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I have also heard that some coming off of ultram didn't have any withdrawal symptoms. Maybe you will be one of the lucky ones. If not. prepare to be sick. Its no picinic. Let me tell you!
Let me know if you need The Famous Thomas recipe that will help you detox.
Good luck to you
Suze
I am on stadol nasal spray for headaches.
Thank you very much!
Peace to all...
Suzie
That was my mental part and the whispers.
Hugs,
Suze
Hi to all,
I am on Ultram for the second time. The first time, I went off it I don't recall any withdrawal, except I had severe convulsions in church for six hours and had to to be helped to walk after that. Then I started heaving for two days. I do not think Ultram was involved as I cut it and was cutting down from 10 Mg,s of Klonopin really fast. I think it was the Klonopin withdrawal as that is what cleared it up.
It was the second time for DT'S in three months. The first time, in February I was on triple out-patient detox from 300 mg's Codiene a day, 10 mg's Klonopin and I bottle alcohol, (Gin). The Ultram never seemed to phase me but the Klonopin nearly killed me. I am on Klonopin now and feel somewhat sick today. I cut down yesterday from four to three 50 mg tabsof Ultram, but I think the constipation is what is making me feel crappy. I feel like a backed up sewer system, so to speak. Once I cut back to only when desperately in pain, I will clean out and feel fine. I am depressed though but I believe more alcohol withdrawal rather than Ultram.
Chatahan.....wildcat
BTW, I forgot to add, I tried Celebrex and Vioxx and neither worked at all just like Tylenol. Only Ibuprofen works for me, besides the Codiene of course but I am off of that.
Chatahan.......wildcat
I agree, I have boxes of sample vioxx in my cabinet and maybe two pills missing..Doesn't work..Neither did the celebrex. Maybe our pain is just too bad.
I'm gona email you, haven't forgotten. Hugs to you!
Suze
(Starraven)
Thanks for the nice comments. I am looking forward to your email. I agree, ur pain must be too strong for most meds.
Take care and God Bless.
(Golden1),
Thank you for the advice,
The first triple detox was not by choice, I was cut off by my Doc because I was drinking along with the pills, I had been sober from the booze for nearly two years but had relapsed in January.
The second time I was just plain angry at the addictions and tried on my own, a big mistake and major failure because as soon as the seizures and DT'S started I Crashed and Burned back to the booze and my Doc scolded me about taking the Klonopin and refraining from the booze. I was down to 1 mg of Klonopin. She put be back on 8 mg's.
I am going to take it one at a time this time, yes. I cannot go through that again. The Ultram is first along with the booze. I am on and off with the booze, I just need to buckle down. It's mainly boredom when I drink, so I just need to keep busy even if I have to force myself. I am starting correspondance courses soon and that will take alot of my time besides keeping house, yard and 10 cats and 1 dog happy. Thanks for your concern and encouragement. Good luck to you on your Ultram withdraw as well.
Take care and God bless,
Chatahan.......wildcat
Just a brief background of myself. I've been here before, and unfortunately I'm back. Lost my job at a hospital pharmacy after about a year of borrowing Vics and Percs. I came clean after a week of horrendous withdrawels and got myself back on my feet with a new job at yes...another hospital pharmacy.
Sorry to say I'm back to my old ways, but I'm attempting to stop. I was scared of the withdrawels again, but each time I've taken some "time off" from the pills, I've not really experienced ANYTHING like what I had before. Which gives me hope, because once those voices in my head stop telling me to "JUST TAKE ONE" I'll be alright.
I can't possibly lose my job again, more importantly, it would kill my mother and husband who were NOTHING but supportive in my horrible ordeal a few months ago.
There is hope! You can quit, and quit again if necessary. I'm working on it!
Ultram seems to be a big topic here. Hydros are my vice. I am down to my last refill, and I really want to stop this craziness.
I have read about Thomas' Recipe, and I have already stocked up. I'm also thinking of trying Buprenex. I've already discussed it with my doctor, and he is more than willing to try it. I suffer from degenerative disk disease, and I'm worried about what my pain level will be like. I have the greatest doctor in the world. He isn't paranoid. All he wants is for me to be comfortable, and he didn't read me the riot act when I told him about my problem with the Hydros.
