I been a lurker for a while here and did not see an answer to this…..
When do the mind games calm down? I am 70% over the physical part and have use the tips and tricks I learned from you all ( THANK YOU) but these thoughts OMG it’s like I am fighting for control of me! This is what it was like on the way home last night (why go through this? You never hurt anybody with the pills? You never really ran out of pills, three clicks on the computer and they will be here tomorrow, this never affected your family, your friends, and your job……it’s like there is a tramadol in my head talking to me. I’m doing my best to keep my mind occupied but for the love of god I did not expect this.