This drug sucks, it is hell to stop for those of us who take it for the wrong reasons, which are for any other reason besides dulling your physical pain. They make us feel good, "normal." Only it's not normal. When we abuse for so long our minds don't remember any other way to feel. I myself am struggling to quit for good for the 3rd time. I hope I make it this time. I am finally seeing a psychiatrist, who I am hoping will help me through. We all know you feel bad when you stop taking this stuff. Really bad. Really, really bad. It's normal. Not fun, not good, not easy, but normal. You are not dying. You will not die. You may wish you would, but you have to hang on for a few weeks. I am telling everybody this because I am thinking this to myself. I am with you. I hope I make it. None of us wanted this, it happened. Now, what are we going to do to fix it?