I hope I will be welcomed here, because I think you all could really help me. I think I have a lot to contribute too. Have a nice weekend all!!!
I recently went to a pain clinic with knowelage of addiction. I came completely clean with them about my drug history dating back to my early teens. They told me now that I have chronic pain I will always abuse my medication. So far they have been right. They have suggested that I go on a methadone program until the details of bupenorphine have been worked out. I was on methadone 20 years ago and it brought a lot of stability to my life. As everyone knows the huge downside is getting off of this ****. I am almost 48 yrs old and I think I might commit suicide during a methadone detox. Needless to say I am scared witless about even starting. The pain clinic basically compared me to a diabetic (we have all heard that before). This is the same thing as saying that I am hopeless and could never stay clean for any more than a few months or a few years. So far they have been right. I have been able to stay clean but it is and endless struggle and I always feel shitty even after years.
My question to all of you is....What would you do in my situation? I have a wife and a 13 mo old daughter a great job and life. It is this problem that keeps me having an almost perfect life.
Both of us are coming off Methadone now CT. I'm 45 and even with other very potent pain meds I need for my chronic pain, I'm in day 5 of pure outright HELL.
The methadone of today, is NOT the same as what it was 20 years ago. Some of the clinics, like the one I was going to, add in other things. I knew someone who took the 'done in 1977, he got clean, but it was real Methadone, not the mixture they call Methadone today. They NEVER told me about this when I started at the clinic and I only found out by overhearing a nurse talking with another patient. With my bowel disease, I can NOT take motrin, aspirin, and lots of other such drugs.....they put me into horrible flares and bleeding, then surgery. I have a test set for a colonoscopy in 2 weeks time to see how bad I am inside and if any more damage has been done in addition to what is already there. *sigh*
Please read our posts, then think twice, then again, before you go on the evil 'done. Leave the Methadone where it belongs, with Adolf Hitler and his nazis who made this 'wonder' drug.
MrsRat
Please read these posts before taking ANY Methadone ! Thanks.
MrsRat
I continued using it all those years telling everyone that my back problem was the reason, when actually, I was scared as hell of what would happen by getting off it.
I broke L4 & L5 in my back from a fall. That is where I got started on pain meds. During the detox process, I began wondering how my back was going to feel once all the methadone was out of my system. I can tell you that in my case, Ibuprofin (sp) 800mg is PLENTY for me and my concern for the pain that does exist in my back was a baseless reason for methadone continuance.
Brother... RUN, BODYMECH, RUN. Find something, ANYTHING other than this evil to help you live a happy, joyous and free life for both you and your family.
I am sorry if I am irritating you on this issue, but if it were left up to me and I was President for a day, I would FORCE ALL methadone Clinics to detox their patience over a humane period of time and assist each one in seeking alternative ways of taking care of their specific issues.
How do you feel about dying, but still being able to walk the earth? If it sounds good, then methadone is the way to see how it feels.
God Bless you my brother.... I hurt for your thoughts of this option.
Mike
I have started asking around about methadone maintainance. I wanted to take no more than 15-20 mg a day maximum. That is more than enough to control my pain and let me sleep at night. From what I am understanding these bastards that profit from these clinics want to start you at a minimum of 40mg a day and then build you up to 90-100 mg. They also want you to stay on for a minimum of a year. I'm sure they know how hard it will be to get off 100mg a day of methadone after using it for a year. They don't want you off. They would love to have everyone as a lifetime patient. I am at the point to where I don't think I will ever get the kind of help I need. I may need to just get completely off all drugs and live with the depression, pain and sleeplessness. All I want to be is the same as everyone else. I don't think most people are forced to live with pain, depression and sleeplessness.
I hope to be totaly drug free soon but If I push it. My pain and addiction problems will win.
Chris
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The reason you can not find Buprenorphrin (sp) yet is because the FDA just approved it. Doctors have to attend "special training" in order for the government to approve despensing privledges to them. I know this because when I was in rehab, that was a possible option to assist me off methadone. BUT, they could not get it, yet. The time table is December. Then, there should be a lot more licensed Doctors that are able to dispense it.
