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1)bup is addictive. the search for a chemical that can eliminate the pain of opiate addiction or it's w/d is like the alchemist from the dark ages puttering about for the "philosopher's" stone. (a magick rock that changes all metal into gold.) or a least so far. if a drug can significantly relieve w/d from opiates...it is an opiate, therefore addictive.
2) about bup...it has no euphoria. it offers only relief from w/d. i have some friends who claim it relieves pain, but i never found that to be the case.
3) with all due respect...after 6 months, why are you still on bup? many people "like the idea of being addicted to dope"....but why one that does not offer a high? it is in your best intrest to start a very slow taper and get the hell off this bup ****. for what ever it's worth....bup is just the same "old time junk" that some pusher (the pharmaceutical industry) has dressed up in "nice clothes!"
4) if you are going to use bup....keep in mind less is better,
both in amount, and length of time used. bup is a good detox tool,
just remeber, don't "cuddle up" with this **** for any significant
length of time!
as always...keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
Your story and experience with Buprenex and then Suboxone is strikingly similar to one of our longtime posters here who was known as "Groovy"-- If you two could get together and compare your stories, you'd be amazed at how very much alike you two are. It's almost like you two are the same person!
Anyhow, If anyone has anything relevant to add to the thread, please do. I'd like to weigh the positives vs. the negatives in order to make a decision whether to begin treatment with this drug.
Thanks-
JesseSarpy
May I ask? How did you come up with that name. Just curious.
Its not the typical name you can attribute to something related to addiction.
Seeing as how you have been on Bup for 3 years I would figure you would have a story for that handle, or at least I would hope.
So you were on "vividon" and "perecet" before the bup and they were your drugs of choice. Must of been a while since you have taken them, huh.
So how have you been able to be on bup for so long? It is surprising since it is something that is well regulated and relatively hard to get. Are you located in a state that it is easier to get Rxed? Especially with a continuous supply.
I know a lot of people here who have had to jump through hoops just to get it for detox. So for a three year stint, you must have some good connections or docs on the in with the dea.
Any more info you can give would sure help out a lot of people on this forum that have been literally begging to get Rx bup.
Regards,
Chezz
Since you have been on it so long I would assume you would have a plethra of knowledge regarding it.
If you would rather email me with info, I would appreciate it.
My email address is ***@**** if you don't already have it. I have been posting here for quite some time.
Thanks,
Chezz
Thomas
Now I remember why I haven't posted here in a long time.....
Give me a Freakin' break!
JesseSarpy
I take no meds but have to admit my back and legs are killing me.
I can't sleep worth a ****. I can work out ok pain does not get much worse it just really bothers me at night. I was really hoping I would have built back up a tolerance to some degree to this old pain but so far nothing, I stopped all meds well over a month ago, could I still be in some kind of WD?
Oh and everyone pain doc gave me this **** called Topamax for chronic pain DONT TAKE IT, I did for a little over a week lost 18lbs puked every ******* day. friggin doc told me it wasn't the med until I looked it up on the Net it didn't help with pain and has really bad side effects I swear to God they must get kick backs from the drug companies.
I think she is getting pissed we can spot her from a mile away.
Chezz
Thomas
i don't want to sound pushy or nosy, but why have you stayed on bup the length of time you claim too? isn't it quite expensive? has your
md that Rx's bup not been concerned? i'm sorry, i just find it hard to understand being addicted to an opiate that doesn't give you the feeling of God's Own Medicine. I'm not down on maintainence, i just
can't understand why someone would want to do it with bup.
keep an angel on your shoulder
kip
In your case the brubronexmake you feel good about youself and keeps the obsessive compulsive past of you from coming around.
i believe that one must indulge in the faith that .... it's reaaly all kool. What we all need is holistic medicine ....treat the entire person. I am finding out about the shiatzu massage. Just one holistic approach could be very educational as well as helping me to get in touch with my self in a vrey important way.
Maintainence implies certain limitations ... but I think the opposite is true. I want to be free of drugs, but I also want to be free of pain. The answer is somewhere in the middle. What meditation or workout could make a difference in the way I relate to drugs? .... theGolden1
How do you, personally, define "maintenance"?
I have had a blast reading the past few threads. It seems that after all the fighting and everyone taking sides, we all have come back to posting again. I am impresseed but can't you guys stop saying'groovygirl'. You know how it makes my skin crawl.LOL
Peace............bmac
Well come to think of it Mariposa had alot more to say than this message borad troll does. MrM just keep posting through BS's BS.
You back with us or what? Nice to see you posting.
Shoot me an email if you get a chance, it would be nice to catch up.
Chezz
Love ya'll!
Suzie
***@****
Thomas
i know i need one when i 1st got clean
back in 85. i had to relearn how to think, how to live
amongst a few things that need attention.
i still go to na every week and lone na meetings.
peace!!!!!!!!!hippy
there is nothing like haveing truely heartfull honest conversation.
na. meetings are a 12 step fellowship.
it has been arounr since 1951. . it started in vannuys cal.
it was started for all the addicts who were not fitting into
aa.
i live in phila pa. and the meeting started here on the east coast right outside of philly in 1973.
i started going to meetings in 1976 at the age of 16, at the time there were only 7 meetings in the phila area.
so most of us went to aa and na. around 1985 na started to grow up and stand on it own without the addicts having to go to aa too. in 185 there were 50 mmetings, by 1990 there were 2000
meetings.
and na had its own book, the basic text by 1982, in our like 7 chapters on subjects on living just for today , recovery and
relaps. and a lot of stories of different addicts experence.
