enough to convince you to go to detox right away,  If you are like I was, you probably think you can wait a little while longer.  But that extra day may be the day you have TWO problems (legal and medical).  Don;t let it happen!

by To the guy on Oxy 2400/day, Nov 08, 2000 12:00AM
2400 mg is a LOT of Oxycontin.   But not impossible to get away from.  I myself had a habit in that range - taking 25+ of the 80mg every day for about 3 months.  



At those quantities there are almost certainly other issues besides the addiction - as in if you are buying them you must be spending a TON of money!  Or if you are getting scrips, you are surely seeing more than one Doc (which is against the law, as I am sure you know....).  Or you are writing you own scrips... which is even worse should you get caught.   And trust me, the odds are you WILL get caught.  More than likely it's a combo of these things.



My advice - go to an inpatient detox center now.  Right away, before you risk any more trouble.  I mean now, not tomorrow...today!!   At 2400 per day it is highly unlikely you will be able to do it yourself - the drug has too strong a hold on you.  Your medical troubles will be tough enough to deal with without adding legal issues!



I did this, but unfortunately my legal issues caught up with me a day after I went to Detox, and I was arrested IN the detox center (they figured out where I was - at those levels there couldnt be too many places and even though Detox is confidential, you arent safe if they have a warrant).  I would give ANYTHING to not be facing the charges I now face.  



The Detox wasnt as bad as I thought - 7 days of hell, for sure, but nothing like the night in jail with nothing for withdrawl.  The only problem for me is 7 days wasnt enough.  I still was withdrawling when I left Detox and 'slipped' when I got home and could do nothing by cry for 2 days.   My plan now is legal RX only (one doc, taken as prescribed) to go back to Detox (a longer program ...30 days??  whatever it takes) as soon as I can HOPEFULLY get my charges reduced to something less than mandatory jail time.  



My legal problems are severe - if you going to Detox today means you won't end up like me, its worth it!!!   Possession of greater than 3 times the evarage daily dose, which is 3 pills as the law here sees it (per the PDR) is classed as a 2nd degree Felony which is not a probationable offense.   A prescription filled that shouldnt be (duplicate doctors, forged scrip, etc.) is all they need to 'prove' the possession part - you don;t even have to be caught with the pills.  I had NO pills when they came to my house and wasnt even home (as I said, I was in Detox)but I'm still in BIG trouble.  My only hope is someone will have mercy on me in my trial and drop the charges to a 3rd or 4th degree felony and give me probation so I can stay with my family.

Ive never been in trouble before for anything either.



Do yourself a favor and avoid the mess I'm in.  



Getting away from the Oxies at your level is going to require more than a short program - dont let them (Detox facility) tell you 3-5 days will do it.  Most places have very little experience with the high levels you describe and treate everyone the same.  The same didnt work for me, and probably wont for you,   I believe with a longer program (30 days?) you have a good chance of beating this.  And frmo people I have spoken with, Rapid Detox isn't much of an answer either.  You will need the time to deal with life without oxy.



Please write back with any questions if I havent written enough to convince you to go to detox right away,  If you are like I was, you probably think you can wait a little while longer.  But that extra day may be the day you have TWO problems (legal and medical).  Don;t let it happen!

by MiaDrake, Aug 14, 2007 11:59AM
To: Need help - from Mia
You are taking such a great step - well done!
Problem is if you take methadone you will be replacing one addiction for another so effectively have to go through cold turkey twice - unfortunately their is no easy way.

I have just come off Oxycontin (3 weeks ago), I did it at home with a supportive family, and some Lofexidiene (have to admit it didn't do a great deal - I was just not going to take methadone etc...just another thing to come off!).

Do it with a Doc, the pain is unbearable and without someone medical at least knowing what you are going thru its a lonley and scary place.

Trust me that even when the pain is at its worst and seems to go on for a lifetime, you do get through it, stay calm, try not to fear, just breathe, and make sure you keep your fluids up.  Tell eveyone around you to be patient, supportive and encouraging - it takes as long as it takes - but doesn;t last forever.

