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Today is my second day with NO pills

Two more weeks of detox and they stopped
My hydro taper yesterday. I feel amazing. Ha what a joke. I feel as tho every muscle in my body is being twisted. And I miss my baby girl. I need your support here. Please words of advice. I'm laying in my bed just imagining my daughter asleep in her crib. I'm heartbroken. The pain I'm going thru is nothing compared to the heart ache of missing her. I can't wait till I can hold her again. And kiss her and hear her laugh/see her smile. God help me thru this.
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I'll do whatever I can to help u. Keep writing me
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Aw Kelsey I wrote you back. I hope we can help you like they have helped me. It's not easy but stick around please. I feel the same way about them. They're always in my heart cause they have helped me so much
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Love to you all. I cannot tell you how grateful I am. I carry you in my heart daily. And forever!
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495284 tn?1333894042
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Lynn, sending you love and a big hug back~~~sara
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Lynn is in a good mood today and that puts me in one now as I start my day here.... Thanks! ;)
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You all may not see it but YOU saved me. It's so weird that complete strangers who I can't even out face to name has soooo much impact on me. I'm so grateful for everyone who has followed and been behind me. Your all my angels and I love you all do very much.
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God is helping you thru this.  You stayed put, right where you belong, you have a wonderful fiance who has stepped up to the plate and is supportive of you and taking great care of your baby girl.  I know the heartbreak of being away from a child Lynn.  You see, i lost custody of my daughter when she was 14.  I was so sick at the time and didnt even know it.  She got smarter sooner than i did.  She couldnt handle all the insanity of our lives which was caused by my drug addiction and drinking.  My children lived in he!!.  I was devasted, it damn near did me in.  Our relationship was so strained.  In the last couple years we have finally mended our relationship.  I am finally her mom, something she hasnt really known all her life.  She only knew me to be messed up. She is now 30.  You have been given a great opportunity here, please take it, focus on your recovery, your life depends on it~~Hugs my friend, sara
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1990784 tn?1331871778
I am still so happy you decided to stay there Lynn because it is absolutely the right decision. You know what u need to do for yourself , your little girl and your fiancé ... You struggle doing it and that will make you so much more stronger and proud when you come out on the other side of this! You are a true soldier in my eyes and your winning battle after battle here...it's so obvious to us! Keep on pushing on Lynn.....!!
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LYNN they detoxed you they dident taper you off thats why you feel like you do over the next few weeks will see if the methadone still has a hold on you your baby is in good hands and will be just as excited to see you as you her
just give it this 2 weeksa to rest up taking care of a baby is a lot of work your going to need your strength you have my prayers and this whole thing is in Gods hands this could have been a terabale disaster God protected your baby and even you from serious ingery so hang in ther you going to feel like you got ran over by a truck coming off methadone in 2 weeks pray to God for some releaf YOU CAN DO THIS.........Gnarly
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