This is crazy?

All morning I been a mess trying to deal with the withdraw from those damm ultram.I woke up with the tingle almost like shocks in my mouth ,I cant fuction at all I feel dead to the world.I spent 1hr in the shower atleast im clean but I guess not all clean untill my brain starts to fuction the right way.I feel for anyone who is going threw this hell I hope you find a way to kope.I know ultram is not as bad as oxys some people may say that they dont do **** and are flinstone vitamins but there crazy.My cuzen believes that they are non addictive but I had to take him online to show him polls from other people one time to have him see .I will do it get through it and im done I don't have to work right now but my time will be up soon to go back to work thats the good part.The crazy part is I am getting into being sober . I hope other people around me understand I need time to be myself again I hid that part for a long time .Me going to karate right now will be a no go cause no energy .But that will all change I hope...

[jerry4664]

I quit while working IT SUCKED but after a few days things will be better someone said you dont become an addict overnight so you wont come clean that fast either,, let me tell you I wanted those pills so bad knowing that the pain would go away but its no way to live and I see that know. keep it up

[atthebeach]

hey jay,
good for hear from you. wondered how you were doing. yes the tram does cause those  zaps, it also can happen in the head so dont be shocked if it does. did you get any of the supplies that were recommended?
can understand the karate might be a bit much right now, but make sure you move around,  exercise ,walking, jumping jacks. get those endrophins moving.
oxys not addictive they?   are narcotic and extremely addictive.
a pil is a pil is a pill, addiction is addiction. dont get to caught up in the semantics of one is not as bad as the other. if it is running and ruining your life it is an addiction.
keep up the good work. keep posting.
sending blessings
debbie

[harry501]

If Ultram is tramadol, then you are doing fantastic so far so keep it up. I have family members who have really abused these pills (I abuse dihydrocodeine) and I've witnessed them withdrawing succesfully. It took time and patience of all the saints combined, but they did it and looked a million dollars after. They hav relapsed sadly (sorry if this is discouraging, but I think honesty is the key among us all). So keep it up and best of luck.

Your an inspiration remember.