Small steps - but speak to a doc as Im not sure how hard your system will take going from 2000 odd to nothing, you may to go on some sort of reduction program, like reducing 10mg per day - that should be better, although doing that you will have some symptoms of cold turkey.

So its either - a long drawn out process or shorter and more painful.

The options aren't great - but its worth it when you are on the other side.

I'm still here and better for it!

Good luck x Mia

by jwill1558, Sep 22, 2007 03:51AM
ive been oxycontin for about 1 year now. I started taking 20mg a day. and then after about 6 months it was 40mg. then about two months later i started to become stupid and snort the ****. dumb dumb dumb. My tolerance rose so quickly it is ridiculous. I got up to 2 and a half 80's a day for about 2 months. Now i am down to a half to three quarters a day. I have been replacing 1 20mg dose with 10 mg of methadone. It is working decent but not great. Does anyone have any advice to give. I know that i am not taking that much right now but it seems that i just cantget past where i am presently at.

by freeforestiger, Sep 29, 2007 11:43PM
To: anyone on Oxy
If you are abusing Oxy, you WILL DIE if you don't find a way to stop.  I watched my father die from just 40 mg because he was addicted and his body hadn't had it in too long.  I lost an aunt, a friend, and several acquaintances to the same situation.  I myself used to be a drug addict.  I've shot up heroin, and then shot up Oxy, and CHOSE the Oxy every time thereafter whenever a choice was to be made!  This drug may be a miracle for those in severe pain who are taking it as prescribed...but it is a POWERFUL drug to become addicted to.  And what sucks is that every one thinks rehab is this magic solution, but it's not.  Rehab is only effective for those who adopt the right mind set about it.  You have to recognize that you will die from the addiction, and WANT to stop, or else there is no chance.  For some people, that requires hitting rock bottom, whether that includes jail, overdose, losing one's family, permanent bodily harm, whatever. Sometimes lucky other people can recognize that this is happening before the addiction takes everything from them.  I personally was not ready for rehab when I tried it, and it didn't help me...but when I was ready, I managed to move away from everything I knew and start all over again.  I smoked pot and went hiking a lot.  I kept busy.  I found new hobbies.I didn't try to seek out connections or even friends, I just worked and hiked and stayed focused on my goal of avoiding needles at all costs.  Maybe if you are spiritual, you can turn to your religion to help you with this.  Or maybe you have children, and they can be your motivation...do whatever it takes for them.  I beg all of you, both as a former drug addict who understands your addiction, and as a daughter who literally watched her father die from OxyContin complications:  PLEASE get help.  Maybe you need rehab, or maybe you can get yourself away from the environment you're in.  Maybe you just need a good detox and support from friends and family.  But if you don't do SOMETHING, your friends and family will have to go through something so terrible that they will be forever changed by it.    Addiction is a disease and there is no reason to be ashamed of it.  Most people need help to deal with their addictions.  DO WHATEVER IT TAKES AND GOOD LUCK!!!

by layne2000, Oct 01, 2007 08:09AM
Hi everyone, I am posting this same message on every Oxycontin forum I can find..........

Hi
I'm new to these forums, due unfortunately to the worst weekend of my entire life.
This drug (Oxycontin is a monster!!!! Get off it as soon as you can.
I have suffered chronic back pain for the past 10 months. The pain is almost unbearable at times.
After all else failed, my GP prescribed me 40mg oxycontin daily.
Wonder of wonders!!! they worked and I was almost pain free for a couple of weeks.
After 6 weeks, they didn't work so well, and I was on the brink of going back to the GP to have my dose increased.
A few wees ago, I ran out and ordered an emergency prescription.
Cutting a very long story short, my husband forgot to pick up the prescription so I had to wait and go without the drug all weekend.
Within 24 hours I was shaking, couldn't breathe, coughing, shivers chills the lot.
Basically, I realised I was suffering withdrawal symptoms.
I had the worst weekend of my life and have never felt so ill.
If I had an oxycontin in the house, I would have taken the damn thing to make me feel better and for these awful symptoms to go away.
While checking the withdrawal symptoms for the monster drug, I came across an old forum linked to this site, full of what I can only describe as a forum of ' lost souls'
Mostly all very genuine people like me, normal housewives, and husbands who were not drug abusers, but given oxycontin for genuine back pain.
They were all pitifully addicted to this drug and had no hope of getting off it.
Their lives were in ruins and they had no hope.
The withdrawal symptoms that hit me after 6 shorts weeks of use, were monsterous.
These poor lost souls were on a higher dose than me, and had no hope of quitting.

