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Scared Me? more like sore from whoopin m-dones @ss
Extremely sore but its on the down slide for sure gimme a few hrs to become cheery self.... 144 hrs... Check!
And kickns a b1tch but I wish I had a mom that cared so at least ur hearts in right place.... GOOD JOB!
I have used Tom Petty to help me push through problems since, well, before you were born. Lol. I liked it a bunch when I realized you do that too! Plus, I have a son about your age. So I was drawn to your story from the night you showed up here.
It's also been a driving force in my life that I can do anything if that's what my kids need. I think when you showed up it made me remember that they might be grown, but they still need a momma. I needed to get up and start acting like one! The desire you had to die when you came here helped me decide to kick NOW!
It's also been a driving force in my life that I can do anything if that's what my kids need. I think when you showed up it made me remember that they might be grown, but they still need a momma. I needed to get up and start acting like one! The desire you had to die when you came here helped me decide to kick NOW!
All I can really say right now 197 hours.... If u want it u can do it.... Plain n simple... Gotta WANT it....
Shoot I write even when nobody writes back hee hee... Hope it does something.... Helps me alot
VENT! I do all the time this is all I got so I'm thinking something I write it... N I'm glad its helped make others stronger too including u! TOM PETTY FOREVER!
Keep doing it girl... U should see the stories I been telling myself past 8 days...
It all makes sense to me. I know that the hurt and anger would be the emotions I would have been suppressing while I helped him die gracefully. I have to admit though, allowing these emotions to surface now if terrifying. I felt confident I could handle taking care of myself and allowing my body to heal. It's the emotions I'm terrified of.
Either way though, it has to be done. If I was strong enough to move in and watch the cancer kill him, I'm strong enough to get through this too. (That's me giving my mind a speech. Lol)
Either way though, it has to be done. If I was strong enough to move in and watch the cancer kill him, I'm strong enough to get through this too. (That's me giving my mind a speech. Lol)
Thanks guys I just forced out 20 an slides n push ups thanks to hearing from ya n ur kind words.... But other then those endorphins its like u said baths only comfy time.... N mojo I'm sorry its u comin back.... :-) believe me I get it typing this is tiring
Jump in a hot tub or bath! Relax a bit! Your doing amazing! Way way way more than I could ever do! Shoot I would think about walking to the bathroom and get worn out! LOL Your attitude and drive is for the books!
Believe it or not, I'm with you on this as well! I'm completely exhausted today. This week I've been mean and cried a ton! Anger and tears are pouring out of me. And I'm so tired! More than I have been the whole time! I'm thinking of it as that "First Flash of Freedom" (Tom Petty song). But I'm also amazed at how much clearer I'm thinking!!
Worked out lil this morning... The real rough first weeks over now getting back to me cuz I'm all endorphined out.... My body's just like don't move.... Lol gosh man.... This is like most drained I been but I don't wanna be... Think body's done....wore it out
I've done this with nothin but this site mother makes it harder but still I KNOW what I'm capable of so SCREW HER... If I help u I'm here bro don't go back I'm not well I was under maintenance on it from shattering heels crack in ankles n fracturing knee and they cut me off when I wanted to start dropping not part of program I was in lol but I didn't realize what it had made me, best thing that ever happened to me..... I'm so excited about going out n checkin out some ladies n lookin n feeling best I ever felt and I'm sorry guys but, TAKIN MY FCKN LIFE BACK CUZ I WANT IT AND SO DO ALL OF US ON THIS SITE.... ITS MY LIFE...Bon Jovi
Thanks so good to hear from ya digger.... Knowin my pains can help somebody if I just speak what I'm thinking n going thru to get thru it and tell them what I'm doing to make it better n remain positive.... That's KEWL with me.....
DAY 8, So very proud of you bro, you truly have started to shine! The beast that is sleep is a killer my friend, no real answer for it apart from chill and don't stress it, the more the time passes the closer you are to meeting yourself on the other side! Well done pushing yourself, this is going to help so much in your recovery my friend. If you say you are hungry try just eating fruit for now, just a little as it will help. The toilet situation will be there regardless, try a little Imodium to help with that, if you can get some!
But above all I just want to congratulate you on grabbing back your life in style, your truly rocking this my friend!!!
But above all I just want to congratulate you on grabbing back your life in style, your truly rocking this my friend!!!
Hey, I just wanted to say thank you agian . I know mine wasnt any where near yours but ive gone through this many times and my selfworth becuase of the drugs is shot . Wanted to get off for awhile but every time fell back to em (was just easier) but I keep listening to you and music and I know I can kick em and make my life better this time.
Ne1 ever having problems sleep in I'll prob be awake n I'll post ya back just write me he time ur never alone...
Well lil diff drug but the m super happy for ya bud waiting for sun for my workout.... I'm so tan cuz this past 6 days I'm like freezing at night lol... Im stoked for ya bro yup got muscle milk emergency c and vits in now sun needs to warm it up out there so I can keep pushin
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