Severe Depression resulting from occasional adderall(adderrall) usage

[Punk-A-Rella]

I'm 21 and have been on some sort of ADHD medicine since I was 10, I stopped taking them at age 16. Since I've turned 18 I asked my doctor to put me back on them. I've been doing my perscription of 30 30mg adderall (adderrall) in 3 days. The thing is I never look for the stuff on the street after my RX is gone, I deal. But I have had a problem for the last 2 or 3 years. I'm am an artist, and I use the adderall (adderrall) to go on drawing binges. But after I'm out of adderall (adderrall) I don't feel like drawing the rest of the month. My problem is before i started doing adderall (adderrall) again i was drawing all the time undrugged, now I can't seem to muster the strenght of will to even attempt to hold a pencil. Any advice would be appreciated.

[Punk-A-Rella]

I did some numbers in my head and asked a few questions in the mean time. As it happens to be My mom has told me the time in which it takes to for me to use my persription is about 1 week. Soo. If I was to stop doing Adderall (adderrall) once and for good, would my depression subside?

[AAKA]

My sister has the same problem.  Try to find someone to help regulate your meds if not daily how about weekly?  I kept my sisters pills and she just stopped by daily (we live a block away) for her meds.  If that doesn't work maybe you can get a weeks supply at a time and leave the others with someone who won't give them to you no matter what.