Needless to say, after doing my cold turkey, I have not gone back on the tablets and am suffering terribly again and my quality of life is zero sometimes.

Please please stop taking Oxycontin if you can.... it's a monster drug and highly addictive.
Don't end up suffering like me and the forum of lost souls.
I sencerely hope you all manage to find some alternative.
Kindest regards
Layne

by Matt299, Oct 31, 2007 07:51PM
To: OxyContin Information
Hi, I am a journalism student from Canada.  I am doing an assignment on the dangers of OxyContin and am looking for someone who is experienced in using the drug to help me get the word out about the dangers of it.  If anyone would be interested in this, please contact me at ***@****

Thank you very much.

by FLbella, Oct 31, 2007 08:05PM
Your name Chris? I say that because your story is like that of my friend.  He's on a fairly lowish dose of oxy's and one doc wanted to put him on methadone.   Three docs later, Methadone was not the best option for someone on such a small amt of oxy.  Try suboxone first if you can. I'm new to all of this too, but I'm switching to subutex.....  A bit different.  I have also seen people in methadone withdrawal..... HOLY CRUD!!!!!!!!!!!!  It makes my oxy withdrawal look like a stroll in candy land.  Don't do that to yourself please.

by FLbella, Oct 31, 2007 08:11PM
matt, the site blocked your email address.   Do you have skype?  you can talk to me, but I've never abused it, just leveled off with it, quit working and started making me sick, but I do have a friend I met in a pain management support group that really took addiction to a new level.

by Bug1964, Oct 31, 2007 09:20PM
To: Hello
Can I ask, how come those posts are from so long ago?.....

by em45, Nov 27, 2007 01:39AM
To: everyone
my boyfriend is addicted to oxy.. he has gotten to the point where he has started lying to me about it to cover it up. he told me about it all and asked for help.. and he needs help.. he's tried vicodin to relieve the withdrawls and then that didn't work. he has also taken something called suboxen (im not sure if thats the exact spelling) which is said to constrict the oxy form getting into your system. that helped for a few days but he says he stopped but he contiues to have small pupils and all the symptoms of being on oxycontin. the loss of appetite, rolling back of the eyes, constricted pupils, extreme tiredness, mood swings, loss in sexual arousal, sluggish reactions, confusion, and nausea.  i need help so that i can help him cut his addiction. and i dont want him to be lying because i only want to help, not make it worse! is there anyone who has any advice???? please help!! thanks! and good luck to everyone!

by EXPFG, Nov 27, 2007 07:03PM
Hello, been addicted to oxy for about 3 years now.  Seeing a bupe (suboxone) doc on Monday.  I'm 42, and prior to the oxy addiction I was an every day, all day pot smoker.  Don't do that so much any more.  I am afraid of the suboxone, afraid of being straight I guess, as I know I have been self medicating for some kind of emotional problem since my teens. If the bupe works, I know I will need some kind of therapy for it to stick.  If anyone can relate and has any advice, much appreciated.

EM45, suboxone is not supposed to cause those side effects, my guess he is not taking suboxone and is using again.  It seems like you like him, so it is my opinion that issuing an ultimatem is not the solution, be supportive and realize that relapse is easy, almost beyond our control, and the chances of staying clean are increased when there is a strong support structure around the person.  