most meeting are either 1 hour or an hour and half long.
a person starts the meeting by sharing there story or about a certian principal or step. then the people at the meeting share about 10 min . each. the meetings have changed in this area
over the years, in the begining years people got up there and told a war story and then the group would dump all there pro blems of thier day and how there day went.
a lot of this style of sharing , the war story from the speaker was from the example of aa, and the dumping from the floor by the rest of the group was directly related to the the new and popular group therepy that was prevelant tin the 1970's into the early 80's.
things have changed around here .most speakes share recovery
in thier story and try not to talk to much about all the drugs they did.they focus more how they are getting better, and what is helping them , like belonging to a home group, having a sponser in na who helps them to work the steps.
the meeting are more gear for being positive and attractive to the new person who walks through the door for the 1st time.
and the group trys not to dump all there problems , anymore , but trys to talk about positive things that happening in there
lives, as this is much moe attractive then a bunck of clean addicts, talking about how life is so difficult.
the best thing in meetings is the truth, that is what i look for.
and talk about.when ever we focus on any particular drugs we did it tends to seperate us , and we need to stick together and talk about what we have in comman. unity is a big topic and setting aside our differences, like age, race , religion,
what drugs we did, wether we are rich or poor , educated or
not so educated, seperaton is part of the problem.
na beleives addiction is a disease for lack of a better term.
there are good meeting with mature people getting better and there are metting where people are not as commited and it show sup in the presintation of the groups meetings
I'm not sure which posts have made you doubt your doctors proposed treatment??? Treatment with Bup for what(how much)?
As far as talking negatively, and making people believe that there is no way out; i have to strongly disagree!!!
There are always "issues", cause lets face it, the emotions are running pretty high here......and a lot at stake; HOWEVER, if you read through most threads, you will find an awful lot of support and hope and optimism.
Most people I've come across here in the last 9 months have been filled with compassion and are incredibly caring, especially for complete strangers.
Please elaborate...
percs(no more)
sorry
I understand how you feel right now. There is a significant emotional component to Vicodin withdrawal, and it usualy hits about where you are now. I hope you get the bup soon. It will without a doubt help you and quickly, too. Tell me, did your doctor mention Suboxone to you?
Thomas
Emotions go wild before, during and after detox!!
I'm just glad you found us, and that you are at 55 hours. Keep on making it friend!!!
Just take it one minute at a time if you have to. Write down your feelings, etc. It might not feel like it, but you are already making progress. IT WILL GET BETTER, IT WILL GET BETTER(soon)
Did you start the Bup??
Just know, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!! We absolutely know what your going through.............and are certainly here for you!!!!!
I detoxed off 20 + percs/day(for several years) last August, so ask me(or anyone) about any of your concerns.
percs
Thanks so much, Kind regards, James.
I am very concerned about addiction because a pain Dr. before Dr, Jones had me on fentenal patches (I know I spelled that wrong) and the withdrawal was horrible. I thought I would die. This was before a long fight with our insurance to allow me to see Dr. Jones and take buprenex. I chose to stop using the patches against my dr's wishes. He said the patches were enhancing my quality of life! Somehow, I just couldn't see how being addicted to a narcotic pain med was enhancing my life. So I finally found a Dr. who would detox me (after trying it on my own with no meds at all and the thinking I would die part) basically using a combination of pills following a protocol Dr. Jones had written as an alternative to buprenex. Our ins. approved of her and the pill protocol so I could afford to do this. Finally, months later I received my ins. approval for Dr. Jones & buprenex.
My prescription for Buprenex allows for 8 mls per day in 1 ml shots as needed. Some days I'll use all 8 somedays maybe 3 and then if my pain settles down I may go for several weeks without taking any shots. I do not take anyother type of pain meds except over the counter stuff like aleve, etc.
This has worked so well for me, but now the cost of about a 15 min visit with the doctor has gone up to $150.00 and I must see him each month in order to get another month's supply of buprenex. I simply can't afford this and he does not accept any kind of insurance.
Since I don't use the buprenex on a daily basis I have quite a bit in reserve so you would think I should not have a problem, but I also have military insurance and they get weird if ANYTHING changes, like skipping a month.
Anyway, I'm sure you all don't care about my money problems! My point is that I have been using Buprenex as described for 3 plus years and have had no issues with addiction or withdrawal. This seems so different from everyone else's experiences that I don't know what to think.
I'm trying to completely quit using the buprenex because of the cost, but my pain is terrible without it as a backup. As I said before, I would go for weeks without taking it, but when I had a flare-up I would use the shots and this kept the pain under control. Now the pain seems to have gotten a strong hold and has taken over my life. I'm not someone who is very dramatic or whatever but the plain truth is I am barely functioning. I really need help somehow and don't know where to turn. I use guided imagery, meditation, etc. but really, that only goes so far.
I'm so sorry to run on. I was just going to make a short comment... and I seem to have written a book.
Hollycakes
Oct. 07. and people wont see this as much. Click on the blue "Black to Forum" located at the top or bottom. Click the green "Post a Question" to start a new post and move your comments, questions there so people can better respond. You question has been the hot subject as of late so you should receive the info your looking for.
Opinion: it can be a terrific TOOL for certain people. Beyond that, it depends on so many factors - so there is much debate and discussion - I would suggest reading the info here on the Health Pages, plus do lots of reading from other sources. Everyone has an opinion on this. Even the various docs.
I think knowing your objective/goal is significant as well. Your pain issue can complicate things even more - perhaps working with a bonafide pain specialist (better yet, one who is ASAM - asam.org) might get this worked out for you.
Good luck to you.