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"so now u r not cutting me back...u r feeding me PRIME A stuff."..couse i am happy... I am so happy...please dont take my aftercare narc away/my legal narc...it feeds me...my dopamine, seratonin and noepinephrine are fed and happy...take them away and the depression will hit and take me for a downward tailspin.. the longer u feed me the slower u better take that PRIME A narcotic away from me...my brain just loves this stuff over those hydros u took...wow....why did u ever take hydros...i love this stuff!
I've never tried sub, but I tend to trust older drugs like methadone over the newer ones that are "all the rage", like suboxone. Who knows what info will turn up about sub in few years time? That said, I wouldn't recomend methadone for anyone except a hardcore addict who has exhausted every other option.
Fretboard and mr.lucky, I hear ya on seeing those young kids in the clinic. I bothers me too- seems they're just getting younger and younger. I don't think they realise what they're getting into- most of them are not junkies, they've gotta mild pill habit that feels huge cuz they've never used opiates before. They could've kicked at home in 3-4 days and been done with it- but someone told them,"Get on methadone- you'll be jammed- it's great!" So they did.... It's sad to watch them spending their youth, when they should be filled with energy and vitality, on such a heavy duty drug that "takes the edge off" in such a powerful way. And yeah, I think that many end up shooting dope with the people they met at the clinic- people who are hardcore and never would have found their way into these kid's lives otherwise.
Sorry for rambling, but you hit on a subject that I've hought about a lot. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to open my big mouth about it ;) .
-Dee
My husband is trying to do a slow taper off the methadone and has gone from a high of 135 mgs to about 75 mgs per day over the last several months. As he comes down in dosage he'll have to take it slower. He already feels a little more clear headed at this lower dosage.
Honestly, after all this time (over 12 years), I don't know if he'll ever be able to get completely off the methadone. I hope he can. I'm sure he never would have started at the methadone clinic if he knew that he'd be trading one addiction for another one that's almost impossible to kick! He didn't want to even try tapering while he was on the interferon/ribavirin. That would have been too much for him. Now that he's SVR and feeling better he's ready to try.
It's a shame that they won't let you into the trial because of the methadone. On the bright side, if you have little damage to your liver you have time to wait for the new drugs and hopefully the treatment will be for a much shorter duration than it is now. I've seen some of your posts on the other forum so I know you know a lot about your options as far as the Hep C is concerned.
I don't think those doctors know what they're really asking when they ask someone to get off methadone like it's just something you can decide to do on a whim. It's the rare doctor that understands a methadone patient. It's even hard for my husband to admit he's on methadone when he gets a new doctor because of the stigma.
I wish that woulld change, but I don't see it happening any time soon. My husband is always worried in the back of his mind that they're going to ban methadone someday. I can't believe that they would do anything that cruel and inhumane. Nevertheless it scares him.
And yes, there's always the worry that something will happen to his doctor or his doctor will be afraid to prescribe the methadone because of pressure from the DEA. What if something happened and he ended up in jail? There are all kinds of dire scenarios that go through your mind.
Anyway, I'm glad you saw my post. it was nice to hear from you.
I'm fat & gross. I hate what methadone has done to me.... I'm better off on heroin. I'm getting off this evil drug. I'm even on high doses of phentramine (phentermine) and i never eat ad yet i still cotinue to gain.....Also i think i have HEP C. I'm getting checked for that and thyroid tomorrow.... I just can't live like this...
anyone have any advice?
lil