by luxman68, May 05, 2008 07:26AM
To: Everyone
I have been on Oxy for the last 18 Months at a daily level of 140Mg.
I pick up weekly  rather than having a months supply in the house ( yikes ). It has been a most effective drug where  EVERYTHING else has failed. The injury cant be fixed and I have been told that I will be on pain releif for ever. Next week however my Dr has been told by the Drug Administration Authority to change my medication to a weekly 10 Microgram Norsban Patch. At one point when I had been low on my supply of Oxy I actually chewed one of these  patches  hoping to get some releif  both from the pain and the addiction. Didnt do a damned thing. So  what the hell is one patch per week going to do for me. This is the level of care that the Australian Drug Administration Authority  has for the people who it has willingly supplied this monsterous drug to.
Without  question my wife  and my son are going to suffer  as I wont be getting out of bed for god knows how  long   let alone  the pain I myself will be going through. The MIS  management of this drug is incredible in this country  but compared to the UK  and USA  we have it good. Those countries have a real problem. Anyway  our problems   are never going to get any better or  close to being solved when IDIOT  beurocrats  have the final say. At NO point has a plan for my withdrawel been discussed.
I have a dissabled wife to care for as well as a 15 Year old son to raise. We live 40 Kms  from the nearest town  let alone Hospital.
GREAT health Sytem  when " normal" EX  hard working Australians are treated so shabily.
Charlie
***@****

by gary63, Jun 11, 2008 11:56AM
To: anyone
i'm a 45 year old male,abused oxys for about 3 years,made me feel like superman for a while,in the end 8-10 80s a day didn't even get me high only me feel less sh**ty,took away my sex drive,found out my testoserone was depleted ,dont know if its a side affect. but after a relapse from detox ,i did it on my own, got methadone off the street,tapered down in 14 days then went on suboxione for 10 more days .when i ran out of help drugs i just stuck it out  alone ,didn't even tell my wife, its not a pleasant journey to go alone but it can be done,  its been 63 days since my last oxy!  i still feel the effects. my legs are always tired and sore, my sex drive is still way off ,i have to push my way through every task. want to sleep alot,loss of interest in things i always enjoyed, i dont know if this is normal at this point and how long it lasts,  it *****  i'm not going back , but any advice  or like experience would  be apreciated, i spoke to a doctor, no help at all     gary

by lifesaride, Jun 11, 2008 12:16PM
Hey Gary, I was right where you were my last day of oc's was april 25th 2008 I did 8) 80's, the next day I started the suboxone at 2) 8mg in am and 2)8mg in pm, 10 days later I cut that inhalf then last week went down to 1) 8mg in am only, I'm feeling great, havent had any w/d at all!!! maybe you can get subs again and do a slower drawn out taper to get yourself back. My dr told me I can be on suboxone for ever and a day, that was his quote. but thats not what i want.  Good luck bro. Teddy

ps. do youy realize youve answered to a post thats quite old. you can post your own post anythime. you dont have to be on any certain post i mean.

by skysmom05, Jul 28, 2008 06:58PM
To: anyone on oc's
My husband and I have been on oc's for almost two years.We had to hit rock bottom and then some before it was time to quit. You have to really want it and be ready to do it or you will slip. I have sliped a few times and I now am tring to quit. The reason I do it is b/c I always have an excuse to do it like if I had  a bad day at work or its the weekend or If I made good money at work that day. Always a reason to do it. I really didn't think it was that bad b/c I went to work everydayso did my husband we still payed are bills and took care of my son so it was ok. then we put things off so all my credit cards got behind then my car then rent then we lost everything. It all happend so fast at the same time.we had to do something.we could not go to rehab b/c we had to work and take care of our son. we talked to a doc and he perscribed Soboxin. It is a miracle drug it makes you feel normal (if you are an addict you know what I mean) like you have never done a drug in your life. I do not recomend methadone it is just as hard to come off of.I was also addicted to that for about 1 yr. I quit cold turkey with my moms help. the withdraws hurt just as bad. thats why I as so dissapointed in us for doing it all over again. But anyway any one who needs help contact a doc and ask them about Soboxin! It works. sky

by Marebears, Aug 11, 2008 12:18AM
To: luxman68
Stop now please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your killing yourself trust me i know!  I mixed mine with herion!

