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1: Everyone would love to stop taking drugs and be pain and WD free.
2: If that was the case why bother to stop, you could just use when you wanted and then stop, no big deal.
3: I feel your pain (really), I went through tottal WD from IV morphine CT after a long peroid of use.
4: It sucked more than a hot poker up the rear, but thats not a bad thing really becuase although I never thought I abused my meds I did become addicted.
5: Its been a few weeks the first week was pretty tough but I lived.
6: And this is my most important point, I will never take this **** again. Pain free would be great but it aint gonna happen without a price to pay, to damn high a price.
So some here say taper and some say cold turkey, I tried to taper and doc said I just prolonged my suffering and I agree so I just said **** it and stopped.
7: I can not address the craving part thank God I have none.
But there is a wealth of knowledge here and some can help with that.
As bad a you feel going through WD I have to ask how bad will you feel if you keep taking the pills?
Good luck.
Tapering from vicodin or morphine will actually prolong the withdrawal. It is wise to do a quick taper from the opiates(5 days of down dosing) and then stop the opiate. Use the Thomas receipe. For Ultram (tramadol) I recommend cutting the dose a 1/4 of a tab every 2 weeks. You will need to use tramadol and a pill cutter. Withdrawal will be almost nothing ... vague and fleeting. As you get closer to being drug free, you may need to stretch it out for 3 weeks. You have to take care of yourselves. Good nurishing food, filtered water and a low dose vitamin B. Build up your health. Stop for a minute and just taste one of the pills you are swallowing. That's what poison tastes like.
I am tapering again tommorrow, and if I keep going, I will be free in about 2 1/2 months .... now that turns me on! I am very determined and with God's help I will make it. I don't want to go on a different drug. When this is over, they can take their drugs and shove em ... some nerve the drug companies have! Lying about their products and creating dependency in unsuspecting people. They told me this medication was NOT addictive and a little stronger than an aspirin. I want my soul back ...and I will be victorious ... power to the people! ***@****
SABIAN
I got off the stuff by calling my docter I layed it all out , how I abused the stuf and that I was a wreck. They asked how much a day I was taking. I told them 10 ultram a day and so they called me in 10 ultrams. the next day I called back and they gave me 9 and so on till I picked up one and I was done no sweat.
you do feel like a fool tho, everyday going to the pharmacy for your fix but they were cool and knew I was tryin to get off. That was wonderful to be free. Not for long tho since then I have quit vicodin twice the hard way. I am trying right now as we speak.
My bro inlaw is outa town and has a bunch of 10 mil vicos. He will be back tommoroe and know I am going to go see him. So all this pain last night and today is going to be wasted. I think I will give a bunch to my wife and have her help me taper off. Why cant a person just be happy without this ****?
maury
I have alot of hope to quit this drug but get disgusted because I had a good reason to take them in the beginning. I want to do it like the guy who went to the pharmacy every day but if I told my doctor I was taking up to 30 pills a day, I think he would be mad to say the least.
I did go through withdrawal over a 5 day period but I prepared myself for the worst and used Xanax (jumping from frying pan into the fire, but Xanax is not my drug of choice so I know when I wean off, it won't be too bad). Anyway, ultram has this hold over me and I hear it in these many postings.
I want to keep using it but under control and in moderation. Is that possible? Anyone try Acupuncture or the suboxone way?
Thanks for the words of wisdom, Goldie.
ldjohn
dramatic, but it irks me when I realize how many people are getting "taken" by the drug companies.
Maury ... You have a great idea for getting on top of the monster. (vicodin) If your wife is supportive, you can scale down to a small dose and quit in due time. Read all you can here and NEVER give up on yourself. Let me tell you .... if I was on vikes, I'd be free by now. That drug is alot more "mental" and causes cravings, etc. but ... the kick is 5 days. You will feel "down" for a month after ... but when you start feeling like your old self again you'll be a happy man (smile) I had to take vicodin for surgery about 3 years ago and it was tough realizing it was time to call it a day. I was able to cut down and finally quit. As soon as I got over it, I needed more surgery. That time I took the vicodin for 3 days post OP and stopped before the insanity started. My rheumatologist put me on ultram for fibromyalgia .... but I don't think I need it anymore and I want to try to live without drugs in my body. I hope it's not a pipe dream ...
Lisa ... You sound very motivated and I am happy for you. One of the guys here said that overcoming addiction is a marathon and not a sprint. Truer words were never spoken. Think long term and "You go girl!" .... luv, Goldie
It feels good to talk to people that understand the happy/death pills. I havequit all the street drugs in the past and never had a problem kicking them like this ****. I know I can win after reading these posts and I think it may save my life. I own my own contracting buissiness and have wondered how sucesful I could really be without the pills. I thank you all again and will probly be posting again when the bugs are crawling outof my skin. After I posted yesterday my wife and daughter got home. I was a lunatic. I got a call from my inlaw she just happened to have some pilss andwould I likethem I sHouted out to my wife I had to go get drugs.( she is not a pill popper) she was stunned that I was so agitated .I broke down and told her I needed help but would need somthing NOW .She said go get them and so I did.
