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9311644 tn?1403181860

Suboxone no more no more i can do it!!!

I was  on Suboxon  for  2  years and  Finally on Friday  I say  no more!!!!! I am doing  cold  Turkey  from 16 mg. Sunday  was  my first day  I stared filing  bad  and  Today I  just  want to  shot myself.The  worst part is  I have to work and  have  2 kids ..I need to do it  for  them and I need all your  support to make it!!I ordered some Kratom and  looks like  is helping  me  but  not  so much and I do not want  to be depend  on it.
Any other ideas ?
thank you  so much guys  and  just want  to say  I am no American  so some  times my Writhing my be no good:):)
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4810126 tn?1503942735
You won't be 'you' again. You'll be different: wiser & stronger! You'll be able to get in that car & go anywhere but this time you'll be aware of the blessing of it all. Going through this tends to make us more circumspect & grateful for the things that we tended not to think about or took for granted when we were clean. When you feel cr*p just remember the life of possibility that you're opening up for yourself & your loved ones.

(Btw, I love Key West!);))
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9311644 tn?1403181860
Hi  everyone  
just little  update !!
I am clean and  life  is  beautiful!!!!!
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9311644 tn?1403181860
Hey all
Now i am getting off from Kratom :) day 3 not to bad but no fun also :) peace to all love u all!!
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9311644 tn?1403181860
hey everyone  I am BACK!!! :)  sorry  for  not getting any updates but  my life  is  little  crazy:):)
I am  good  no  Suboxone for me !! How  long  ??I stopped counting !!!:):)
I had  some problem with the Kratom  but it is  nothing like  WD  from Suboxone .
It takes  about  3-4 days for Kratom to be  done with it completely and I will say to all again  KRATOM  is  miracle for WDs  from Suboxon!!!!
It safe my life!!!after CT  from 16mg it  was Kratom to help me survive.
I think  it is like  2-3  months now  after my last orange  film  and  I am still not 100% but now  is all in my head.:)  U know hey  I am an addict:):)
Peace to all!!!! I hope  everyone is good I will have to  read  al  the  posts:)!!!
   :):)
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9311644 tn?1403181860
Bad Night !!! No sleep at all!!! Don't know why? My arms ,my hands, legs are connected to 460 volt outlet!!!
I hope it was just last night. Now I feel ok just no energy I need to go sleep!! It will be long day :)
I think it is day # 34 for me and I think I am like 80-90% normal just last night !! Don't know what happened!!
Maybe it was Kratom calling me :):)
Maybe Suboxone wanted just remind me!! hey I am still here remember me :)
I am feeling ok now just tired because no sleep.
Hey I just will make my day a Music Day!!! Just good music all day long :):)
thanks God my job let me do it.
Peace
Ryszrad
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hey there! im preparing to get off 90mg methadone sup to go on suboxone but I found through my counselor stuff called elimidrol, check it out online! I'm hoping that I can get to 20/30 mgs of the mdone and jumping off there. I hope that helps u my email is ***@****, I'd love to hear if u try it and if it helps? the counselors at the clinic here in jax fl. swear by it!!! take care praying for u!!!!
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hey there! im preparing to get off 90mg methadone sup to go on suboxone but I found through my counselor stuff called elimidrol, check it out online! I'm hoping that I can get to 20/30 mgs of the mdone and jumping off there. I hope that helps u my email is ***@****, I'd love to hear if u try it and if it helps? the counselors at the clinic here in jax fl. swear by it!!! take care praying for u!!!!
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7689249 tn?1408018598
hey ricco i was just thinking about you i said to myself i wonder how riccos doing and i was going to send you a message and i scrolled down and there was your post  yaaaay I'm so happy for you ricco you are such an inspiration to many keep up the most awesome work guy!!!
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9311644 tn?1403181860
Hi Guys  I am so sorry  I was  so quiet for  10  days little  vacation with the  FAMILIA!!
Door  County in WI!!
so far I am feeling  very  good  not perfect but  good. Finally I stopped  the  Kratom  and  I can tell  Kratom WDS VS Suboxone WDS  is like  1 to 50 .
So I think Kratom should  be  use for  Suboxone  WDs u just need  to know  how to use it  and  for how  long. I  started to like  it  :):) but hey  I want to be  drug  free  and no more  any  ****!!!
I feel  happy  and  free  now  !!!
thank you  all  and  will be in touch .
Ryszard
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480448 tn?1426948538
Way to go...keep up the awesome work buddy!!!!
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I also jumped from 16 mgs 2 months ago. I know what u went thru
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7689249 tn?1408018598
thanks ricco have a great holiday with your family!!! you deserve it man
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9311644 tn?1403181860
I know u will do just fine !!Don't  be  scared!!  Over  all  it  won't kill us!!!
It is not  easy  but try to keep yourself  busy  as much as u  can!!
It is  Day  # 21  or  22  for me  hehe  I stopped counting :):)
I still have ups  and  downs but over  all is not to bad!!
Just  made  a  plans  for 4th with my Family!!! Door  county  in WI!!!
the worst  part  is  the  energy and  crazy  legs  feeling  but every day is getting better.
So  stay strong be happy  and  don't  think  about  the WDs  it  no fun  but look  forward and  think  about  life  with  out  Sub!!!
Peace
Ryszrad
  