by jc08, Aug 24, 2008 07:19PM
To: everyone
I am in need of help, I have called around to get help and it is so expensive and I honestly can not afford treatment but what I am doing to myself is way worse. I have been on percs and oxy's now for almost 3 1/2 months EVERYDAY even of it is a 5 or 10 mg I have to have something.  But the past month and 1/2 has been oxy 40's and 80's which is I think why I feel sicker then I did when it was a smaller mil. Like I wake up and my nose runs, headache, can't think or even get up hardly this ***** and I know I can not go on.  Is there any advise you have for me to get myself off without the help if a doc, or you think I am in too deep?

by aeb54, Sep 18, 2008 03:17PM
To: Opiodrotion
I have cronichale backpain and been for 4 sergurys. Now i probably have a new spinalstenose and an new sergury is the best, but i have lost my belive on opration for my backpain. I have been on many medications and the latest is Oxycontin 60 mg pr 24 hour 12 between each pill. But after 6 hour i am so in pain that i cant wait until 12 hour. I feel seek and now if i take a pill the pain is much easyer to get through. But this will after a while make me empty somedays before next prescription. But **** its worth it! But now i read about what they call opiodrotation. Eks
I stead of Oxy you take Metadone or Subutex for a few weeks and get down to the right level and start there and try not to get over the level Oxy the doctor prescribe! Any comments to my way to get out off my problem on?

by layne2000, Sep 18, 2008 03:36PM
To: everyone
This is a very old forum that for some reason always comes up on a google search.
If you need help, please go to the main medhelp home page and search drug abuse then oxycontin.
This will put you on the right track to all the current posts on this subject and you will get all the helpful and vaulable advice you need.
My best wishes to you all
Layne an ex oxycontin user.

by aeb54, Sep 22, 2008 11:45AM
To: layne2000
I can not find the page you mean- can you write the correct web adress!
from aeb54

by layne2000, Sep 23, 2008 08:16AM
To: aeb54
Sure.... Ill go look and post full instructions for you or any other people that find this forum.
Best wishes
Layne

by layne2000, Sep 23, 2008 08:27AM
Go to the top of this page and click on forums.
Under A click on Addiction: Substance Abuse
All the forums for drug abuse will be here.
http://www.medhelp.org/forums/show/77

by GoingToMakeIt, Sep 23, 2008 08:32AM
Or, since this post IS in the right forum. Just click the 'Back to Forum button at the bottom or top of this post. That works too.

by layne2000, Sep 23, 2008 08:51AM
To: GoingToMakeIt
lol Didnt notice that :)

by aeb54, Sep 24, 2008 05:35AM
To: layne2000
Thank you my friend!
It is so good that somebody care. I have a problem and i want to get off anyway.
This is an Monsterpill. I have tryed a lot off pills for my pain back and have too use someting, but what I dont know longer. It is a good painkiller the best I ever tryed, but the sideeffects is not good. After 6-7 hour I am i pain again and the doc told me they will hold me painfree 12 hours. But NO WAY! But I have too use someting and what should it be? Tryed Buprenorfin Patch 20 microgram/hour, but after 1 and a half year they didnt work anymore.
Have a nice day Layne2000 and thank you again
aeb54 (Norway)

by layne2000, Sep 24, 2008 08:54AM
To: aeb54
Thank you  very much for your lovely message above.
Yes I do care because I was on this drug for back pain and know the horrors of what it can do to you.

I am off it now, but if I can help just one person by directing them to the correct  forum for help, then it's worth me keep coming on here :)

My full story is above if you care to read it.

Once again thank you for the thank you lol
and I wish you every success in the future.
Layne

p.s. Feel free to add me to your buddy (friends list) or post on here, I would like to know how you get on. :)