Just letting her know my secret made everthing seem so much more possible. Sorry went on so long but all your posts gave me the power to try again. I will pull for all of you also.
Adious aMIGOSE
i will say that i went cold turkey the first time i quit the ultram and it hurt for 2 months. my body went thru hell and it was all my fault for not being smart enough to stop the pills sooner. it is a horrible drug being sold as a "non addictive" medicine... i am appauled at the idea of this blatant lie.
I don't know how you are dosing ... but I can tell you what is working for me. The first thing I did was to adjust my dosing to 2x's a day. I was taking 4 a day. Two in the morning and 2 at dinner time. I then took 2 1/2 in the morning and 1 1/2 8 hours later. After a week I took 3 in the morning and 1 at dinner time.
Then I began to start lowering my dinnertime dose by 1/4 of a pill every 10 days to 2 weeks untill I eliminated the second dose. I was now taking 3 every morning and had to start lowering that dose. I lowered it 1/4 of a pill every 2 weeks. I am now on 2 1/4 every morning .... I am going to cut to 2 1/8. I went to 2, but I didn't feel good, so pulled back. I refuse to to "suffer" .... I was lied to and misled. I'd like to make them suffer .... I need to be able to function. I have a family and responsibility. I also take ambien for sleep. I 10 mil tablet. If sleeping becomes difficult at the end, I will increase the ambien. The doc gives me 2 per night, so I have a good stash. I hope this will help you in some way .... where are the doctors when we need them? I just got copies of my medical reports and my trusted doctor thinks I am a drugseeker. Isn't that a kick in the teeth? After this is over he can kiss my grits ... sorry to sound so bitter. If I don't keep a good attitude, I could relapse. Don't get "hungry, angry,lonely or tired" ... HALT. Another wonderful tool from the 12 step program .... gotta start reading my books again .... ***@****
i do not approach any other dr. b/c it isn't that i need them now for any kind of real pain. it's just that when i stop, i get so ill... and depressed and hungry and tired... as we all go thru here! well, anyway, i am on my way to the pharmacy who's printer was messed up and told me it would be a few hours til i get the meds. i acted fine but inside all i can think is how bad i feel and how i am going to DIE if i walk back in and find myself in severe trouble. i guess i also wonder is there anyone else out there doing anything like me who really isn't a criminal or a monster and is just tunnel visioned- trying to keep from going down that long path of withdrawal... lord i hope someone else does these kinds of things... sorry for the babble.
PS ... try to get tramadol. That ultracet is full of tylenol. You will so much better just changing to plain ultram. Good luck ... ***@**** (email me, I have a few more thoughts)
Thomas
I dont want to go off the Vic's, but would like to cut down and was confused as to taking both and having WD symptoms. I havent taken any Vic's this morning,in place of them I took an Ultram 50mg and about 3 hours later took another. I want to take a Vic to get the "get up and go" feeling. I guess I want to know if I can take both within a short period of time and it be ok, without the Ultram triggering WD ( this is what I heard it can do if you are addicted to Vic's ). Thanks again for responding to my questions!!!! animalsrme
One thought: If you really want to evaluate Ultram for your condition, taking it with Vicodin is not going to give you a clear idea of how it makes you feel. You'll only learn what the combination does for you. Why don't you try the Ultram for a couple days without the Vics? Many people say that Ultram energizes them like other opiates.
Thomas
stuck in quicksand. One thing ... taking one ultram is just not enough. Take two first thing in the morning (never on an empty stomach) and one or two every 6 hours later as needed. Six a day is plenty ... of coarse you must see how you feel. I settled in at 4 per day. Now I am down to 2 1/4 everymorning and I'm having some pain ... but holding at this dose. It wouldn't hurt to consult your doctor .... good luck, Goldie
Help.....
ldjohn
Either one of us..or one of them??..
Definately one of us (you), although there are many, many doctors with a foot on both sides of this fence. Some come around here from time to time.
I'm sure people get sick of reading this, but you asked. I'm just a guy with 31 years of Rx drug addiction under his belt, so to speak. If I've learned anything, it's been through shear repetition, like rain wearing away a rock -- a big, dumb rock! If there's anything special about me, it's that I should be dead and I'm not.
So, who are you then? Quid pro quo, Clarice.
Thomas
I'm still convalescing from his last house call!
