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Good luck.
So, keep trying, by all means, but if you're going through months of agony, and you've cut back to a meduim dose, maybe it's time to hide away for five days (better if you can get out and do something, but ... well, you know.) and get it over with.
I'll have to follow my own advice in a couple of days -- I've been trying to wait before the first toot (once you're in, then you have to keep it going -- let me know if I'm telling you something you don't already know), and yesterday was pretty good.
A warning to anyone who's going to use codeine to ease the w/ds -- either wait till you stop, or take it in the evening to replace that last buzz. Tried it in the morning, and it seems to block the effect of oxy a bit when I did my first bit (40mg) of the day.
Still stuck at 120mg; can't seem to get by without that much, and I'm not really getting much -- party's over -- out of that much, split into three times a day. Also have a real quandary -- sometimes I hate the stuff, particularly the $$$ and the compulsive travel to the source, but if I had a huge supply, I'd probably keep at it. Best to remember that life is going to suck a lot anyway, and this is just about the poorest strategy to avoid that.
I ramble on sometimes ... back to your post, you said you were on max 30 pills/day -- how much a day on the taper? Is there a significant difference in the amount?
Sounds like the advice on modifying your taper is your only shot at it. You'll just have to go slowly, and, every time you have one in your hand, stop and ask yourself, "Can I wait an hour before I do this? Just an hour? Do I really, absolutely HAVE to take this right now, or can I wait it out a little?" Such self-interrogating slows me down -- otherwise I'd be doing 80 at a time, and hating myself.
All the best -- you can manage this taper if you take your time on it, and nag yourself every time you reach for them ...