TO ALL-MAJOR ANXIETY

checking in for the night, today has been an extremely busy day. i stayed up last night till my eyes burned (2am) hoping it would help me sleep in-WRONG. i was up at 7am, did my morning routine, read last nights posts
then headed for the stores...most of you know my "girls" will be here Thursday. i have so much to do, went and got new bedding, cleaned, grocery shopped, etc...
I think it must be ANXIETY... happiness of course, but i never thought this day would ever come and now it's what? 5 days away??? and i want everything to be PERFECT... i'm getting overtired, my mind just wont stop!!! and for the 1st time in weeks its not thinking about pills :) its in constant thought of my girls coming, stressing about: warm clothes, what will we do, where will my B/F sleep (cause the girls are in bed with me) so we have endless hours of SNUGGLE time.
i know i'm babbeling on and on, sorry :(
i just need to get this off my chest and you all here are my support, listeners, advisors and help keep me strong.

so thanks for letting me get it all out, hope for a good night sleep 2nite, i'm exhausted from running around all day.

i'll be on for awhile still, i'm far from ready to go to bed. so post me back if you;ld like...I'll be here, LOL

luv ya all,
tink

[Marce4]

What joy you must feel!! Anxiety....of course but your babies will be in your arms in 4 days!!!!! Please focus on the positive of that...We are all soo excited for you!  

You are gonna have a great time and make memories with them! ENJOY THIS...You deserve it!!!!
Peace,
Marcie

[sawthelight]

12 hours off of V's 36 more to go til I see the doctor its just beginning to be bad....I posted before but cannot get it to appear, hopefully this time it works...anyway, can I take Tyl  PM? Does anybody know if it interferes with the urine test? I am starting SUB on Monday.  HELP!

[Mariyah2]

I am so excited for you!!! I will think of you Thursday and can just imagine the joy in your heart to see your babies. You are doing so great and are an inspiration to me. I just wanted to send you warmest wishes and have a wonderful time with your kids. :0)

Always,
Mariyah