Shootin to good for help

[Slawkawski]

i wanna be clean i tried before 3 or 4 days always end up back in the same plac i came to shooting oxys now what i actually have somebody in my life now that is worth quitting for and i still havent why? i get the eviction notice in the mail what now? i just want to make something of my self live my life and do right. i went four months one time but how come i caqnt stay strong anymore help

[forumryder]

i am on day 10 going ct off oxys.   ive been there so many times.  i ahve an amazing girlfriend like the best ever and i couldnt quit for her.  i lied to her i betrayed her everything.  i kept doing it.  she helpt me quit a couple times but it only worked once.  i quit for like 4 months and then went back to the oxys.  i know its so hard to do it for you becasue all you think about is the people around you.  but then you really cant quit.  but **** im on day 10 and it feels good.  iahve like a whole new outlook on life.  im still early in my recovery but just the feeling i can do anything .  i can go anwywhere and not worry about those pills.  ican play sports again do everything i love doing instead of wasting it away on oxys.  you can do it.  if i can i know youi can.  it has to happen sometime. cant go your whole life on oxys.  

[kim715]

I know you've read it or been told it before,but you know you have to do this for you, right?Addiction is a selfish disease but I believe that recovery,especially in the very beginning,MUST be a selfish process.It has to be about you and wanting your life to be better.If you make you better,then you make the way you impact the lives of all those around you, who love you,better.Congratulations on having your first day under your belt.Keep posting and start getting some after care in place.The physical part is hard but the mental part is the real battle.All the best...Kim

[Slawkawski]

i thank you all for your support im making the first step and have my first day underneath my belt i will further keep you posted

[carrieoffcocainenow]

You can do it.  Don't give up!  Even though oxy's are not my drug of choice, i ask myself the same question. "why can't i quit" I have so many reasons to get clean and stay cean but i can't, why. We need to stay strong and if we fall, we need to pick ourselves up and try again. Best of  luck to you!

[scaredmom330]

you can do this, you have taken the first step by posting here. read the thomas recipe and amino acid protocol. pick a quit date and stick to it. read other threads and post on here. we are here to support you!

[lilolme29]

you can do this. its hard and it *****, and thats the truth....


but it is and will be so worth it on the other side!!! we are a team here and we can be your support ::D