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[Jaymadd123]

My life feels like it revolves around gettin wasted on cocaine and beer on weekend I live a pretty normal life through the week why do I get this urge ?

[JayFive]

It's simple, beer makes you feel good and cocaine makes you feel even better. Now that weekend will grow to 3 days pretty soon and eventually you'll have a 7 day weekend with no job. Now that is not the case for everyone but I have rarely seen successful people use cocaine frequently. There are many support groups out there such as AA and NA. Despite the stigma that may reside within your thoughts about those groups they do offer a great deal of help from the right people. You have taken a step by reaching out here and asking for help. That's Great! Depending on what state you live in a simple possession charge of cocaine is a pretty big deal. I could be wrong but I think it's a felony in most areas. Anyway, continue to reach out and tell people anything. There is nothing that you can reveal about your addiction that will shock someone. Unless they are immature or just naive toward it all. Good luck and God bless

[spider6]

Hey there jay, tell us more....are you looking to change your life regarding the weekend mind crush?   Why do you think you need to get high every weekend and not through the week?  Oh and welcome to the community, great peeps here willing to support those looking for it trying to get clean. :o}