I know the hell that you feel. Pain can and does cause depression especially over an extended period of time. Because each individual is different, so does the need exist for different approaches to the same problematic situation. In my case, Methadone was a life filter. That's why I've said before that the farther I get from Day 1, the higher I get and the view is spectacular.
IF you are able to tolerate the pain for a few weeks, then I would suggest hanging onto what you have now or find solice in the same knowledge I've gained here in that tomorrow IS better for a recovering addict.
I can tell you that I felt different on even 1mg of Methadone. I thought that it was such a small amount that I wouldn't feel the withdrawals. But the hell of this drug is that even though I was on 1mg for the last day, my liver and BONES contained methadone just waiting to leech out. Once that is in the process and the brain doesn't have methadone to rely on, it becomes time to go see what hell looks like for a week.
Methadone WILL change your life. It took me over 10 years in a clinic to realize that.
My prayers are out to you..
Mike
Thanks
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PS. Writing is all caps is considered yelling in the internet world, you may wanna turn off your cap lock
I started the "Thomas" recipe too late (like day 3!) It SUCKED!!! this is day without any ultram or tramadol. I did this whole thing very wrong---I had no idea about withdrawals from ultram, being that I went on the "narcotic-LIKE" deal---what a SHAM! I did not taper---for the last 3 days, I took 200mg, then NOTHING! The next evening, I took 5mg of Tramadol, then nothing after. Day 2, 3 and 4, I took .25mg of Xanax, and day 2 I remembered the L-Tyrosene and 5-HTP thing.
HTH
Tim
Now, my wife and I have moved to Hong Kong and here I get the stuff over the counter and it's EXTREMELY cheap. This, of course, has become a huge problem as my intake has increased dramatically. Right now it's 6 AM and I've been trying to sleep all night. As soon as I get close to sleep my nerves start firing or something and my head jerks as if it's some sort of tic or something.
This is going to be bad, I can see that. Here goes nothin'.......
I have taken ultram for 10 years. I was up to 30 pills per week after the first 3 months, then 180 month, then 240 per month, then 360 per month and so on and on and on...Now I am up to almost 900 pills per month. It has almost taken everything. I had actually planned suicide to help my family financially but I know my kids love me too much for me to do that to them. I would do almost anything to come off of them. I was a professional, productive member of society
and now am a depressed couch bound, sad human who almost wishes lightening would strike me dead...Be advised....you folks who your doctor writes you a script for 30 ultram...TEAR IT UP! TAKE ADVIL! Yeah they give you a little bump in enegy and mood up front but after that initial few weeks look out because you are already in too deep. It is very very sad! I hate myself for ever taking just one. I have taken vicprofin and vicodin for months at a time. I would say I abused them but I never ever once got hooked. When they, the vico's ran out, I never got sick or went nuts as it was a bit tough but no biggie to stop taking them...
The worse thing (beside losing everything to ultram) is the tinling, shocking sensation that goes thru my body in wave after wave with cold chills and sweats....and this is while taking the full dose to keep from with drawing.
Ani ideas? Should I take vic's or something to come off of them? I tried that once and basically quit except for the shocks and I found paxil or any ssri would help but then i seized a few ti
tHANKS,
I went to a doctor who put me on subutex, which I stayed on for 5 months. I have not had an ultram since May of 2008. I felt no withdrawal symptoms in my transition from ultram to subutex and very, very minimal withdrawal symptoms when I stopped the subutex on September 29th 2008 (just over a week ago).
I tried to quite ultram on my own many, many times but could not handle the severe withdrawal symptoms that I experienced. The mental part was just as bad, if not worse, than the physical.
I hope you are still around because I think you would be a perfect candidate for subutex. You are taking a very dangerous amount of ultram and you need to stop as soon as possible. Please do not think of taking your life, your kids would be devastated. My dad passed away 4 years ago and I still miss him every single day.
Take care and please check in here.