by Mander1983, Sep 24, 2008 10:01AM
To: everyone here
WOW -- I was so surprised to see this msg today.   I know that this is an old msg, but there is no reason why comments cannot keep coming.  You know. I confessed to my doctor last week that I had a problem. I was very ashamed, but I had had enough.  I went to his office during my first day of detoxing and I was w/d hard.  I told him about my problem, my shame but I also told him that I wanted out of this life.  I mean it used to be fun, when I would take the drug to hide my pain, escape reality and just float on by.  Without realizing the extent of the damage that Oxycontin's can cause.  I was addicted. I remember so vividly that first morning I woke up and I was cold, shivering and I had million bricks propped all over me on the bed making it impossible to get up.  I franctically tried to find an oxycontin.  Now that's how it's been for 2 almost 2 1/2 years.  I've tried to quit 3x cold turkey.  The w/d are so incredibly scary and painful.  They hurt, they really do hurt.  
-- SO to get to the point.  I went to go see the doctor for help to relieve me from the pain of w/d's.  Straight up the doctor said to me "Another one, this is by far the greatest epidemic in our city".  You will not make it going cold turkey.    He did ask me if I wanted to try methadone.  But honestly. I didn't want to go to a clinic every single day. Nor did I want to have to do the treatment for 2 years, if not more.  So he weaned me off.  I was doing 80mg 3 times a day.  I immediately went to 60mg 3 times a day.  This week i'm doing 40mg every am, 40 mg every pm and 60 mg every night.  Next week, 40. 40. 40.  Even on this regime. I can still feel the w/d's starting.  For some reason they occur quicker and at predictable times.  I'm releaved with 2 valiums every night to help me through night time w/d's.   And it works.    

The first night that I went to see the doctor I wanted to inqure about online support and I typed in life after oxycontins and i found a discussion board on this site.  I am honestly so truthfully in admiration of everyone on this site.  You are all an inspriation to me.  You are all so kind, and helpful and amazingly brave and at the same time willing to share your own life experiences to help other people.  Thank you.  Thank you honestly from the bottom of my heart to everyone.  Because together we will stay strong.  I know that when i'm nearing the end of my prescription and the milligrams are running out. I will turn to you guys for words of comfort and strength and positive reinforcement. I have never felt so *important* and really listened to.  And the thing is is that I care just as much back.
Thank you.  Thank you so much to All.  You are my inspiration and b/c of all of your kind hearts. I know that I will be successful  :)

God Bless!  

by layne2000, Sep 24, 2008 10:54AM
To: Mander1983
Wow what a story.
I have nothing but admiration for you :)
I really feel in life.. If you want something bad enough with a lot of courage and most of all determination ... it will happen.

You seem to have both  :)

You can do this Mander.... you can beat this monster and get your life back :)

by Mander1983, Sep 24, 2008 11:19AM
To: layne2000
Thank you.  Thank you so much.  Today, the future has just gotten even more brighter.  :)    Thank you so much for your support.  

by layne2000, Sep 24, 2008 02:53PM
To: Mander
Remember the old saying
Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of your life :)
Your future can be as bright as you want it to be. You just have to wan't it bad enough.
Be proud of yourself and make your famil proud. :)
Go girl lol
Report back and let us know how good your doing.

by layne2000, Sep 29, 2008 05:28PM
To: Everyone
How are you all doing? :)

by skeeter05, Nov 06, 2008 08:40PM
To: everyone
i have been smoking anywhere from two to four 80 mg oc's a day, for the past 4 or 5 months. i am trying very hard to stop using this but it is the most difficult addiction i have had to overcome. does anyone have any advice for me because smoking seems to be much more addictive than taking it orally or snorting it. withdrawls seem to begin very quickly, within 8 hrs i begin to get cold sweats and chills. i havent gone much longer than that because i dread withdrawals. any advice would be much appreciated.
thanks
-Dub

by layne2000, Nov 07, 2008 08:18PM
To: Dub
This is a really old forum, for advice I would try the new ones :)

Go to the top of this page and click on forums.
Under A click on AddictionDrug abuse and dependence: SubstanceDrug abuse AbuseAlcoholism


Good luck with your problem. I was there once for a short time.... never again

by Nicoles19, Feb 10, 2009 07:11PM
I need some help with some questions I have in regards to oxycontin.  I used to take 80-100mg twice a day but managed to get down to 20mg 3 times a day in the last couple of months.  I really want to get off of them and feel tired and crappy on them.  I was put on them 2 years ago from multiple surguries. How bad will the withdrawal symptoms be? anything that helps get through them and how long will it last?

