The Irony

I can't believe this but I will feel better after I post this.  The Irony about my vicodon addiction is that I am going to school to earn my associates in Massage Therapy to help people deal with stress and pain.  And I'm reading these postings and I keep thinking "Oh massage can help you with this pain or that pain" and I have an overwhelming desire to help everyone, and I love to help people, but how can I, when I can't seem to help myself. I keep thinking that maybe overcoming my own addiction will help me be a better massage therapist.  Any thoughts?  (Any other people out here into alternative health practices of some sort)

[josh231]

i no what ur saying
this summer one of my buddys was working at walmart and we all were in my basement talking and he was complaning about not making much money i was like dude go down to this one factory downtown there accepting appps yada yada continued to talk about how awsome it is anyways he got hired and is loving it while im cooking food   yeah     why

[flmagi]

I could have used a 5 day massage when I was going thru withdrawls. Although it would have been like trying to massage a rabid, squirming demon from hell.  I'm much better now. lol