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7689249 tn?1408018598
ricco you are my hero you are a fighter man good job you are SO motivating i am tapering down on subs I'm at 1mg and am afraid to jump you are doing so awesome I'm so very happy for you ricco
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9311644 tn?1403181860
Hello everyone! !!
I am doing goooooood!! Little ups and downs but most of it are ups:)
Still looking for the magic elixir for more energy but hey it is what it is :):)
Crazy legs feeling are gone My head stay clear most of the time and looks like life is good again.Day #19 I never was thinking ji will get this far!!! I did it because of you guys.Your help is very important! !
Peace to all!!!!
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480448 tn?1426948538
You've just done amazing.  Your attitude has SO much to do with that!  Awesome job!  And how cool was the big tip!!!  I'm sure the waitress was super excited!  I've found that random acts of kindness really make me feel good....I'm sure you would agree!

Maybe start saving your money to treat yourself to something awesome....what a milestone that would be, and how significant, to see all of the money you would have thrown away on drugs.,....only to save it, and do something really great for yourself.  You deserve it!  That will also be something awesome to look forward to!

Keep plugging along, it only gets better and better from here, minus an occasional bad day.  You got this...of that I have NO doubt.  
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9311644 tn?1403181860

Thank u thank u !!! I am far from be 100% but now feel I can easy deal with it. The last 2 weeks was hard very hard but I did already change more then with in 4 years on vics and sub
I started run, fishing, biking and I even washed my Dog by my self:):) no more petco:)
I feel ever day stronger and I know now it won't be turning back!!!!!
Peace
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9311644 tn?1403181860
OOOPPPS  sorry  it will be  probably Belgium!! So now we have  a big  chance  for 1/4 finals!!!!
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9311644 tn?1403181860
:):)  And  now!!!! USA !!!USA!!!
second  round!!!!
It won't  be easy vs France but  this is why I LOVE FUTBOL!!!!!
feeling ok  looks like  the  crazy  feeling for my  legs get  back  but  hey I WILL  WIN IT!!!!
Peace  and thank you
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4522800 tn?1470325834
Hi Guy!! Looking Good, Looking Good!  YOU will be just fine in Time. Looks like you are bouncing back quick! Keep on stepping up those steps and do not fall down..Och!
Bless
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9311644 tn?1403181860
:):) thank you!!
Luckily I have  no problem  with  drinking anymore:):) and  I am not planning  to replace   sub  with it:):) Alcohol  ones  almost break my marriage so I do not want  to go there  again. I can have  a beer  or 2  now  and  stop so I think it is good  sing:)
Thank you Annie and  you also have  a  wonderful Day!!!
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4810126 tn?1503942735
Morning!!

OMGoodness! Is it two weeks?? Kudos to you on your 14 days, your determination & fabulous attitude. You are rocking it!

Congrats also on the Bass! ;) Getting out into nature is a wonderful way of regrouping & actually 'gathering' energy (otherwise known as 'earthing'). I love that you're doing all this around Family. You sound pretty grounded.

The only thing I'd caution you on [& I have no idea how you are in terms of this] is about drinking or taking other drugs 'recreationally'/socially or in celebration. We tend to think of one drug as our problem but the fact of the matter is that for many of us the psychological habit of reaching for something continues long after the physical detox is over. I thought I'd mention this as the 4th & other holidays are sometimes a trigger for us. ;)

Congrats again on your Big 14 days!

Wishing you an Excellent day, Ryszard!

Annie
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9311644 tn?1403181860
Good  Morning!!
Today  is  my day # 14  !!  2 WEEKS!!!
I  feel ok  steel  far from  perfect  but  it is  not  something  I can not  deal with it!!Yesterday  I went Fishing!! First time in 3 years!!  and  nice large  M Bass 18in!!
Looks  like  little  by little  my  life  is on the  good  track!!!
Already  making  a plans  for 4th!!! I just want  to take  my  Family for nice  fireworks and then go  to some  isolated place   ,Nice  campground .
Looking  for some  more Energy  but  now  looks like  every day  I feel  stronger.
Thank you  to All of you  again and  again!!!
Peace
Ryszard  Riicco :)
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9311644 tn?1403181860
:):)  thank you :):)
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4810126 tn?1503942735
Riico ;)

Ha! Here's the magic recipe for 'cheating the Universe' & getting instant Energy after detox:

2 Tbsps. of Pau D'Arco Bark
7 Grams of Raw Amino Acids
Eye of Newt
a handful (or so) of Sea Moss

............&.........Are you ready for the secret ingredient?? TIME, time, time ;)))

You're doing great, my friend. A dry pillow? I didn't have one of those for the first three months! :)

I'll comment on your link on my status as I think it's more appropriate to do it there ;)) Have a great day!!
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