-Lynn
I have been taking pain meds for my neck for 6 years+ now. I apparently have the neck of a 70 yr old man at the age of 34...not good. However recently i visited my 6th pain/ spine specialist and he found something that is decent. I started getting shots in my neck and for me they seem to help. I understand we all have different pain and what works for me may not work for you, so dont rush right out and demand shots...However since they have worked i am trying to get off all pain meds completely. I have been taking vicodin and norco like candy and in the last 11 months have been able to switch to ultram without a problem. The main reason i switched was i recently began driving trucks...and have to pass drug screens. I am not saying ultram is the wonder drug for me i still deal with alot of pain but i have no other choice but to work and yes driving makes it worse...i know switch jobs...have you seen the recent job market? my doctors have all suggested a carreer change....ummmm no. I was told by my doctor that ultram is non habit forming and is so far legal as far as my DOT drugscreens go. I have passed drug tests while on ultram. However not until now did i realize that ultram is very habit forming especially if you take the max dose daily for 11 months.16 days ago i ran out of my perscription. I have ran out early of my norco before and that is not fun...obviously from taking more than i should have. I know what that withdrawl is like. not fun at all...as i am sure a few of you already know from what i have read. So i called my doctor to ask why i am feeling like this and he explained as i stated above. Again when my wife returned from orlando we both went to the doctors office and were told the same thing. He did agree to refill the medication but wanted me to sign a " drug addiction contract" with his office which i thought was **** and did not do. I really did not understand that since this is a " non habit forming drug" and he knew and appoved the dose i was taking...seemed odd. So now i am again out. i dont do any other drugs recreational not even alcohol maybe 3 beers a week. I have watched drugs destroy 2 close family members including my own mother...and i vowed to never do any type of illegal substance. I wouldnt even take asprin for my first 24 years and here i am 10 years later feeling like a drug addict going though withdrawls from hell for a drug i was told was non addictive or habit forming by a doctor? I havent taken any today ir yesterday, however I feel like i have the flu and the shakes and its 4am and i have not slept....sound like withdrawls to any of you?...
my point i this...dont believe what they are telling you about these drugs....my personal vow is now for sure to research everything a doctor tells me right down to his name because it will take alot for me to believe a doctor ever again..
do remember that they call it "practicing medicine" ....practicing.
I have found a few of your stories and information very helpful and that is why i chose to share mine...and i do completely understand there are good doctors out there who actually want to help. But please realize alot of the not so good ones are out there too...and a " quick fix" is never the best solution.
but it honestly helped me out in the long run.
this time im not getting the wanting sumthin in my nose or my body is acheing bad!
well i will be honest only thing im really getting is legg cramps. i deal with it though.
it's hard though cuz at times you wanna die. =p eh i keep running on..lol sry.
anyways. the more you try to quite not for a week. do it like a mnth and if you cant handle it go back to your pain pills. but take a lower dose. i normaly did it befor bed. went all day with nothing got home. then took it. so im not takeing as much. just one befor bed. then i just got to the point i didnt want them. didnt crave them. and ive never felt better. =]=] i want my old life back you know?
im not saying all of you are like this im just telling a short story of me own.
one thing.
yes pain pills can be hard to quite.
ive had my fun. done.
he was 16yrs old a adict to oxycottons.
they drove him to the suicidal stage.
he didnt have fam to turn to
i miss him like crazy! but this just makes me want to quite more
seeing the pain he went threw. i dont want to ever feel.
they do honestly seem to drive you suicidal
but get one thing thats positive. a dream something. and focus on it.
After reading many on these posts, I'm switching to Advil. I may not get the relief I did from tramadol, but I won't be having the ups and downs.
Tramadol is supposedly non-adictive. Doctor's need to tell the truth.
Would I be better off not taking Ultram and taking Tylenol with 8mg Codeine and tapering down?
Ultram is a combination of four different drugs. Three anti-depressants and something that acts like an opiate, but is NOT an opiate. The latter part (non-opiate) binds to the MU receptors in a random fashion, not like a real opiate, that binds to ALL the receptors, all of the time. Because the "antidepressant" part of ultram is at such a low dose, you must take alot over a long period of time before withdrawals will occur. This is why ultram (tramadol) has a low abuse potential. Each person metabolizes the drug according to their own individual physiology.
Opiates are the best class of antidepressants known to man, so they can replace ultram for a smooth transition, and ultram replaces opiates very effectively. Ultram is used in hospitals and detox untits for opiate withdrawal. They are interchangable.