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Lady
See my reply also under the "addiction" thread below this one.
DM
Liquid.
These are just feelings you are having - they will pass as long as you realize they are just irrational thoughts.
Tell us more about you. All of us here have been through hell the last couple of months. We are a pretty tight knit group here, and we would like you to join us.
Life can and will be better for you. You are asking for help, so that tells me that you know you can't do it alone. None of us can.
What is your drug of choice?
God's Love to you...
Rex
Peace to ya Lee, bmac
Peace!
Suzie
Suzie
It is very kind of you to think of us. I thank you for that. I have been reading the posts everyday. I love it here...it helps me understand addiction and my husbands behavior. He is doing well. Our relationship seems to be 100% amazing now! I can't believe i settled for the way i was treated before...when i didn't know he was on pills. He is completely different now. I can't explain it. Everything has changed with his attitude, manors, cleanliness, everything. Anyways, i am nervous...because he says he never wants to take a pill again, and that he doesn't crave it. I find this hard to believe. Is this possible? He has been sober for almost 2 months. He was taking codiene (tylenol 1 and 3) and percocets every once in a while when he could get them. Another thing is that here in Canada we can get Tylenol 1's without a prescription...which is dangerous. He would take 27 of those at a time to get the equivalent of tylenol 3! We are going to the doc to get his liver checked out. Anyways, he seems to be doing great....too great. I am wondering if he is just saying he doesn't crave them to please me or make me less anxious? Is it possible to be rid of them and not WANT to take them? I thought with addiction it is a constant battle to fight the demons in your head that tell you to take just one. How are you doing anyways? How often do you go to NA meetings?
Thanks for caring
Catherine
Lady- We all welcome you to the forum,we will be there if you need us. We have all had times in our lives when everything seems hopeless, make sure you have a good support system. It helps talking to someone about it.
Sharon
I also reside in Canada, and have bought Tyl # 1's(as you said w/o a Rx) many times.
Did you say 27 tabs at one time???
I don't understand all that mg talk. Sorry. All i know is that he said he would take 27 Tylenol 1's if he couldn't get T3's. So whatever that means in Mg i don't know. He did take a lot of pills at one time. He says now that he wanted to kill himself...but didn't know it at the time. Right now we are dealing with his issues. They all stem from childhood. Anyways, hope this answers your question. Hahahaha.
Take care
Catherine
Sharonver,
I have no idea what happened to my last post to you it got all scrambled. I asked whether she could break the wafer in 5 pieces to equal 1 mg each. Sorry about that. You caould always call a Walgreens or Eckerd and ask the pharmacist there. They can tell you if the wafers can be broken.
You girls/gals/ladies/chicks/women/babes/females really do need an equivalent of the term "guy".
Rex
The best thing you can do is first take care of yourself, find someone who's been through the same thing with their spouse, and second continue to encourage him. You can tell him not to feel afraid to talk with you because, after all, you married for better or worse and you remain totally commited to that vow. It
is kind of hard to talk to your spouse about your cravings and worries, so don't think for a minute that he's trying to exclude you, he may feel humiliated about his lack of control in this one area of his life, or he may really be trying to protect you from worry. Both seem to me to be healthy responses. Its good for him to be humble. It means he is starting to feel his emotions again after being numb from pills so long. If he's doing it to protect you, another good sign because his desire to be the man of the house again may mean that his self esteem may be coming back a little. Either way, just enjoy your husband right now and remember you can not control his desire to use. You can make yourself crazy worying about all the "what if's". Things will happen when they are supposed to.
Good to hear from ya!
Glad you are here - it life people up whether you realize this or not...
Rex
You reading this, Pillhell?!
Sharon
Sharon
Rex
Suzie
God Bless & Peace Out..Tim G
Take care, Millie