Suboxone 1 st night 100+ day 4 years

[Perculator]

Today I took my last perc at 9 am this morn.  Then went to good doc :weel see" took half of 8 mg to start after but wondering if it was going to take me the wrong way and have bad wds.  Thank THE LORD it is working.  My mindset is IM ******* DONE I honestly already feel and thinking diff.  beleive me Im not new to this dope.  Grew up in Cleveland Oh **** is cheap there and 20 dealers, lot WERE friends of mine and I always had my hands on all and everything I wanted and free.  I had to move to charlotte nc was the best thing I ever did.  I am only taking less then 14 mgs a day.  I am going to make Suboxone work and will be of and  yes PLEASE EVERYONE ALWAYS ASK MY HOW MANY WEEKS ARE YOU TAKING IT AND HOW MANY MGS.  This is my only chance and to anyone who's wants to talk **** WHATEVER Suboxone can work if you want it to.  Me is mental tried way 2 many times be myself. Ya right or you were not a addict.
THE WORST I HAVE BEEN ON ZANAX FOR YEARS 3 2MGS A DAY
I CAN TAKE ONE.
WHAT TO DO DONT WANT TO HAVE A SEIZURE.  DOC GAVE ME CLADADIN
HAVE TO SHOW PROOF I REALLY HAVE.  HAVE 50 2MGS BAR RIGHT NOW
TELLING MYSELF I WONT TAKE ONE.  I REALLY AM GOING TO TRY, WORST CASE I WILL TAKE .25MGS OF ZANAX.      SOME FEEDBACK

[theeagle]

Feedback --  Use the zanax for a medical reason and dont feel badly about it ...But recognize that this drug is dangerous and fatal if mixed with narcotics - respiratory depression and arrest will occur.  I was in an induced coma for 18 hours with a ventilator breathing for me. This stuff is no joke. ..  Be careful with the sub - its also a powerful narcotic (much more so than morphine) and can turn into some folks drug of choice when they went to it for help. And do some solid research on your Doc if they tell you that you will have "No withdrawals" - -  the Docs even call it the "suboxone spanking" in reference to the more minimal withdraws that you will face at some point in time if you pursue this course of therapy.  Sub is a tool and nothing else. Its a strong opoid that has both agonist/antagonist qualities. And the withdrawals will be waiting for you patiently if you cannot follow the sub program...... This will take some personal strength and lots of inner strength.......If you are not religious you might want to start looking at that higher power aspect......Pray to anyone or thing that you care to - - its not about learning a denomination or converting or anything......its a strong and decent form of self meditation.....  And that never hurt anyone....Keep posting and asking and venting - -

[bmdad]

I can't really comment on the sub as I have never taken it myself. I just wanted to wish you the best of luck and know that you can beat addiction.
Exercise helps so much even if it's just a short walk or jog around the block at first. I would start asap so you can get a jump start on it for when you come off the sub. How long do you plan on staying on the sub? Some do a quick 1 to 2 week stint of it while others use it for years. From what I have read from others, you should try and use it in the shortest amount of time as possible. It is your choice so do what you have to do to get off of your doc. Just hang in there my friend and congrats on wanting sobriety!
Brian