TaFaye, Mj

Hi Hun,

Hey didn't your hubby just start on this not long ago?

If so, could you tell me how he is doing now?

Thanks so much, for being here..I know you have went through alot with your hubby lately. I would really like to know how he is now?

xoxo
Hopeless

Mj - Hey my sweet Mj, Thanks for being here, this was a really hard thing for me to do. I am glad i did it though, i know i need the help. Getting through this week is going to be scary...I am just wondering if i am going to start suffering all those nasty w/d's again like before. Wonder if it is going to be the same or better this time around. Oh my - i am not looking forward to this again...

I am going to call a few more dr's though just to see if i can get help sooner, and if i can find one that costs a little less.

I will keep you informed, with whatever i find out!

Luv you
Hopeless

[hopeless]

Yes i am STOPPING today...I am totally out now. I knew this would happen when i started again, but stupid me did it anyway.

I am just wondering if i am going to have those nasty w/d's all over again like i did before.  

God, i hope not - i am hoping they will be a little less this time around. Guess i am going to find out very soon.

Mj - you have been here for me since day 1...I know i can come to you and you will be there for me...Thank you so much, cause i know this is going to be a tough week (again) for me...

I will keep ya posted, and let ya know how and whats going on..'

Luvs ya girl
xoxo
Hopeless

[marcatj]

you got it sweet pea.

and let me know if you want me to email you my ph #... in case you just need to talk.  ok?

lotsa luv...
mj

[hopeless]

Mj - I would love to be able to talk to you. That would mean alot to me.
If you want to that would be great, then when i really just need to vent or cry i will pick up the phone - you can put up with me, (poor thing) No - j/k...I am a good person, just need some help right now is all.

No seriously - that might be good for me...

You are the sweetiest thing...

luv you girl
Hopeless

[TaFaye]

Hey! I sure am glad for you girl! Yes, Kevin started of this thursday of last week. He is a new man I really couldn't have imagined how well this works. He is sleeping, eating and our relationship is so much better because now he doesn't have anything to hide. He goes back to the Dr. today for a drug test and check up. I can't even begin to tell you how much better he is! You are a good person and you deserve to feel better. I'm telling you he is like a new pweson. Good luck and hang in there. If you need me I'm here!

Love yq,
TaFaye

[marcatj]

Honey, I can only imagine how hard that must of been.. feel proud of yourself sweetheart - it is a HUGE step!  You did it!!  And that is SO great!!!!!  And I WILL be here.. I promise you that.

Are you stopping today? If so, would it be better to taper?  I don't know.. I am just throwing it out there...  it is so hard either way.

But you did it before doll, and youc an do it again... you really can.

I/we will be here with you every step of the way..

I am really, really proud of you....

xoxox
luv,
mj