by kim715, Feb 15, 2009 11:52PM
OMG ARE YOU TOTALLY OUT OF YOUR MIND??????????THIS IS AN ADDICTION FORUM ,PEOPLE ARE FIGHTING FOR THEIR LIVES HERE TO GET OFF OF THIS ****!!!!!!!! DO YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY!!!!!!!! WHAT I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO SAY TO YOU CAN'T EVEN BE POSTED OUT HERE IN THE OPEN.TAKE YOUR GARBAGE AND GET OUT OF HERE..YOU'RE A REAL PIECE OF WORK....IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by dominosarah, Feb 15, 2009 11:59PM
To: Sac Townhelper
Take your big peddling butt and get off this forum.  I hope you get arrested.

by dominosarah, Feb 16, 2009 12:18AM
You dont come to an addiction forum and try and sell your drugs.  Hopefully the right person will read this and you will be out of business.      

by Jacqui805, Feb 16, 2009 12:20AM
To: SacTownhelper
This is not even ABOUT getting offended you dumba$$!!!!  This is about RIGHT and WRONG!  I hope you get busted!

by dominosarah, Feb 16, 2009 12:20AM
Your right you cant take it off but the Medhelp moderators will see it so have a good night.

by kim715, Feb 16, 2009 12:21AM
I'm pretty sure MH can find out who this jerk is through their IP,lets hope they get whats coming to them.Can you say  JAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by WILL720, Mar 01, 2009 11:53AM
To: Everyone:
Here's MY problem.  Dependent on OC for severe back condition for years.  Only item that works period.  The only problem I have is when I can't get iti!!  Howcome every freaking high school kid cag go online and find it , but not me?  I live in Chicago.  How in the world can I locate what I need Best, WJ

by innocentchaos, Apr 07, 2009 12:55AM
To: anyone that needs help
I used oxycontin recreationally as a teen. It destroyed my life. I started snorting it then i went to the needle. Oxy is the satan in pill form and that is a fact ive come to know. Ive been sober off it for almost two years now and have not met ANYBODY that has kicked it cold turkey with nothing to help. Im not saying im anything special i just think that methadone or soboxen is completely uneccessary. I did my own detox thing where i popped a pill called naltrexone. As i was going through it i thought it was the worst idea ever to do that because it immediately throws the body into rapid detox and was the most painful experience of my life. I honestly felt so terrible i finally turned to god. That is what saved my life. God. The last thing i thought could work. After 5 treatment centers and many therapists telling me this prior, it made perfect sense. I can say that i am happy and i dont attend 12 step meetings or any of that. I love my life. Find god. Trust him and just let go.

by ExJunkHead, May 19, 2009 04:05AM
To: Mike
Hi Mike, I understand your dilemma all too well. Though I don't know how you're ingesting it, which does make a difference, I do know that 80mgs is enough to put you in a pretty stressful situation when it comes to detoxing.  Obviously you're not planning on going cold turkey, which is smart.. That can be VERY dangerous.  Methadone, while it doesn't produce the same intensity of euphoric feelings as oxycodone, is still very physiologically addictive.  Even if you step down, you will still probably have withdrawals.  

I suggest the drug Suboxone; you can usually find doctors in your area that prescribe it online.  The advantages are many.. It is absorbed almost immediately sublingually, and while I still experienced very minor withdrawal symptoms, it was definitely tolerable.  I don't know your situation or even if you were abusing them, but in many cases, in patient treatment (in a place where they WILL medicate you) is necessary.  I went to a 30 day treatment facility and was placed on an 8 day suboxone taper.  I tried the methadone route, cold turkey, and just trying to cut down, but I was so deep in my addiction that none of those would work.  

I know different methods of detox work for different people, and I sincerely hope you find one that's right for you.  The route I went, however, saved my life.  After overdoses, and a $300/day habit, it feels damn good to be almost six months clean!  That and a good twelve step program.  If you have any questions that you'd rather ask someone who's been there instead of a doctor, feel free to hit me up.

by queenofwean, May 19, 2009 09:19AM
this is a really old post.... orginal post december of 2007
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