Sighing in the Dark
Well needless to say after about a couple months I was having to take so many pill of this stuff just to fend off my pain and my withdrawls. I knew they were withdrawls because of the profuse sweating and the creepy crawlys and anxiety that was unbearable.
I have trained and cut weight for competitions before and I thought that was a test of will and heart but this,this was different I could'nt take it.
One day I just woke up and told myself I ain't taking this **** no more well that was a rude awakening I went from about 15 pills a day to 0. Well I got sick could eat sleep and felt real bad all I wanted was a pill but my will prevailed and it took about a month to feel normal and be able to function again.
I am still taking medication but it's all over the couter and my body is'nt tricking me anymore about the pain.
Well try to stay away from Ultram if you can at first it won't give you a buzz but after you get used to it will and then it will take over your life.\
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SoCal Grappler
As for Ultram sources, as long as you have the money, there are hundreds of online pharmacies that legally offer Ultram (tramadol). Just enter the word Ultram in Google and you'll get more pharmacies than you know what to do with.
Thomas
The dea can't track EVERYTHING and EVERYONE in the ******* world.
Drugbuyers.com will provide you with legal, DEA approved, ways of obtaining legal Rx's for many items. Read up, learn, especially on the DEA's laws, ect. and you will be fine.
Have a good night.
Chezz
AN ASIDE: i Just heard an ad on the Boob Tube for the BURNT COOKIE COMPANY... mmmmm rivals my taste for Vikes!
Burnt cookies and milk.
~~Tres delish
Ready to kick the Ultram Beast. I'm up to (sometimes) 20-25 a day. I'm taking the Tramadol from Mexico. I've been making bi-monthly trips to Tijuana ($4 round-trip) bus trip from US border. Living in So. Cal had this disadvantage for me. I've actually become good friends with my Mexican Pharmicist Frankie. I'm not sure if he thinks I'm selling them here on the streets or what, but according to everyone across the border, they are non-addictive. I think they know better. He gives me 100 for $50. You can declare them at the Border because they are not a scheduled narcotic. Needless to say, it's been all to easy.
I will go tomorrow, get my last two bottles, set up my tapering program, and enlist in my Sister to hold on to them for me. I'm also going to use internal cleansers, blood purifiers, and supplements to help get it out of my system faster. I will use Xanax as needed (from Mexico of course) since it does not produce any type of euphoria or anti-depressant action. I have been taking Tramadol for anti-depression. It has worked but I have definately abused it.
I will post what supplements have helped. My Mom said she heard of one that is suppose to be excellent for helping eliminate the cravings.
I guess, just thanks for reading my post. Just knowing that its out there and being read by others like me confirms my will. I'll probably check in when things get hairy.
Big Hug To Everyone.
I hope you can get through this alright.
I know how good it feels to have it and how awful it feels
not to have it. Things like this are very difficult to get
through without a huge cache of support and assistance of
some sort. Please do not hesitate to write to me directly
and I will answer you in support. This forum seems to be a
good source of support for more people than meets the eye.
Your willingness to write and ask for help or for answers to
your addiction is a step in the right direction, babe, and the
hopefully it does'nt stop there. What I recommend is tapering
especially because everything that I have learned about this drug
is that it works on opiate pain receptors and is also an
anti-depressant which in long term use is not a good combo.
Even though the doctors will tell you that its non-addictive.
Man, I could ring every doctors neck who said that. Well take
care babe, and write me back with progress.
Socal Grappler
Not too sure Taper-ees is a word. Now it is! Just wondering with all those who are one "The Schedule" (tapering) how it is going and if you have any words of Wisdom for me. Just got back from TJ for my LAST bottle of Tramadol and bid everyone down there ADIOS! Scary thing... as I left "Frankie" told me, "no matter what you need Nina, I can get it for you." Hmmmm, I wonder if he can get me an autographed photo of Antonio Banderas? Or, Antonio Banderas himself! Somehow I don't think that's what he meant.
Anyway... read somewhere on the web that one gentleman used the 4mg Nicorette Gum for any withdrawls and it actually took the edge off them. Has anyone else heard of this? Would it be wise to mix the two?
To get myself started on the Return Path Back To The Real Me, I went from 20 to 12 pills yesterday with no problem. I also took lots of B Vitamins and a liver and kidney cleansing supplement.
I'm ganna do this! No more excuses! If for anyone, for my 5 year old son. He doesn't deserve a Mom dependant on a pill.
Thanks for reading!
I'm going away this weekend, so I've set aside enough of the Vicodin for the trip...however, that is the last of it until I see my doctor when I come back. I believe I've become accustomed to the Vicodin, because when I dont take it i feel terrible.....Since I don't have enough Vicodin for the next 3 days until my trip, would it be safe to take a small amount of the Tramadol each day until the trip, then resume taking the Vicodin during-?
Thanks for any help~!
avis