Hello and Welcome.
I don't see anyway around going to detox. You need to w/d from more than one kind of drug. Benzos like ativan can be dangerous to do without medical supervision. I'm not sure why you are taking provigil....maybe to help you stay awake during the day?? The sublingual subutex is taken to w/d from opioids, but if it's taken too long you become addicted to it also. I'm amazed your dr. didn't monitor what you were taking better. Sounds like he just added drugs when he thought you needed them.
I'm so sorry about your business and your family life. Maybe if you leveled with everyone you would have a good support system. Is that possible?? Please think about this and then post again. There are good people here to help you and I will be watching for your post. I know you're in a bad place right now and I imagine you're very confused about what to do first. My heart goes out to you.
Take Care....LS
Yes please check into a rehab. I don't know anything about any of those drugs. I'm so sorry I'm of no help I just wanted to tell you that I'm praying for you and this is a great forum if you want advice or just need someone to talk to. Thinking of you, take care, Lil. :)
Can you take a little break for a few weeks to go to detox . I'm so sorry its unfortunate this doc put you on so many drugs. 3 weeks or something you need to ask for help it happens to us. Its too hard alone, and you say it affecting everything right now anyways go for it get your life back you can do it you know, just say to detox what you wrote hear. it sounds serious to me.