WOW I CANT BELEIVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant belive i am strong enough to get to 9 months and get through a 2 day craving without messing up. i always though i was a weak person but i guess all this has made me strong. that craving was the worst. thank god my husband is supportive. he tried his best to keep me busy. and thank you so much to everyone here yous helped a whole lot. i guess it will always be with you, its a life long battle, but worth every minute of the fight to have a normal life.

<3 chrissy

[watermom]

CONGRATS to you chrissy.  That is wonderful.  HUGS!  Even though I do not know you I am very proud of you.  I bet having a supportive husband really helps.  Did you just stay busy?  

[scaredmommie]

he knows that i like going on long car rides so thats what he did for me and i love reading ao he toke the kids out so i could have some piece and quite to read, he is very very good to me. him and my kids and mainly for myself is why i got clean and they are what keep me going, my babies have there mommy again, and thats what keeps me clean

<3 chrissy

[watermom]

I have two children as well so I understand.  The guilt is horrible.  

[slatch]

That is fantastic!  9 months!! I am on 9 days and I feel proud and stronger than I ever imagined I was.  Stay with it and I hope to meet that milestone someday!

[scaredmommie]

you will, stay strong. just take it day by day. it gets hard at times, but just keep fighting, and come on here as much as you can it helped me out sooooooo much, if it wasnt for me finding this forum i would me sitting here saying i am 9 months clean.

<3 chrissy

[liscamdave]

Chris,

Its so good to have you back. I posted on your thread when you first came back. I was wondering what happened to you and if you were ok. How are things? How is married life? I see you are 9 months clean, that is amazing and I am so happy for you. Was the w.d from the SUb bad? How long did you end up staying on it for? How did you taper? You should post about it because alot of people want to know about sub experiences. Hope all is well with you.

Lisa